3rd, 4th day of waiting..

3rd day of waiting..Tue
ntg much..
as usual..
on9..
go tuition..
continued my pokemon journey..
quite successful..
bt...

4th day of waiting..Wed
2day is a bz day..
early in the morning..
went to the clinic..
done blood test..
1st we gt our urine..
next go in da room..
took a syringe full of blood..
my blood:den go do ECG test..
i think is dat..
dunno wad alphabet la..
nvm..
heart test..
many pumps put near my heart..
itchy..
den result nid wait..
rly anxious to know..

after dat..
go send bro to college..
den go eat wantan mee..
den go temple..
cuz wesak din go(so long jor)..
when im at da temple..
my mind rly bcame peaceful..
happy..
perhaps mind without hatred is better..
happier..
from now on..
dis will be my life..
life without hatred..
is hard..
bt ill try..
perhaps maybe a lil..
cuz rly gt weird students make u angry..
dun listen to ur command(prefect's thing)
haiz..

nvm..
den went to public bank did sumthin..
den went sogo..
many malays dere..
wow..
rly crowded..
managed to buy 3 clothes,
1 pants,
n NECKLACE!!!
wad i wanted for years!!
bt nobody knew it..
fien~
finally i gt to buy 1..
haha..
^^

it was a happy day..
bt..
da answer dat im waiting is still da same..
perhaps it wont change..
anymore..
maybe sum1 else will gt dis opportunity to...
maybe..
i know..
ntg will follow completely as I wished..
pls..
can any1 tell me abt my fate..
my future..
wad will happen..
i noe is impossible..
bt i will wit..
until i gt da answer..
as long as u r happy..
den is ok..
..

sat.. 1st, 2nd day of waiting..

saturday..
ever since bek from genting..
life is lik normal..
saturday as usual..
skip wushu class..
den organ..
den bio..
teac draw dou so cute..
den nite mom dad go dinner..
den bek jor play mahjong..
n is oso da time i confess dat i...
I...
da secret code has been uncovered..
even dou da answer is as predicted..
bt i will w8 until it changes..
i will..
i noe u nid time 2 'digest' everything..
bt i will w8..
tell me when u r ready..

1st day of waiting..(sunday)
morning go jogging..
so tired..
many ppl put aeroplane..
luckily..
hui, weii n her sis gt go..
or else will be alone..
even my mom oso no go..
send me den bek jor..
we danced nobody..
haha..
very farni ei..
den..
bek jor sleep lo..
zzz..
go tuition in da afternoon..
luckily ntg happened..
^^
den bek home..
on9 a while..
sailou finally accepted my request..
bt once agn..
cant happy forever..
sure gt sumthin ruin it!!
W.T.F??!!!
fine~
den go bandar utama dat area..
cuz havin dinner with my relatives from Singapore..
Auntie Annie sure likes to bring a lot of stuff for us..
yum yum!!
Edward is still so tall!!..
Lincoln changed a lil..
i dun rly recognize him..
maybe long time no c..
n when we laz saw..
i was still young..
dun rly rmb..
bt he's still so active..
haha..
i like mantis prawn..
^^

2nd day of waiting..(monday)
ntg much..
woke up..
on9..
chat..
den w8 for tuition..
SH!T..
when i wan "collect tax"..
tell me maintainance..
haiz..
den go tuition..
end up no jor tax..
fine..
den as usual..
bt sejarah rly sleepy..
haha..
jiahao a..
i will revenge!!
muahaha^^

haiz..
my life..
is once colourful..
m still~
haha..
i won let any of dose 'waves' to ruin my life..
if it gets too over..
i will jux do wadeva i can..
by then..
dun blame me..

i aint gonna care anymore^^
-.-L~

wont let anything ruin my friendships,
fame,
& reputation anymore..
nt agn..

no matter how big da waves is..
live happily..

as sailou said..
~CALM~
trying to calm myself..
^^
my mind will only think of ya..
w8ing for da time to come..
w8ing for da answer..
w8ing for everything..

