95th, 96th day of waiting

95th day of waiting..Wed
morning go yan hse..
nt for practicing..
jux go dere..
once agn reached da earliest..
so no1 was dere yet^^
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den play mahjong..
1st time..
1st time c dou such nice things..
crazy de!
yan de luck terribly gud la..
东南西北 all gt..
4 飛..
den dun hav numbers..
terribly geng!

den ntg much..
once agn..
is da attitude jor..
rly cant change de..
fine..
jux accept dat since is part of u..
n u noe dis will be da way dat u'll be treated too..

den go home..
ntg much..
no tuition..
dad change phone jor^^
den nite play 4 ppl mahjong..
wah..
very very very sienz..
cuz too many jor..
3 ppl faster n nicer..
haha..

96th day of waiting..Thur
ntg much today..
woke up..
jux prepare den go to grandma's hse..
cuz wan c hw da pool looks lik..
den reach dere..
had my haircut..
den go pool dere..
wah..
many ppl..
den notice 4gt bring goggles..
so jux go gym..
den in da gym..
da guard came down..
n ask y we say swimming bt y in gym..
hw i noe wad tell so much..
ish..
fine..
den a while later..
go bek jor..
den ntg to do..

bek home..
dinner..
den go feed da cats..
den neighbour let me c da kittens..
da stray cats finally gav birth..
2 kittens in total..
1 brown 1 black..
hope dey grow healthily..

den ntg much..

weii..
all i can say is jiayou..


我真的不知道要怎样··
我只想关心··
却··
是！
我不够他们好！
可是我也尽力了！！
我真的很想让你们知道我很想关心你们··
但是··
···
我在你们心里完全没有地位··
你们有事··
都不会第一时间找我诉苦··
我不问··
你们也不说··
我问··
你们都不想说··
我时常找你们诉苦··
是因为我真的把你们当我知己··
希望你们也会一样··
把我当知己··
有事时第一时间会想我··
而不是要利用我时才找我··
我真的不知道我能怎么样了··

那件事··
既然大家都没心做··
我也不再提了··
你们要是才找我吧··

92nd, 93rd & 94th day of waiting

92nd day of waiting.. Sun
woke up den ntg much..
jux ate a small bowl of porridge..
den go tuition..
bek dat time very hungry..
den nite play mahjong..
till 1 sumthin plus plus..
den sleep..

93rd day of waiting.. Mon
woke up..
raining..
den go yan hse..
practice dancing..
den played mahjong.
haha..
den bek..
wan nap de..
so hard only managed to sleep..
let my bro woke me up by making dat ball noise..
ish..
den jux go tuition..
kinda frustrated..
v many things..
den jux bek..
chatted v sailou..
cheer bek up a lil..

94th day of waiting..Tue
woke up agn..
raining agn..
dis time heavier..
den went sridamansara..
had McD for breakfast..
den go weii's hse..
1st to arrive..
help her finiz a few levels..
haha..

den practice..
den do ntg much..
den do add math..
happy doing index number..

den tuition..
wow..
very hard xia lo..

bek home..
den ntg much..

haiz..
now im rly afraid..
dat da dance wont work out..
n sumhow..
im starting to feel frustrated with...
y..
so unfair??
ARGH!!!

90th, 91st day of waiting

90th day of waiting..fri
early in the morning..
intend to wake up early..
to take pic..
bt end up raining..
ish!!
suan..
den continue sleep..

den wake up..
ate cup noodle..
den 11 sumthin..
wan go out to cafe dere..
eat my fav nasi goreng kampung..
bt..
ish!!
nid long time to prepare..
cuz of many reason..
den suan..
i go beach..
even is still raining..
haha^^
gt feel zd anot??

den ntg much lo..
go bek home..
slept almost whole journey..
den went to a restaurant..
dad's fren's rest.
ate dere..
den dad's fren dun wan giv us da bill..
wan treat us^^
aww~
thx ya~~

den went bek home..
ntg much~~

91st day of waiting..Sat
morning go for wushu..
school no open..
so jux go playground dere train..
4gt bring my sword oso..
train v isabelle's sword cover..
n oso my taichi~
4gt many jor..
T.T

den after finish..
went bek hse..
den did ntg..
chat chat xia..
suddenly say wan come out jor..
den help mom cook a lil..
den eat..
den go jor..
o mh hse..
discuss abt things..
den we actually dance~
haha..
kinda funny tho~
haiz..
n dis is da easy part..
i rly wonder hw will da hard part end up..
hope everything will go perfectly^^

87th, 88th, 89th day of waiting

87th day of waiting..Tue
quite an experience..
went to 1U in da morning..
watch "Vampire Suck" alone..
at 1st..
went in..
EMPTY!
omg..
den come out..
go toilet..
den go bek in..
gt ppl jor..
at 1st rly scary..

very very funny..
all based on twilight 1..
very very funny!!
all scene add many funny things inside..
den i saw a familiar actress!!
"Chealsea" from "That's So Raven"!!
OMG!!
make me miss dat show..
den sum scene rly make me jealous of it..
1st time watch movie alone^^

den finiz~
den went bek home..
ready for tuition..
m rly rly hppy..
cuz of certain reason..

