124th, 125th, 126th, 127h, 128th, 129th, 130th, 131st, 132nd, 133rd day of waiting

124th day of waiting..Thur
ntg much..
a lil nt well..
morning learn bio hw rite paper 3..
den pjk..
see dem play..
cuz nt quite feeling well..
den hear dou da ceramah..
haiz..
laz year oso nt lik dis de..
look on da bright side..
dey noe more abt f4..

2day say gt BC extra class de..
giv us tips..
den teac suddenly say cancel..
ish de lo!
ntg much then..
den sumthin happened..
bt suan le ba..
over le den dun mention it anymore..

125th day of waiting..Fri
ntg much happened..
jux started interview after school..
many ppl 'changed'..
normally c dem oso very omg de..
bt 2day awkwardly different..
luckily pn lee is dere..
den ntg much jor..

126th day of waiting..Sat
morning no go wushu..
den go organ prac..
haiz..
hard hard hard..
den go bio..
ntg much..
bek home..
neighbour gt organize a party..
for da baby de..
den da food nt bad wo..
especially d meat balls..
damn nice!^^

127th day of waiting..Sun
wake up..
go tuition..
den go home start rushin read da ming ju..
omg..
10 teac haven teach us la..
nid learn by self..
very hate de lo..

128th day of waiting..Mon
1st day of exam..
total omg..
usully wake up at 6.15..
2day 6.45 only wake dou..
every1 late..
rush rush rush..
5 min bath..
den w8 bro..
den faz go skul..
den handle perhimpunan de things..
den da disaster rly..
say dun wn come down..
suddenly come down agn..
ish..
nvm..
den bc exam..
omg..
say hard nt hard..
say easy nt easy..

at night..
keep reading abt komsas..

129th day of waiting..Tue
go to skul..
keep read komsas oso..
den ntg much..
exam..
argh!!
afraid of essays..

den nite read abt literature..

130th day of waiting..Wed
20-10-2010..
date nt bad xia..
den early in da morning..
passed by kebersihan..
saw sailou..
den c dou no glasses..
curious..
he no bring dou..
cuz too rush..
for me..
if no glasses..
i cant live..

haiz..
do revision..
everytime i read Gulps & Gasps..
sure gt ppl say dun hv dis drama..
nt only 1 person..
den usually i dun bliv in 'tips'..
bt dis time..
dunno y rly follow..
din read..
den end up rly come out!!
argh!!
y so bad!!
simply rite la..
based on wad i rmb..

den find pn lee..
pn lee requested me to help her buy sum drinks..
den she gav me Rm10..
4 orange 4 mineral..
den total cost RM13..
fine..
i used my RM3..
den when go up..
pn lee said wan giv me each..
so took jor..
den actually 1 mineral + 1 water cost 3++
so end up i bought for myself..
weird huh==

den rite essay..
omg..
not enuf time to finiz up da essay nicely..
jux simply a..
T.T

den afternoon..
slept from 2 sumthin to 8.30..
omg.
den quickly study sj!
den den around 12 sumthin..
BLACKOUT!!
omg!
so darn unlucky..
bt only a few minutes..
lucky~

den cont study till 3 sumthin..
den intend to sleep for 1 hour..
who knows..
when wake up oredi 6 sumthin..

131st day of waiting.. Thur
morning..
anxious..
sj..
omg..
out jor..
rly SHIT de..
read wad no out..
no read or read jor bt dun und de all come out..
yer yer yer..
simply do la!
bt gt 1 part de part c no time do..
suan la..
3 marks only..
T.T

den recess..
quickly read BC..
since langsung no touch dou...
den sun bian sailou de acting..
haha..
quite cute xia..
bt let pn thilagam stopped..
cuz da dewan too noisy..

den no time watch jor..
T.T
da car car quite cute xia..

den BC..
haiz..
simply la..
rly no idea hw rite..
keep afraid nt enuf words..
den rite..
1st line gt 30++ jor..
den 1st paragraph 106==
den i wrote around 6 paragraphs..
total 600++ words..
ok..
satisfy..
bt afraid terpesong..