The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

actually i dunno wd to do..
im afraid i might scare u..
if i did anything wrong agn..
im sry..


belated wishes from:
auntie annie

n my wishes to
YAN TONG~
haha..
happy birthday!!
woohoo~~
im da 1st to sms..
i din play tetris..
u're gonna hit me when u c dis isit??
XD

ll

genting trip 8-10 Jun

went to genting highland with
XH
SY
SW
JY
CH

followed my dad's car..
went to resort hotel..
den da 2 gals ask us 2 go 1st world fetch dem..
ran dere..
reach jor stil gt complaint..
TT
den go bek..
on my lappy..
suddenly..
hold out a cake..
omg..
ZD..
dis time i rly din think dou..
cuz dis time bday i dun rly rmb my bday..
feel dat nt special..
so din think so much..
bt unexpectedly..
den bought a cake for me..
so nice..
cheesy~
THX YA!!

play poker mahjong..
no luck..
haha..
den go walk walk..
shopping..
n all..
saw dou 1 necklace..
RM19
bt i din buy..
rly regret..

den we played bowling..
haha..
3 strikes..
happy..

den yan's auntay arrived..
so went bek hotel..
took my bath den go out agn..

den dinner ate at KFC..

den nite go down coffee bean on9..
bt line nt gud..
haiz..
change spot..
go McD..
den go bek for rest..
dey very cute de..
especially dat CH..
play my zombie until din sleep much..

i slept jor..
2nd day.
5 sumthin woke up..
den go McD eat porridge..
yan no eat..
she only drank Dutch Lady den say full..
den smell dou output smell..
vomit..
omg..

den we went to da theme park buy ticket..
w8 for dunno how many minutes..
abt 30++
i think..
cuz keep gt error.
da workers oso no mood jor..
den after getting ticket..
we played da 1st game..
damn SHIOK..
den we played many kinds of game..
all very fun~
den many tired jor..
bt haven try roller coaster..
haiz..
den go bek rest..
den go out play agn..
den rock climbing..
omg..
damn nice.
bt i wont try agn..
cuz very horrible..
when 1st time jux climb..
omg..
so high..
very afraid..
den simply climb..
bt simply climb suddenly go up jor..
haha..
den jump down..
very SONG a!!

den bowling agn..
maybe rock climbing used up all my energy..
my hand no more energy..
cant hold heavy ball..
den ball keep moving away..

den go snow world..
wow..
nice..
bt da ride..
very..
haiz..
my butt..
hurt dou jor..
inside very cold~
den we played many weird games..
haha..

den nite..
after dinner..
den go play bumper car~
very fun xia..
den go watch da 4D show..
w8ed for abt 45 min++
damn long..
rly test our patience..
den finally went in..
Haunted house..
abt a cat went in da house..
den many haunted things..
especially da dolls..
eww~
ntg much..
bt i simply scream when every1 scream..
scream for fun~
can scream den scream~

den sumhow sumbody cried..
haaiz..

den dey bowling agn..
yan n i dun wan..
den we go bek to hotel room..
bath..
den go down McD on9..
chatted..
den eat n drink..
dat yan a..
haiz..
eat jor 3 nuggets only say full..
den ask y.
Dutch Lady agn..
haiz..
make me starting to hate dutch lady..
haha..

den dey came McD..
lots of complains..
luckily din w8..
den 3rd day..
slept till very late..
on bed v siew wei..
haha..
bt i hid myself in sleeping bag..
luckily no "kungfu"
or else siewwei sure hurt..
den sy very free..
keep wake up see wad ppl do when sleeping..

den eat oldtown~
ntg much..
jux walk a while..
den go bek room prepare..
den check out..
play bowling agn..
my 3rd time..
deir 4th time..
still no form..
nt gud~

den go bek..
wow..
ate dat dunno wd fish..
cost 180..
only 1 fish..

den bek jor..
tired~~

dis trip rly gav me alot of 1st times~
1st time:-
- go genting v frenz
- celebrate belated bday dere..
- play mahjong in cards..
- play theme park games with dem..
- scream v a sharp voice ever since reached puberty (love it)
- drive kart
- taking pic while spinning
- rock climbing
- enter snow world
- wear winter clothing
- ride so many kinds of rides~
- sleep v a gal bside me(haha)
- hear wei kien's voice (so Q) haha
- alone in da room v a gal ( haha)
- on9 in McD
- missed my daily gift in fb games TT
- taking pic v yan jie~
- enter coffee bean
- taking group pic without others help..

think dat's it..
i rly gav a lot of 1st times 2 dis trip~
GENTING!
u owe me!!
haha

belated bday wish from :
- loohong
- sifu ZY
- sin hui
THX~

haiz..
suddenly when bek..
i thought of sumthin..
i rly dunno who to tell..
or who is dere to care..
to bother..
piles of acid..
spilling in my heart..
sour-ry..
tears dripping from my eyes..
cant stop thinking bout it..
wad can i do..
wad shud i do..
was i lying to myself all along??
jux 2 4gt bout it??
if yes..
guess wad..
im nt doing a gud job..
cuz i cant 4gt abt it..
rly miss ya..