88th day of waiting..Wed
early in da morning went to skul..
for chinese replacement..
for 4 hours..
ntg much..
jux gt many stories..
sum very touching..

den finiz jor..
go kuantan!!
woohoo~
oso gt pool view bt not clear..
happy can on9^^

den jux go play..
swim..
beach..
den dinner..
den at nite..
bring my laptop out n managed to on9 outside..
1st time on9 at da beach..

den go cafe dere drink fruit punch..
on9 dere oso..
den bek jor..

sleep..

89th day of waiting..Thur
morning..
5.45 oredi woke up..
cuz wan take pic of sunrise..
bt too bad..
cant take cuz no sun..
nt obvious..
2molo wake up later only try..

den go bek room..
play pokemon den sleep..
until 11 sumthin..
go eat dim sum~

done jor den i go beach alone..
took off my shirt..
let da sun rays pour on my skin~
den da wind blew strongly..
wow..
perfect..
hot bt cold~

drew many things on da sand..
post later..

den went n play pingpong~
haha..
nice^^
den play in da gym..
jog..
den arms exercise..

den went by da poolside..
ate my ice-cream by da beach~
yumyum~
very relaxing^^

den went to c my 'drawings'..
2 still dere..
bt my psycho kena conteng..
bside dunno rite wad..
==
adui..
rite sumwher else ma..
spoil it..

den went to da sea..
dipped in it..
bt dad gt hurt..
den go pool jor..

den nite go eat..
my fav sotong as usual..
after dinner..
drove for a while at da parking lot..
since it is spacious..
bt im still afraid..
bt very gud experience..
happy^^
another 1st time~

den jux go by da pool side..
sat dere..
den gaze at stars..
bt cant c even 1..
haiz..

den listen songs..
quite relaxing..

bt..
a while later..
a bunch of tourist..
who jux came a while ago..
came n ruin da peace..
ish..
den jux leave..
go bek room~

den my day end lik dis..
kinda happy~~!!

haha!!
finally bek safely..
rly happy..
2molo hope can c u ^^

86th day of waiting

86th day of waiting..Mon
6th day without u..
2day mom n dad haven come bek..
laz nite..
watch movie untill 5.30++ only sleep..
even though watched b4..
bt dunno y no mood sleep..
den 2day..
1 sumthin..
suddenly wake up..
wan longer oso cannot..

den wake up..
on9..
den cook instant noodle..
OMG!
cant bliv i can cook till ngam ngam..
nt consider hard..
n nt consider soft..
PERFECT!!
rly satisfy..
bt nt healthy..

den ntg much..
on9~
watch tv..
den suddenly..
rain poured heavily outside..
lighting accompanied by peals of thunder..
n da sky jux turned dark..
very very dark..
very horrible..
bt i lik it..

den off9..
play pokemon..
OMG!
m rly rly rly rly lucky..
i caught a SHINING SKARMORY!!
green colour wings!
kinda yeng..

den ntg much..
night..
no go tuition..
cuz dey haven bek..

when dey bek jor..
eat char kuey teow n porridge..
n sumhow..
i turned moody..
cant rly tell y i feel dat way..
bt i jux did..
bt happy dat dey r bek^^
no nid figure wad to eat for breakfast..
can go anywher^^

I WAN LEARN DRIVING ASAP!!
drive to anywher i wan..
bring my frenz go yam cha..
go gai gai!!
wah!!
think dou oso song!!
bt dunno dey giv anot..
cuz after my bday..
SPM reaching soon..
dey sure wan me focus on dat 1st..
bt i think i can do it lo..
since..
...
c how la..
hope so^^

den 2molo..
kinda excited..
cuz going to 1U n shop~
n watch movie alone..
yes..
indeed i was a lil angry abt it..
bt..
dunno y lately..
after 1 day..
dun hav dat kind of feeling anymore..
i think..

AIM:
-short term:
~ go kuantan relax!
~ finiz hw ASAP!
~ prepare for annual dinner performance!
-long term:
~study better!
~learn hw to play Forever & Always!
~learn hw to drive!!!!!

83rd, 84th, 85th day of waiting

83rd day of waiting..Fri
3rd day without u..
wow!!
only 12 ppl came..
geng~
den sj..
teac only ask us to do sum exercise..
math..
din teach..
so jux tidy up da classroom..
lik laz year..
with yj dem..
den addmath do 3D..
luv it..
physics..
waste time..
damn lots of hw..
ish!
eng.
ntg much..
bt nid discuss persaraan dy..
so rush..