132nd day of waiting..Fri
exam math..
quite relaxing..
haha..
bt my paper 1..
omg!!
careless!!
1 cuz 4gt abt da complement!!
i noe wan find..
bt after find original..
den 4gt complement..
yor!!
wasted!!
den another is abt tangent..
T.T

den after skul go dance~
at bilik pengawas..
bt dunno y no mood..
jux dun hav it..
as my mom said..
haiz..

133rd day of waiting..Sat
morning no go wushu agn..
afternoon go organ..
omg..
still so hard..
den 2day no bio..

night..
ntg much..
1 day wasted!!!

118th,119th,120th, 121st, 122nd, 123rd day of waiting

long time din blog..
nt sure wad had rly happened..

118th day of waiting..fri
ntg much..
woke up..
den waste time..
den go tuition..
ntg much..

119th day of waiting..sat
morning go wushu..
learn dou dat 1 rly hard xia..
hse no space prac==
den organ quite difficult..
bt can learn dou lik dat i satisfy jor..
bio..
as usual..

den go yan hse after bio..
den saw her puppy!
cute dao!!!!
den play v it..
while waiting loohong n kk come..
come jor den go park dere..
do "kerja amal"..
omg..
damn lots of mosquito..
sum maybe Aedes..
i kena 23++
loohong 24++ ==
den go bek..
play cards..
while w8ing jy..
once dey reached..
we started dancing..
dance dance dance..
den bek home lo..
dunno y damn high~
play mahjong..
oso win~!
hehez..

120th day of waiting..Sun
woke up..
go tuition..
mark damn funny de..
starting den lose jor..
haha..

den nite ntg much..

121st day of waiting..Mon
morning go weii's hse..
dance..
dance alone==
lik a solou..
haha..
bt very satisfied..
cuz very successful^^
den bek home..
nap..
den go for tuition..
once agn ntg much happened..

122nd day of waiting..Tue
morning..
woke n sleep..
woke n sleep..
cuz keep wan sms ppl..
reply..
den call..
den sleep.
until 12 sumthin..
den prepare go yan hse..
prac~
den da doggy slept on my lap..
mcm very comfortable..
so damn cute!!
den go tuition..
addmath test..
nt bad..
still noe hw do..
den bek..
haha..
gratz to all form 3s..
PMR finally over~!
haha..
song lo~
bt form 4==

123rd day of waiting..Wed
when i wan sleep..
blackout!
deng!!
very hard only can sleep dou..
den woke up..
go skul..
minor headache..

den as usual..
ntg much..
dose f3 very cham xia..
can do ntg bt stay in dewan..
pity pity..
laz year better^^

den when bio..
cham..
started nt feeling well..
very very cold..
n headache..
dun wan stay bek jor..
den bek home..
nap for hours..
den woke up..
better..
chat..
n all..

haiz..
rite now afraid dengue..
wad if rly happen..
den rly omg==

116th, 117th day of waiting

116th day of waiting..Wed
woke up..
prepare a while den go sing k v bro..
sing many songs..
quite satisfy..
bt b4 bek dose few songs..
i rly dun hav da voice to sing anymore..
i've lost my voice..
den bek lo..
nande take pic v him..
long time no take jor..
ever since young..
at da staircase dere~

den bek home..
ntg much..
da day end lik dat..
very song la..
can sing k..

117th day of waiting..Thur
woke up..
my phone dunno y scattered on da floor..
da time oso gt prob jor..
den set bek..
den go tuition..
v my laptop..
damn heavy..
den after tuition..
jy's fren come fetch us go yan hse..
den wow..
wad an exciting ride..
at da T-junction dere kena langgar..
lik bumper car..
luckily nt serious..
den go mamak stall eat..
ate roti telur..
thin till lik roti tisu..
den bill dat time rly ma fan..
gt many prob..

den go yan hse..
dance lo..
haiz..
sry ya mh..
if it wasn't for dis dance..
u guys wun keep quarreling..

sumhow i rly dunno hw..
dis dance lik created many problems.
dis quarrel dat quarrel..
i rly feel guilty..
n feeling lik canceling it..
i rly dun wan to cause anymore trouble cuz of dis thing..
ARGH!!!

rite now 3 sumthin..
i rly cnt sleep!!!
all in my mind is jux suicidal thoughts!!!
i dunno y!!
i dunno wad happened!!
bt all i can think is suicide!!
wad is happening!!
ARGH!!!
HELP!!!!!

