Our 1st day

Our 1st day~Sat
6.00a.m. only can sleep..
haiz..
den slept in da living room..
haiz..
no mood..
bt ppl r making it worse..
put 1 status dere..
dun wan bother den suan liao..
come here..
din even cheer me up..
only noe how correct my grammar mistake..
bt i jux endure it..
dun wanna scold any1..

den go tuition..
tired..
suddenly i felt lik crying..
bcuz da things happened was lik 2 years ago..
u told me u lik me bt..
u dun wanna start a relationship..
dat moment..
i rly feel lik crying..
it was lik pouring acid on my heart..
is it my fate??
da girl i lik nvr wanna be together v me??

den nvm..
jux continue chat..
den during bio..
very sleepy..
bt when addmath..
felt better..

den go sri hartamas hav dinner..
whole day keep sms!!
den finally..
haha..
my 1st time..
omg!!
having a gf..
haha^^
damn happy..
sry if i rly did anything wrong..
maybe haven gt d hang of it..
bt i'll try my bet..
beginners ma..
haha~

I LOVE YOU!!!

The End Of Waiting

this post is dedicated to sum1..
im sry dat i've hurted u so much..

i cant bliv i cried for u..
i cant bliv i gt moody when i noe u lik sum1 bt i dunno who..
i cant bliv i cant sleep cuz of u..

bt now i noe y..
is bcuz..
I LOVE YOU!!

167th day of waiting

167th day of waiting??Fri
morning..
woke up..
den dad brought me go c optician..
den went sri damansara for food..
omg..
da fly went into da drink..
==

den go c optician jor..
wow..
rly a gud experience..
eyes very itchy n dry..
dey rly yeng lo..
lik dat den noe ur power jor..

den went tuition..
saw annie..
i was lik shocked..

den bek home..
practise organ..
den rush..
eat dinner..
den go jusco..
prac..
teac gav me some chocolates..
den da improvisation rly hard..
den bek home..
do hw..
watch tv..
ddt v shukoon..
rly no mood play jor..

165th, 166th day of waiting

165th day of waiting..Wed
morning woke up..
den go 1U..
go MPH..
walked around..
found ZORA!!!
wahahaha..
long time no c..
den she say she hungry..
den go find gt wad lo..
den choose jor KFC..
den say wad she dun eat fried food much..
dun drink soft drink much..
seldom drink v ice..
@@
blaming me jek..
T_T

den talk talk talk..
chonghwa ind. rly hard la..
haiz..
so geng..
den intend go n walk de..
den siuhou called me..
say wan go kfc..
den went dere agn..
we chose da sit next to da 1 we sit b4 @@
den chat dere..
dey 1st time meet each other..
bt luckily siuhou very frenly de..
or else sure cool cool de~
den we 3 walk haha..
find mh bt she no come..
haiz..

den hou say wan go work jor..
den we go parkson walk walk..
up n down..
w8ing to see him..
den saw jor..
walked a while den go out jor..
den she went bek home..
i joined mom n dad..
den walked a while..
legs damn tired..

den went bek..
den night prepare go genting jor..
den had our dinner..
nice~
den went bek..
in car..
play v bro~
making weird noises..
haha..
weird sounds..
kinda funny xia..
bt haiz..
seldom tell my bro abt my probs..
he oso din tell me abt his too..
maybe he dun hav??

bek home..
den play ddt..
agn..
play till very late..

den suddenly..
sailou stop jor..
asked me some question..
dunno y suddenly feel 'touched'..
maybe cuz long time din rly chat jor..
den chatted a while..
felt kinda relieved..