P.S.
thx chiwing..
u rly made me feel better..
thx for consulting me..
appreciate it..
i'll try to do wad u asked..

may i....
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minutes after my birthday is over..

now my bday over jor..
overall is a happy day..
whole day full of wishes..
happy^^
bt jux cant let me live too happily..
ish..
wan happy whole day oso cannot??!!
on ur bday..
i din even ruin it a bit..
n now u r doing it on me??!!!!!!!

i ask u question..
wad kind of lame answer did u giv??
did u expect me 2 make descision for u??
n u finally decide..
y din u jux tell me??
nid some1 else to tell me..
who do u think i m??
im nt ur servant at all..
dis is how u treat me..
ish!!
i hate it..
y cant u jux let me live my birthday happily??!!
FFFFFFFF


bt im rly happy to dose who wished me..
thx to dose
who smsed me:
(b4 7-6)
karwoon(tot 6-6 was 7-6)
jiameng(wished earlier cuz hp gonna expired)
(at 7-6)
candy jie
lekkhong
siewwei
cheecheng
jianing
zora
tsengleong
yantong
minghui
xionghui
muimui
jianing agn
bebezai
jy
yingying
cynthia
shiwei
yenji
jianing agn

thru fb:
(b4 7-6)
johnathon ong
wongkarfook
chester
jiaming
sounyi
(at 7-6)
tc
william
kafai
kenneth chong
germey hoong
jiahao
shunee
xuemin
susie
adrian tan
goh vivian
chester lau
seetho
michelle lim
tsengleong
michael
yvoon lee
zora
yanyee
soochin
laoqian wong
wai hao (same date bday)
yossy rahmadika
adris low
Aulia
urfiee(no idea who r dey)
caleb
xe shyen
gwen lim
shye yi
jasmin pereira
thiamsoon
david li
jiahxin
yizhe
amanda
weihao
kokchun
shaiho
peggy tan
kenkai
xinjie
kahchun
cik mai.
jiaming
daniel
andy yap
kah khiong
pink ho
lee junyi
chunhoong
nelson fong
liyeng
hades ching
chia hau
cynthia
yongshin
kevin mun
derek leong
jianing agn
xinyee
loohong
joe yee
aaron KEE
shirui jie
shen liang
pui fen
LLY
wenwei
cho qiqi
heng huei
jiaen
courtney ariel
andee
weiyang
kyle mu
fongway
kevin ho
yeeling
siewwei
shenghan
sean ho
wing senf
mosquito
waiken
thamtham
racheal goh
sounyi
xinu
yokehan
sailou sin
xavier
penguin( oso same date bt different year)
kelvin lin
sheeni
jacqueline beh
william
(after 7-6)
fishie ng

at tuition:
kevin mun
lim shu koon..
yes itu saja..
some i feel kinda sad dat dey dun rmb..
bt fine..
nt important oso..
2 dose who rmbed..
thx alot..
i rly do appreciate it!!
luv u guys!!

jn oso 'revenged'
wish me total 5 times!!

last bt nt least..
thx dat weii!!!!!
rly rly rly rly wan thank you!!
while i waas playing mahjong..
she sms me call her..
den sang bday song 4 me..
dis year..
1st n last bday song..
anyway..
thx all!!

long time no blog agn..

hahaz..
last friday-sunday..
went to kuantan..
very very fun~
can swim..
can do many things..
will upload pics next time..
many scenery pics..
standing in da middle of da sea..
taking pics..
1st time..