111st, 112nd, 113rd, 114th, 115th day of waiting

111st day of waiting..Fri
go skul..
whole class only 14 ppl..
dedikasi worse..
4 ppl only..
den 1st few period totally wasting time..
bt downstairs form 3 majlis restu..
pity dem..
sumhow da speech is extraordinarily long..
den i heard a song..
familiar..
den go listen..
den look down..
saw sailou..
such fate..
nt fair!
dey can gt a file v stationery in it..
laz year no file..
T.T
so bad..

den after recess..
stay at dewan for sum activities..
haiz..
nid make group n make presentation..
rly zd..
abt anti vandalisme de..
den do lo..
after dat..
dunno play wad 'swing'..
den point wad da teacher request..
gt 3 groups..
most handsome..
most beautiful..
n shortest..
i was chosen ==
for da most handsome in my group
==x2
den we hav to do catwalk..
as a top model..
==x3
omg..
cant bliv i did dat..
bt kinda funny..
den most beautiful ppl hav to walk lik cowboy..
shortest group hav to walk lik gangster..
rly funny..
den teac ask for volunteers to do mirrors~
very very funny..
especially hsien n liantat..
rly let dem zd..

den after dat..
meeting..
ntg much..
den go sri damansara club..
look at da place..
den go weii's hse..
teach yen dance..
kinda zd xia..
weii piano rly geng de lo..
damn admire..

den bek home..
tuition..
den ntg much..

112nd day of waiting..Sat
morning woke up..
go wushu..
omg..
da bengkel music..
noisy dao!!!
my neighbours r lucky me n bro dun learn instruments lik dat..
horn, brass, saxophone, woodwind, trumpet etc..
omg..
den we prac wushu..
omg..
damn funny..
all instrument play at da same time..
@@

den go for organ prac..
new book..
omg..
damn hard lo..
T.T

den bio..
ntg much..

den nite..
raining..
bro say wan go out v fren for supper..
den suddenly received a call..
his fren den car tyre punctured..
cuz dropped into da hole..
den w8 at petrol station..
dad go help change..
den when bro bek from supper..
brought bek sumthin to eat..
nt rly special to me..
den he said..
da petrol station dere gt many cars..
most probably kena dat hole..
haha..

113rd day of waiting..Sun
morning woke up den go tuition..
many F3 xia..
den mark damn funny..
hsien challenge him if he no make mistake..
giv him RM10..
den at last he rly wrong jor..
haha..

den end class..
go papparich v mom n dad..
hav lunch..
den bek home..
w8 for dinner..
go desa park city..
kluang station..
de bought sum donuts..
yum~

114th day of waiting..Mon
morning woke up..
wan go sy hse..
den follow mom send bro to college 1st..
den go hav breakfast v grandpa n his frenz..
den eat..
omg..
extremely huge..
den finiz jor..
ish..
im late..
bt mom dun wanna go 1st..
wan sit dere..
den w8 lo..
smokers..
ARGH!
headache..
ish~!!
den jux close my eyes..
rly behsong..
den dey tot i slept..
omg==
so easy meh==
argh!!

den finally mom say wan leave..
den jux go..
faking a smile..
im rly a gud actor..

next time when i hav my license..
i will drive myself..
dun hav to w8..
argh..
den nt rly in mood..
go fetch mh n jy..
den go yan hse..
den prac at her car porch..
at least finiz bad romance n poker face..

den start activities..
play com, mahjong, tv etc..
den jy say wan watch power rangers..
omg..
my fav series of power rangers..
bt..
sumhow..
is totally different..
looks very fake..
haha..
bt childhood..
cant blame..
den bek home..
nap..
den tuition..
bm teac teach dou half wan leave..
cuz wan prepare pmr things..
den another teac came..
yh dem rly..
omg..

den ntg much..