166th day of waiting??Thu
woke up..
on9..
den go tuition..
heard is saimun's bday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
haiz..
4gt bring calculator..

den ntg much..
nite..
wow..
many ppl playing da 'DARE' game..
haha..
den liked many post..
gt wad write in other wall..
i love u..
i miss u..
change da p.pics..
in a relationship with sum1..
den now play dou jor..
'in a relationship' with ching ee..
haha!
XD

den play ddt..
shukoon oso start jor..
jiayou!
haha

bt suddenly i gt very frustrated..
cuz being alone..
plus..
i requested for sumthin..
bt wad i gt??
ntg!!
giv me lame excuse!
ish!!!!!!
rly hate it..
if i can do it da other way..
i oso wun find u for help la!
argh!!!
fine!
dun wan den dun wan!!
damn frutrated..

den continue play ddt..

rite now rly feel complicated..
i dunno who i lik..
i cant gt over myself..
i cant let go..
or maybe i can??
i duno..
do i luv u?
do i??
im rly afraid i will only hurt u..
hw can i stop myself??
wad shud i do??

oh sh!t..
start to think of different things at da same time..
i think i lik u bt i think i dont..
i think i can put her down bt i think i cant..
make up ur mind!!!!!
seriously..
make up ur mind!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u!!!!
argh!!

going crazy dy..
shud i??
may i??
or most importantly..
can i??

enough pls..
y shud i think so much..
no1 will lik me too!!
argh!!
wad's wrong v me!!
argh argh argh!!

160th,161st, 162nd, 163rd, 164th day of waiting

160th day of waiting..Fri
since long time no blog..
mostly cuz of ddt..
haha..
ntg much..
woke up..
den on9..
w8 go tuition..
den do math..
haiz..
few weeks no come jor..
self learn abt base number..
den teac teach bout graph of functions..
hoho..
hate graph..
den teac said ask chen hsien stay at other class..
since he went dere..
n teac dou diff topic jor..
haha..
cham~

161st day of waiting..Sat
morning woke up..
lazy go wushu..
den go tuition..
sj..
long time no learn in chinese jor..
haha..
weird..
bt nice..
den bio..
ntg much..
den go bek home..
den hav dinner..
bored la..

162nd day of waiting..Sun
wake up den prepare tuition..
den krg..
den ntg much..
suddenly feel my holiday all da same..
everyday on9..
den everynite play ddt till late late..
play da F3 ppl..
quite funny..

163rd day of waiting..
whole day ntg..
so jux play game..
play play play..
den go rawang..
go hav dinner v grandma/pa..
den watch diving dere..
malaysia silver..
dunno hw many diving silver jor..

noe y malaysia cant gold??
cuz at pool dere sure gt no diving de..
so cant find new talents..
haha!
@@

den went bek home..
play till nite nite agn..
dis time lagi funny..
shaiho asked me it jiewei..
den hor..
sum1 say put me same group v gwen..
den i no c dou..
i replied to shai ho..
u think i dun wan meh..
den i saw da post..
oh shit==
den every1 kept saying..
damn zd..
bt kinda funny la..
damn omg la..
den many other rumors too..

164th day of waiting..Tue
woke up..
go tuition..
den finally zora found me!!!
haha..
called her n chatted for 8 min..
rly zd..
go cameron no bring hp..
cuz mafan @@
1st time hear things lik dis..

den decide jor da gathering..
excited^^
den ntg much..
w8 till nite..
tuition agn..
bm teac damn funny..
siuhou damn pity..
keep let me bully..
XP

den jux came bek..
den play agn..
cham lo!!
addicted jor..
TT
bt nice..
haha~

158th, 159th day of waiting

158th day of waiting..Wed
din do anything much..
around 5 sumthin..
went jusco..
cuz organ prac replacement..
new environment jor..
den after dat..
go hav dinner..
den went bek home..

den wow..
bz dao~~
multitasking all at da same time..
sms-ing..
ddt-ing..
chatting..
ps2-ing..
singing..
all at da same time..
rly cant concentrate..
omg..

den once agn..
feel kinda disappointed..