封神榜 last episode..
kinda nice..
bt..
nt as nice as i saw laz time..
perhaps..
grown up??
^^

84th day of waiting..Sat
4th day without u..
woke up jux go for organ lesson..
wow..
many new songs..
hard..
den teac accept jor Forever & Always..
can print score jor..
i wan play dis song!!

den bio tuition..
den bek..
at nite..
played mahjong..
at 1st keep winning..
bek den slowly nt so lucky..
bt fun~

85th day of waiting..Sun
5th day without u..
mom n dad went johor..
left me n bro at home..
woke up eat garlic bread..
den din go tuition cuz no transport..
den jux lik dat..
til grandpa come n bring us for dinner..
den type paper for mom..
finiz all!!
2day downloaded many epi of poke.
^^

haiz..
intend to go watch movie on tuesday..
bt..
sum cannot..
sum??
rly make me frustrated..
jux bcuz she is nt here!!
den u dun wan come out??
if she is here..
u sure 100% agree wan come de isit?
suan!
dun wn den dun wan..
i watch alone!!

81st, 82nd day of waiting

81st day of waiting..Wed
1st day without u..
moral ntg much..
wow..
gt improvement..
laz tim 65 only..
now gt 70 jor..
haha..
still weak la..
den as usual..
sy highest 88~
gratz..

den ntg much~
chem go bilik sj..
cuz no teac..

den bek 2 periods no teac..
self activity..

math teac din come in..

den bio..
giv out sivik paper cuz we saw pn zaleha..
omg..
vijaya highest!
98!!
crazy de~
haha

den bek home..
whole day type mom's paper..
type till my bek oso pain..

missing u~

82nd day of waiting..Thur
2nd day without u..

2day went up stage..
funny thing is..
da guru bertugas din come down..
den dunno how long jor only come down..
zd..

den ntg much..
bm no teac..
cuz at form 3 help bengkel BM..

den bio..
ntg..
saw a skull..
quite yeng~
bt damn sleepy dat time..

den PJ..
played pingpong..
a lil frustrated..
cuz..
i was dere 1st..
u came later..
bt y..
after da person lost..
y u jux str8 away go dere lik..
it is meant for u so..
din u even bother abt my feelings??
dis reminds me of da times we were at lumut..
nobody cared!
after swimming..
went bek room..
i was standing dere..
freakin cold..
bt u guys din bother..
especially u!!
still wan snatch v me..
hello??
manners much??
im da organizers' son..
aren't i suppose to hav any privilege?
no!!
u selfish!!

den after recess..
u come n tell me..
he very gud..
cuz giv u 50 cents..
WTF?
did u ever said dat to me???
n i gav double!
1 ringgit..
did u ever praise or wad??
no!
did u ever giv me anything a return??
no!
i gav u lots of thing..
did u praise me or wad??
no!
jux a 50 cent..
laz time still wan argue v me cuz of a stupid 20 cent..
r u dat desperate for money??
a lil thing oso so hard??
y cant u be more generous to frenz..
only to da 1 u lik den u can giv anythin..
frenz??
ntg to u!!

ish~!!
den bi..
ntg..
math..
heard teac say maybe Pn. Noran's gonna teach us..
TOTAL OMG!!
den En. asyik gav us 2 papers..
u were sleeping..
so in my mind..
here's my chance..
so i gt extra to keep it for her..
den u woke up..
ask me abt da papers..
bt i din giv u hers..
wanted to keep myself..
den b4 going bek..
while keeping..
i noticed dat da papers were lost!
u took it!!
hey!
mind telling me??
y cant i keep for her??
who giv u da right to keep for her??
y everytime hav to take away from me??
y even u together v sum1 else..
den broke up..
y other ppl will still think dat she's urs??
y??
Y I KEEP LOSING TO U!!!!!

den bek home..
1st call..
"hello?? is this kings??"
omg??
dunno how many phone calls asking for kings..
ish..
den slept..
2nd call..
grandma..
==
telling me sumthin..
bt im nt sure abt it..
cuz i was sleeping..
so jux simply answer..

den wake up..
ate KFC!
yum~
den go tuition..

bek home..
sent a sms 2 her~
hehez^^
wah!!
so dam expensive lo..
hers muz be worst..
bt rly happy when i received da msg..
even is jux 1..

FINALLY SAW..
"MINE"
MV!!!
nice dao~!!!!
haha~!!!
waited so long~~
finally!!!
wooohooo~!!!!

overall~
my mood is normal..
has highs n lows..

lastly..
u rly lengzai!
dun question my opinion!!

2nd lastly..
wish weii n yen yi lu shun feng oso~!!
hav fun in korea~
except for dat sick part..
others was nice..
especially da jacuzzi part~
nice!

3rd lastly..
LAST LASTLY..

I RLY MISS YA!!!!!