115th day of waiting..
morning 6 sumthin..
woke up..
jux to sms n send my regards..
hope u gt gud luck..
den bek to sleep..
den woke up at 1 sumthin..
ntg much..
keep wasting time..

den b4 tuition..
help dad change da switch thing..
rly worked..
haha..
tuition..
differentiation..
rly tough for me..
dunno hw start..

den bek home..
bro learn jor korean..
learn from him..
haha..

den my frustration has started to conquer my mind..
u think i'm nt tired??
dis cant dat cant..
hw??!!
pls..
all i wan is jux to come out n prac..
finiz everything..
pls..
time rly limited!!!

suan..
i wil rmb my happiness=ur luck..
i will be happy no matter wad!!
dun worry!!
u jiayou!!
make me proud!
haha~^^

110th day of waiting

110th day of waiting..Thur
2day morning..
rained heavily..
den tidy up da bilik pengawas b4 going bek to class..
once reached..
wow..
a new relief teac..
keep walking here n dere..
den at least still gt giv reaction when i bow..
smile sikit tak blh ke??
den suan..
do math..
den lekkhong ask me bout lines n planes..
try 2 explain lo..
class getting noisier..
den start chaos jor..
den teac scold..
ask us go bek own place..
den kept mumbling..
den scold yh n lekkhong..
haiz..
cannot say she is a bad teac..
she is doing da right thing..
bt sumhow..
things jux doesn't seem right..
perhaps immature thinking??
nvm..

den bio..
go lab..
very very faz..
dose who usually dun come reached da earliest..
e.g. weiyang..
cuz gonna dissect frog!
haha..
1st time in my life..
luv it..
ppl say our group is cruel..
cuz every organ oso take out..
bt i think we shud do dat..
let da frog die worthily..
den keep n tidy up lo..
rly excited, happy with dis exp...

den jux pj..
played a round..
den find mrs.lee..
den chat till after recess..
continue chat..
den do things..
go here n dere..
very bz xia..
den at bilik guru..
teac ask me move da table..
den cik zalina said many weird things..
u very handsome..
n in 3 years..
all girls will come stick to u..
den i was lik "wad???"
seriously??
i had a "wad??" appearance by dat time..

den ntg much..
jux walk up n down..
almost no in class..
den go bilik pengawas ask for name list..
den gt 1 normal student..
walk in in front of us..
den i purposely knock da door jor..
no choi me..
den suan..
he saw us..
wan leave jor..
den sook fen stopped him..
den scold him@@
fine..
i jux do wad im dere for..
2 take da list..

den went bek class..
dey wan take class pic..
take jor den bek to chaos~

den bek home..
upload pic..
sleep..
den tuition..

den bek home..
dinner..
den start to fan..
abt annual dinner..

1stly..
2molo's meeting is for da ketua biro only..
i din ask others to come..
jux wanna discuss sumthin for next year..
which HAVEN'T approve yet!!
jux nid some idea..
n is a faz meeting..
so din call so many ppl..

2ndly..
im rly tired of it..
y everytime come out..
i hav to plan..
i hav to call 1 by 1..
ask dis n dat..
den giv me dose dunno wad answer..
den dis say dunno..
dat say wad oso can..
den when i set a time..
dis say cant..
dat tell me bz..
den tell me when r all of u guys free!!!
i rly dunnon hw plan..

3rdly..
is troublesome enuf v it..
n now..
1 more to come..
i rly dunno hw to handle dis thing..
i dun wanna hurt ppl's feeling..
bt by doing wad im doing dese days..
i think i hurted a lot of ppl..
bt da truth is..
i rly cant care much..
is a prob enuf for me to handle with so few ppl..
now wan summore??

yea..
indeed i admit im a lil bit wrong..
bt u cant blame me for all dat..
cuz in ur mind..
u only trust her!
hav u ever find me via sms or msn??
no!
den hw u expect me to think of u whenever i plan sumthin??
u nvr even do dat to me..
in ur mind only hav her..
even though u noe i lik her!
u still do da same thing..
yea im jealous..
so wad??
den dis hw u treat me as a fren!
so y shud i bother!

!!stop pissing me off!!

