80th day of waiting

80th day of waiting..Tue
morning..
woke up..
HARI MERDEKA!
bt nid tuition oso..
weird thing is..
laz nite no live broadcast of any countdown..
or langsung dun hav countdown..

went tuition..
stood outside..
w8ing for teac to come..
den came..
do triangles..
luv it!
bt rly funny..
sin can do 1 step find dou answer de thing..
i use tan to do..
den end up dunno how many steps..
wasted hw many time..
den do dou subs. method..
crazy!
bt end up answer same..
can consider satisfy~
gt brain^^
haha

den receive dou a msg..
relief~!
happier..
bek in mood^^

den bek home..
ntg much..
type paper for mom..
raining heavily..
is dat a sign..
dat symbolizes my feeling??

den went to eat at 'dai yan' restaurant..
LDP free 2day..
ate many "wo tip"..
since grandpa lik n ordered many..

den bek home..
continue typing..
chatting..

Sailou..
dun so "sienz" jor..
anything..
jux go release out!!
dun keep in heart..
1 day will bcum crazy if lik dat..
nid any help jux find me..

11.55p.m.
guess u shud hav left by now..
after dat 'bye'..
tears came out of my eyes..
wad m i doing?!!
she's jux going for a vacation..
cry for wad!!
i rly hate myself..
ARGH!!!
bt at least..
i can call u..

wish u
！！一路顺风！！

79th day of waiting

79th day of waiting..Mon
morning..
prepared for assembly..
ntg much..
sumhow feeling much better talking in public..
den our skul group2 de performance..
nice~
quite funny..

den ntg much..
went bek to class..
ntg..
do add math..
den recess..
den bek class..
den ntg..
w8 to bek home..
BM gt 66..
at least gt A-..

den bek home..
rested..
den went for tuition..
quite funny xia..

approximately 2 weeks i cant c u..
hate dis kind of feeling..
maybe i cant cope myself with da situation..
cuz i can c u mostly everyday..
bt now..
haiz..
nid to resist for 2 weeks..
ARGH~!!!

78th day of waiting

78th day of waiting..Sun
2day..
1 oclock only wake up..
cuz laz nite late sleep..
wait reply till holding da laptop slept jor..
den bro helped me tidy up~

den go tuition..
bek home..

went out for a jog..
3 rounds..
5.31.4
dunno fast enuf anot..
bt i dun think so..
cuz i was kinda slow..

den jux dis 3 rounds..
dunno y made my body rly uncomfortable..
my heart lik pumping out..
den stomach aching..
WTH!!
long no exercise oso no nid lik dis de ma..
if gt illness den tell me la..
dun make me exercise so long..
den torture me lik dis..
dunno y..
suddenly wanna be athletic..
wanna jog everyday if possible..
i will try..

den bek jor..
slept..
den so hard only managed to sleep..
dad come n wake me up..
ish~

den go dinner..
bek home..
ntg much..
OMG..
cant bliv it..
so many ppl leaving..
yan go Aus.
weii go korea..

me??
maybe can go sing. bt dunno wan go anot..
afraid will be bored n cant on9..
so shud i go??
bt im going kuantan for sure..
bt too bad dat particular morning..
i hav to attend school BC replacement..
cannot go kuantan early..
kuantan da best..
can swim + can on9!
SHIOK-nya~

now..
rly dunno how tahan for 2 weeks..
cant c..
cant call..
cant talk..
miss de le..
TT
y wan torture me lik dis..
y!!!

77th day of waiting

77th day of waiting..Sat
a roughly brief abt yesterday..
took our addmath paper..
rly sad..
i nearly gt full marks..
if i were given 5 more minutes..
i can do it!!
bt..
n i can win if i finiz dat..
bt i cant blame on anything..
he managed to do in time..
means he deserve to be better than me..
i cant do it in time means im nt gud enuf..
nid to accept da truth..

den nite watch dragonball evolution..
rly zd..
da storyline damn faz de..
very very rush..
bt i lik da graphic..

den dis morning..
went to skul..
whole skul nt many ppl..
3 forms only nid 4 class..
n nt all class are full..
none of it are..
form 4 only occupied half a class..
da fewest of all..
bestari only gt 4 ppl..

den math..
ntg much..
after dat play uno..
won 1st round..
when 2nd round..
den moral teac came in..
keep uno cards..
do moral..
den finiz jor..
bingo..
den recess..
play cho di..
den BC!!!
TT
i rly dun lik to do bc..
especially summary..
bt no choice..
hav to..
TT

den bek home..
boring~
whole day at skul very sienz..
rly rly waste time..
can sleep so long de!!!

den organ..
learn sum few new things..

den bio tuition..
damn sleepy..

den go eat fatty crab~
yum~
lazy post pic..
my fav crab sauce + fried rice + chicken wing!!
BEST!!!
satisfy..
ate a lot..

den i notice sumthin..
cuz when i start to turn moody..
i feel lik vomiting..
rly hate dat feeling..

i wanna live happily!!
bt can i??
can i be stress-free??

i wanna be happy..
pls pls pls..
i dun wanna k so much jor..
bt can i??

keep saying opposite things dese days..
i wan dis..
bt i end up saying dat..
bt in my heart..
i hope dat dey will noe i wan dis..
bt..
how many will noe n und??
i rly wanna noe...
...