when going dere..
so unlucky..
air-con spoil jor..
go karak 1 workshop..
repair..
w8ed for 1 hour..
read chemistry..
den continue journey n watch pokemon..XD

den dinner had my favourite sotong..
hehez..
den 2nd nite..
gt many wedding events..
including malay n chinese~
den watch IP man 2 dere..
bu cuo~
den oso gt play mahjong..
kakaz~

when going bek..
oso watch pokemon..
conclusion..
fun~~

den monday..
cuz only gt account..
i din take so nvm..
den tuesday ntg much..
bc..
wed pm n sivik..
thurs chem..
fri pj, sj..
all oso ok ok..
math gt 99, add math 97..
all cuz of careless..
TT
others still waiting..
finally finiz jor exam..
can play many thing jor..

very very very happy la^^

den sat wushu.
haha..
whole time oso practise my legs..
hurt dao..
bt still ok la..

den sun..
put jor aeroplane..
no go jog..
hehe..
den 1130 go xh hse..
ply..
mastermind..
den watch pokemon..

den after tuition..
go 1U..
walk walk walk..
saw a lego convention..
omg..
dose models dere r sooo nice..
very very yeng lo..
taj mahal..
haha..
love it~
long time no play jor..

den bro bought a formal suit..
nice..
den ate TGI Fridays..
den peranakan..
den bek jor ate auntie anne pretzel..
omg..
damn happy..
bt..
expansive..
hehez..
many wishes oo..
thx all~

9 days without blogging..

despite having exam..
so lazy to blog..
dese few days very tired..
reading..
haha..
laz minute only read..
fo cuz tired la..
ntg much happened..
still played mahjong during da saturdays..
never stopped..
haha..
dese few days..
kinda frustrated with this n dat..
ntg much interesting happened..

sunday..
after tuition..
went KFC..
by walking..
den..
suddenly..
chenhsien stepped on my slippers..
den my slippers spoilt..
in da middle of da road..
so i went bek n pick it up..
bt kinda hard to use..
den my leg kinda hurt..
maybe jux now scratched..
so walking kinda slow..
den celebrate xh's bday..
den chatted..
cam WAR..
haha..

many ppl bday at may..
sry ya..
presents has to be delayed..
cuz exam..
no time buy..

dunno which day..
kailin wanted me to say sumthin during assembly..
to train..
i was lik OMG..
dunno wad to say
so ask dem masuk barisan..
den kailin say ask dem take out books
i stunned..
say till nt too smoothly..
bt consider fun~

den monday..
sj n physics..
while doing sj..
suddenly when i touched my glasses..
spoilt again..
same spot..
loosed out..
den nid to do without glasses..
hard le..
800++
how c..
my head almost touched da table..
XD

tuesday..
den my bio..
da time arrangement was kinda funny..
i used 15 minutes to finish..
15 minutes to check..
15 minutes to sleep..
n 30 minutes to check.
luckily i checked da laz time..
let me noticed a small mistake..

wednesday..
i hate dis day..
1st..
physic gt many i din read de..
da barometer..
tuition haven teach..
den 2dy teach..
many question same!!
shit..
if taught earlier..
no nid wrong..
bt nvm..
some tembak correct..

2nd is..
i hate u!!
CHAN YI HUI!!!
saw u looking around for stapler..
ok..
i purposely ask u to go to my place n use mine..
den u went..
den i continue talking to dem at sy's place..
den when i look back..
u were at boonchieh's place..
stapling..
den din rly bothered..

btw, thx teacher for da present..
while we were having exam..
feel kinda guilty nt doing anything for ya..
haven take pic oso..
bt Fazliyani..
finally noe dis name..
haha
will rmb de..

back to topic..
den i assume u will put back..
so i din rly bothered..
until yesterday(thursday)..
while i was looking for my stapler..
SHIT!
wher is it..
den i rmbed i borrowed u..
den fine..
after exam..
go n ask u..
u told me u gav it back to me..
den i ask boon chieh..
he said da stapler dunno pass to wher jor..
den i ask u agn..
u din even bothered..
den continue asking xh add math..
nt even a single sorry..
isit my fault??
i saw u niding help..
i lend u a hand..
n u take it for granted..
nt even appreciating it..
next time..
FUCK OFF OF MY LIFE!!
i wun giv a damn of wadeva u say or u do!!

(sry if i've offended other ppl..
bt i hav to usse vulgar bcuz i terribly angry of dis F*er!!)

den my add math..
haiz..
careless..
din c dou modulus..
suan ba,,
2 marks go bye bye..
den after school stayed back to discuss things..