109th day of waiting

109th day of waiting..Wed
morning..
went skul den try to prepare for assembly + persaraan..
many things as usual lik monday..
den start persaraan..
quite fast de..
den im da head prefect now..
dunno i can do a gud job anot..
cuz keep dunno y gt prob saying in front of public 2day..

den ntg much..
chemistry..
since no real teac teaching..
so went bio lab n see dedikasi de dissect frog..
damn cute!
den sy very 'wolf' de lo..
pull pull pull..
den recess..
sumthin sumhow spoilt my mood for da whole day..
so jux 'slept' dere..
actually i jux wanna hide myself from reality..

den duty..
and so on..
bek..
do english..
den bio..
ntg much..
teac teaching dat time.
rly getting tired..
den i lay down on table..
eyes on da screen..
bt slowly closing..
haha..
yan n hui oso..
wan sleep jor..
bt hui very obvious lo..
so no giv face meh..
haha..
den hsien come jor..
nt so sleepy jor..
haha..
den ntg much..
went out for lunch..
eat pasta..
nt rly satisfy..
even dou da taste nt bad..
bt 1st..
duno y took so long..
since we ordered 1st...
bt..
den 2nd is..
i dun lik tomato sauce..

den bek skul..
prepare for dance..
did a lil dis n dat..
den mh seems rather excited after noe-ing wad we gonna dance..
since she was nt rly wanting to dance at 1st..
bt now dunno hw she feels..
hope everything will be alright..

den bek home..
jux nap..
den wake up..
eat..

den open my chinese essay book..
thinking of how to rite..
wanna pass up 2molo jor..
den 1 or 2 hours jor..
only wrote da title..
@@

finally finiz..
half a page only..
4 paragraph..
505 words..
==
finally!!
argh~!

hope ntg will gt in my way!!
here i come!!

107th, 108th day of waiting

107 day of waiting..Mon
assembly..
tried to prepare..
bt end up..
postponed to wed..
clash with ur persaraan..
so nid to prepare it..
cut short..
so dat wun use too much time..
kinda hard..

omg..
in bilik pengawas..
when wan go bek class..
my bag..
SNAP!
torn jor..
suan..
carry 1 side..

chem no teac agn..
add math teac damn funny de..

den..
recess..
after recess..
went to bilik guru v sy..
found a lot of teac..
walked almost da whole skul v her..
din attend sivik class..
bt as expected..
teac din teach..

den bi..
do paper..
ish..
den dat yenji hor..
wad oso dun play..
play v my loooong ruler..
den SNAP! agn..
torn a lil..
ish!!

sleep a while after doing..
den sy woke me up..
ask wan find pn lee anot..
since is laz period n bm teac din come..
so went lo..
den rush bek..

bek home dat time..
heard jor many things dat is nt so happy for me..

bek home after tuition den sew bag lo..

very unlucky 2day..
1st..
bag torn..

2nd..
my left hand keep hitting things..
till now still hurt..

3rd..
ruler break jor..

4th..
heard da kittens all died..
haiz..
T.T

5th..
sumthin dat i cant n wont tell..
bt is troubling me..
argh~!

rly rly rly unlucky..
dunno shud happy or sad..
happy can......
bt with dese around..
cant happy much la..

108th day of waiting..Tue
morning..
went skul..
den raptai..
roughly..
den go dewan duty as usual lo..
saw da bears..
quite cute~!

den da raquel..
make me speechless..
total OMG..

den no teac til sj..
den do presentation..
nt me..

den recess..

den bek class..
ntg agn..
heard yj n carmen say de things..
rly..
@@

den..
physics..
teac check hw..
den hit dose who din do many..

den skul end..
go out eat..
ate char kuey teow..

den bek skul..
prepare for dance..
den roughly dance..
den choose partner..
lucky draw..
i choose dou 1..
den c..
haha..
sweayan oo~!

den jux sit dere..
dey discuss abt clothes..
den bek home lo..
bek jor..
ntg much..
go tuition..
den do differentiation..
do dou 1..
many cant do de..
finally can do dou de feel rly..
SYOK!
bt gt 1 rly dunno wad it ngap!

den shukoon damn funny de..
suddenly look bek..
say y ur hand so many fur jor de..
den wan touch it..
den he touched..
actually dat was my pencil box..
nt my hand!
my hand was behind da pencil box..
damn funny..

den go hav dinner..
since eat dim sum..
char kuey teow agn!
omg..

den bek home..

im afraid sooner or later will bcum kueyteow-phobic..

den ntg much..
jux chat..

rly hope everything can run smoothly..
bt..
hope wun happen anything dat will crush my dream la..
pls..