76th day of waiting

76th day of waiting..Fri
ntg much i can say..
ntg much i wanna say..

hav been trying to act myself to be happy whole day..
dere r sum rly happy times..
bt dere r times wher i force myself to be happy..
bt actually..
i wasnt happy..

at 1st..
i was started to turn moody when i 1st noe 'sum1's results..
i was moody cuz i couldn't help..
den trying da way to help..

den suddenly..
i knew abt sumthin..
i rly dun und..
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!

难道这样又有错吗？？
难道这样也错！！
我真的不明白··
我也不想再去装开心了··
也没有东西值得我去开心了···
就连···
···
算了吧···

以后也不再干涉其他人的事了！！
不理这么多了··
一切就让他过去··
而且在你们心中··
我也不算是什么要好朋友···
好知己···

今后的我···
也只好孤军作战！！
自己一个··
挨过这中学生涯··

75th day of waiting

75th day of waiting..Thur
2day..
went on stage agn..
ntg much..
at class..
ntg to do..
jux sit dere n listen..

den pjk..
go play ping-pong agn..
haiz..
still dat bad..
XD
playin till half..
pn. tay came..
n say wan play v her bro anot..
den FW played v him..
c da way he play oredi noe he noes how 2 play well..
bt maybe long time no play..
so..
a lil error..
den continue play..
recess..
ntg much..
talk to mama abt performance etc.

den go down..
asked da students to go bek class..
da basketball fellows..
haiz..
dey din play jor..
sit at da seat dere..
den i went dere..
ask dem faster go bek class..
cuz u nvr noe when will a teacher come..
den i say u noe de la..
later gt teac up stairs..
den pn lee stand at dere jor..
1 2 3 4 5 come up..
omg..
i rly zd..
haiz..
den teac ask me leave 1st..
den dunno jor..

den bek class..
ntg much..
den found mrs lee..
ask abt da kertas kerja thing..
den she said she dun wan me 2 disappoint her..
actually hearing wad she said..
indeed im pleased to hear dat..
bt i noe myself..
based on da qualifications..
n wad so eva..
his is better than mine..
for a i-dunno-who-r-u-bt-i-gonna-choose-u type of principal..
of cuz choose him la..
everything seems better than me..
bt no matter wad da answer is.
i hav no choice 2 accept it..
now.
is all up 2 fate..
is everything..
or NOTHING..

haiz..
den went bek to class..
math teac change jor..
since pn maz. is havin her holiday~
den change 2 dis man teac~
den 2day only c dem preparing for da performance..
XDXD

den bek home..
ntg much..
slept..
tuition..
physics..
chapter 5:light..
a very hard-to-understand topic..
bt after saimun teach..
und jor a lot!
at school lik rocket~!
langsung dunno wad she ngap~
den chem~
da salts..
easier to rmb abt solubility~
All NO3
CL (ex. Persatuan Agama Hindu,Pb Ag Hg)
SO4 (ex. Persatuan Bahasa Cina, Pb Ba Ca)
den CO3, O, OH all cannot ex. K,Na,NH4..

lame~

den bek..
chat..
v many unexpected ppl..
kinda 'bz' xia~

haha..
congratz 2 form 3~
exam over jor..
bt dis is only da beginning..
PMR is around da corner..

2 dose ppl..
who wanna make me mad or wadeva..
guess wad??
u wun gt da chance..
i wun be affected by ur damn feeling..
2 dose who hate me or wadeva..
jux hate as u wish..
as long i did wad i think i shud do..
i dun k~
u think u're everything??
NO!

haha~
cant bliv i chatted v her lik dat..
is so not like me..
haha..

my happiness = ur luck
HAHAHA

74th day of waiting

74th day of waiting..Wed
2day din go skul..
absent..
cuz i wan prac b4 i go exam..
den woke up at 11.00..
nande..
can sleep so long..

after wake up..
start practicing..
tick-tock~
argh~!
cham lo..
wan reach jor..
faz faz prepare..
den rush dere..
reach jor..
very very nervous..
bt cant prac..
den w8 for my turn outside..
find ppl sms..
bt bz tuition..
suan le..

den sat outside..
w8-ing my turn..
OMG!
damn nervous..

den went in..
2 examiner..
1 friendly-looking guy..
1 strict-looking lady..

den play 1st repertoire..
"I WON'T LAST A DAY WITHOUT YOU"
omg..
at 1st stil ok..
den play..
till half gt a lil error..
den my legs..
start to shake..
terribly..
very very horrible..
bt continued playing..
==

den 2nd..
own arrangement..
dey choose "THE SHOW"..
den play..
ntg much..

den 3rd..
improvisation..
say easy nt easy..
say hard nt hard..
only gt 1 section accidentally wrong a lil..
TT

4th..
hearing..
da chord keep wrong..
bt my right hand din wrong..
haha..
so dunno gud anot..
only gt chord prob..

den bek jor..
haiz..
dis time kinda shit de..
TT
hope can pass oso..
haiz..
bt i dun lik C..
wuu~~

hate it when im nervous..
den bek home..
chat..

den type mom de papers..
type jor very long..
finally finiz..
keep printing n printing..
==
tired jor..

haiz..
dese few days..
rly moody..
bt after da exam..
felt much better..

to those who rly care abt me..
thx..
i noe who r dey..
who r not..

no matter wad..
thx to those who rly rly helped me..
n cared abt me..
luv ya^^

lastly..
I WAN MY MCD!!!
sailou a!!!
mux buy for me!!!