159th day of waiting..Thur
morning..
go yan's hse..
go in jor..
den c dem play mahjong..
omg..
den my turn jor..
haiz..
many weird/funny/ angry stuff happened..
hsien keep win wrongly==
make him hav to pay all~
bt everytime dat happens..
my 'cards' ure nt bad de..
den gt 1 round..
rly made me mad..

u missed da round jor..
now u nt enuf 'cards'..
u jux simply take??
wher can it be lik dis..
if im da 1 doing it..
will u jux keep quiet??
fine!!
cuz of it..
made me lose..
ish ish ish!!
play dou lik dis..
wher still fun??
no mood play jor..
*leave

den jux go around..
do ntg much..
until w8 go tuition..
ntg much oso..

den bek..
mom n dad's anniversary..
bt dad went for badminton..
so ate steamboat v mom..
XD
2 ppl only..
in a rainy day..
syok..

den bek home..
jux on9..
chat..
watch movie..
Amazing Race Asia 4..
haiz..
1 Malaysia team out jor..
still is da group v potential 1..

den play ddt==
omg..
saw all sorts of ppl..
gt sum very kind..
i lvl 7..
he lvl 21..
let me kill jor..
still praise me..
XD
beginner's luck..

bt i oso saw sum..
keep scolding vulgar..
suan la..
keep in heart..
until i saw 1 thing..
"talk english la!"
den i rly feel..
omg??
den dat's when i started to quarrel v dem..
omg..
self speaking broken english..
still wan ppl to speak english==
amateurs~
haiz..
all da things u guys said rly rly funny!!
lik making a fool outta urselves..
XD

bt sumhow..
i still feel..
sad..
or moody to be precise..
jux felt dat..
im nt appreciated..

isit perhaps im too sensitive??
or i've asked too much..
maybe i tot i can gt bek things dat gave bek..
bt..

rly hope u can treat me lik u treat others..
come find me when u face prob..
bt..
everytime i hear ppl saying abt whose whose whose prob..
all i can do is sit aside n listen..
nobody will tell me abt it personally..
m i dat nt trust-worthy??
i hope i can change everything..
feeling complicated now..



last bt nt least..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAEN~

156th,157th day of waiting

156th day of waiting..Mon
morning..
woke up..
tot i can go jog..
bt my dad dunno y so early wake up jor..
haiz..
suan le..
go bek to sleep..

go skul..
actually intend go later..
since dey mention jor b4 8 nid reach...
bt i afraid ppl go jor tot no nid help..
den i go earlier lo..
jux in case..
den omg..
dey say gt perhimpunan..
faster borrow oliver's uniform..
omg..
rush rush rush..
den start jor..
while starting..
suddenly sum1 called me!!!
omg..
phone vibrating..
bt i ignored..
siao a!!
call so long==
so many ppl at skul still wan find me..
siao ei!!

den finally finiz..
haiz~
den go up start arranging da tables..
omg..
tables 2 by 2..
omg..
damn tired..
den my hands gt lot of scar jor..
mcm suicide jor hands gt scar==
haha..
scare jor many ppl==

haiz..
jux keep moving..
damn tired..
den dat time i rly no mood..
i dun wanna eat n dun wanna drink..
whole morning rly din eat n drink..
den intend wan walk bek home..
bt dad came..
argh..
suan le..

den jux go home..
evening..
wanna go jog..
bt all my pants wash jor..
means i nid to wear new pants..
n dirty it?
haiz..
no mood jor..
den no go jog..
haiz..

whole day de plan all kena interrupted..
rly hate it..

157th day of waiting..Tue
go bek to skul agn..
haiz..
changed da room to store room..
n store room to another..
change jor..
den suddenly say wan move agn..
argh!!!

few of us came only..
den finally finiz!!!
wahh!!!!!

den went out eat..
sneakily..
haha..
teac oso sneak out..
den had food..

went bek..
noe some result..
my bi.
say gud nt gud enuf..
still lose to him!!
argh!!!
bt actually kinda satisfy~
bt i wanna win him@@

den i knew sumthin..
u told me phone no money jor..
bt i noticed dat u sms v other ppl..
was dat jux an excuse??
or m i jux too annoying??
or i jux misunderstood??

u noe??
i rly hurts to noe it..

haiz..
went home..
nap..
no mood..

den go tuition..
da bm..
pantun..
very @@
omg..
i rly luv it..
it rly talks bout hw i feel..
except for da 2nd para..

haiz..
now my heart is rly complicated..
i duno whether i still lik u anot..
i tot i can finally put down..
bt when i c u wiping ur tears..
a kind of feeling struck me agn..
i dunno how??
who can tell me?????