2day(friday)..
gt 2 ppl birthday oo..
mosquito wong n jy..
happy birthday ya!!!
wont be around for 3 days..
cuz within 12 hours..
i will be leaving for kuantan!!
yay!!
finally can relax..
even da exam haven over..
bt nvm..
few more hours only n i haven sleep yet..

dese few days oo..
dunno how..
1st lost my calculator..
next lost my protractor..
den spoiled my slippers(repaired)..
den spoiled my glasses..
den LOST MY STAPLER!!
haiz..
bt look on da bright side..
i gt new slippers(actually bought since CNY bt din wear)
i gt new glasses(spare 1 bt consider new cuz nvr worn)
i gt new watch(mom bought it haha)
sadly her phone gt prob now..
haiz..
den lost da cover cuz of me..
TT

sumtime rly dunno how..
all i've done..
all i've plan..
jux gt ruined..
how..
i rly dunno..
oil n water..
nvr mixed..
jux whenu thought dey r oredi mixed..
u're wrong..
da oil will float agn..

den laz nite..
while chatting v mama..
suddenly talked abt p.t...
den it reminds me of my past..
bitter-sweet memories..
den once agn..
cried..
y..
i still cant rly forget..
everything dat happened..
sry..

exam week/month??

dese few days..
lazy update..
haiz..
cik maizatul leave jor..
den saturday..
exam still play mahjong!!

sunday..
ntg happened much..

monday..
school celebrating teacher's day..
once everything prepared..
dun mention dat sum1 gt scolded n cried..
cuz of sum1.. XD
den after settling down everything..
all da prefects went to da corridor..
to welcome the teachers..
den we clapped non-stop..
until all the teachers went to da hall..
1st time clap so long..
den duty lo..
wearing dat blazer..
kinda hot..
den i saw sumthing hilarious..
kids sure lik wearing it..
haha..
all so excited..
den duty lo..
din pay attention to nonsense..
jux try to control da situation..
den..
ntg much..
blablabla..
during recess..
sumthin funny happened..
abt my legs..
haha..

den after recess..
performance time..
kinda nice..
i lik da 1st performance..
teachers dancing sorry sorry n nobody..
so cute!!
especially cikgu nadia..
haha
den 2nd is teacher dancing dunno wad name..
den bad romance..
live band..
bt less action..
nt bad..
love da band..
den sorry sorry by F5s..
den many other performance..
din rly put attention..

wad im frustrated is..
some of us r doing our duty..
shouting here n dere..
dose ppl r sitting dere..
din even action..
rly dun feel lik saying anything to them..

den mrs lee said..
she will take 100 from lembaga pengawas..
den others she pay to buy cake for teachers..
den..
i feel dat we shud actually pay all..
cuz she is also a teacher..
we din giv any present..
so at least..
we shud pay all..
bt now dunno how jor..

den heard dat sum teachers very selfish..
take jor many big big piece..
sum teac din gt da a single piece..
haiz..
selfishness..
bt too bad dunno which teacher..
@@

den tuesday..
ntg much happened..
things go as usual..

den wednesday..
exam..
1st day of exam..
BM..
is an OMG subject..
bt at least i managed to finish da whole paper..
den a funny thing happened..
i can hear it even though is from da next class..
wow..
wan say so loud anot oo..
haha..
bkful oo..
if teac pass by..
cham..

den 2day bi..
terribly hot for no reason..
basking under the glorious golden rays of sunlight..
sitting at the corner of the class..
sweating lik a pig..
haha...
actually din sweat much..
jux an expression..
den bi paper..
for no reason..
my mind was blank..
dunno wad to do..
hate summary n novel..
nt dat i dunno how to do..
is jux dat i dunno how 2 start..
den paper 1 harder..
smoking..
is directed so i jux simply do it..
den da essay..
i chose no. 5..
the storyline is similar to da 1 i wrote during da competition..
bt i missed out some vocabs..
4gt while i was writing..
bt dat story made me feel sad..
gt da urge to cry..
if is so affective..
hope can touch da teacher n score high marks..
bt it will only be a dream..

now..
jux hope for miracles..

hope dat i can go genting without any obstacles..
too bad mama nt going..TT
haiz..
fate..