27/12 - 31/12

Tues/Wed:
nothing much happened..

Thurs:
went out discuss things at jusco..
bought 2 piece of cakes for minghui as bday present..
haha..
which was days ago....
days days days ago..
or maybe weeks..
haha..
bt i nvr tried secret recipe b4..
jux simply choose..
hope it's nice..
come to think of it..
i dun think i owe any1 present now XD
in fact..
u guys still owe me!!!!!
rawr!!~!

after bek home..
went for supper..
on the way bek..
saw a tragedy..
a puppy got knocked down by a car..
d parent kept barking at d cars dat passed by..
it's sad to see dat..

Fri:
early in the morning wake up..
go sogo shopping..
keep looking for my clothes..
end up bought a few nt bad de..
2 Tees..
1 shirt..
ohya..
suddenly feel dat wan to buy underwear oso susah..
dunno which to choose..
hahahahaha~ XD
which makes me think dat everything in life oso difficult de..
haha

Sat:
last day of 2011..
early in the morning received a bad news..
nt too bad actually..
bt now im a grape..
so sad..
hav to look for a job..
sad..

den went for a haircut..
omg..
terribly short..
nt quite wad i expected..
haiz..
den tried to dye it..
argh..
so not obvious...
under bright light den only can c a LITTLE diff..
LITTLE..
which no1 can ever notice..
sad..

lately keep stomachache..
do wad oso no mood..
mom keep scare me with 'colon cancer'..
make me oso abit afraid dy..
lol!

den go dpc..
walked..
walked..
n walked..
dunno wad to say..
met a lot of ppl..
haha..
d fireworks..
rly nice..
to c with my own eyes..
i hope it last forever..
bt wad i hope more..
is dat i can hold u while watching it..
bt..
wad i see today is..
i shud giv up..
if i can..
let it be??
yeah right..
sounds so easy..
bt who actually did it..

sum ppl only disappoint me or annoy me..
bt then..
i muz try to ignore dose ppl..
since..
i aint gonna c dem often anymore..
moreover..
i might not c dem anymore!
hahahahaha~!
thank god! XD
u have ur ways..
i have mine too!
hahahahaha~
sounds evil~

nah~
i jux wanna live a happy life while i still can..
at least..
while i still hav d chance..


2012~
new year..
i nid a new life!
hahaha~
BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT!

16/12 - 26/12

long time no post agn..
kinda 4gt wad happened..

Fri:
i guess finding sum1 for advice or comfort..
ends up getting hurt only de la..
bt luckily managed to find sum1 who can rly share stuff with..
n quite similar to me..
wahaha..
quite nice talking to em..
thx for dd nite~

Sat:
ntg much i guess..
another ordinary day..
planned to go for undang test..
bt haven finiz reading..
omg..
canceled d plan..

Sun:
early in the morning..
go Skytrex..
not rly early..
bt..
haha..
went shah alam..
i think is my 1st time..
3 cars going together..
bt end up..
all going by deir own..
n we reach 1st XD
damn funny la..

den play d skytrex thingy..
omg....
damn tiring..
keep using upper arms n lower arms strength..
den rly feel lik giving up every station..
bt kept moving on..
in the end..
drizzling~
hav to go slowly..
n we managed to reach d pitstop!
weeeeeeeeeeee~
damn relief~

had a nice day..
bt damn tiring..
at night..
my biceps hurt a lot..
went for dinner..
dimsum~
yum..
cant rly use my hands to carry stuff..
even d chopsticks..
haha..
bt ate a dish damn nice..
bacon~
yum yum..
luv dat shop..
damn lot new stuff..
XD

Mon:
ntg much gua..
kept reading undang things..

Tues:
rly whole day reading undang stuff..
500 Q..
until midnight..
damn scare..

Wed:
went for d test..
met sum1 from tuition agn..
bt dis time nt rly close..
so make no eye contact XD
den lucky i went early..
gt no. 015..
jux w8ed a while den my turn..
haha..
wanted to double check bt lazy..
so trusted myself..
luckily passed XD
now hav to w8 L license~
weeee~~~~~~~~

Thurs:
morning follow grandpa go his hse..
cuz wanna make tang yuan~
haha..
when making..
my hands rly..
mcm no energy liddat..
keep dropping stuff @@!
damn..

den PMR candidates r taking deir result..
miss my time..
2 years ago..
24/12..
dose moments..
haha..
all come bek to my mind..
miss it..

suddenly had a dream..
a fren is a serial killer..
scary~
haha

Fri:
ntg much on this day..

Sat:
hoho..
christmas eve..
decided to go i-city v frenz..

what i wore..

dated 5.30..
bt siawwei gt work..
end up 7 sumthin only managed to fetch me..
cy n andy damn geng..
pass d red light in front of 2 police in motorcycle @@!
bt din kena..
wow..
stared in awed..

den we went telok gong for dinner..
nt bad..
bt a lil argument between ppl..
omg..
dunno how handle case lik dis..

den continue journey to i-city..
damn many cars..
d scenery dere nt much wad i expected..
bt nvm~

den went in n ate d cake..

cy bought it! XD
discussing how to eat d cake XD

rly use hand eat!




so sweet~haha XD

dirty cat! XD

after dat den we go in snow world..
since cam put into locker..
den no pics dy..
bt kinda nice..
rly cold~
dose slide..
rly..
knock here n dere..

den cy beh tahan dy..
acc him go out..
den talked a lil..
until dey all come out..
den bye bye~
3 sumthin only reach home..
haha~

Sun:
ntg much whole day..
almost quarreled..
well..
maybe consider quarreled..
sumthin rly hurt me..
once agn..
cried for a fren..
lol much..

dere's 1 thing u dunno about me..
i m str8 forward..
bt 1 thing is i will try my best nt to hurt d others feeling while giving a piece of my mind..
which means..
dere r still things u hav done wrong which i din mention it..
i dun mention it doesnt mean im nt hurt by it..
n u nvr realize a single thing abt it..

is ok..
if d things i've done means nothing to u..
im ok with it now..
cuz i noe im nt guilty with it..
is jux dat ppl dont appreciate it..
ntg can be done..
cuz im nt #1!

no matter wad happens..
fren r still frens..
i apologize cuz i dun wan things to gt any worse..

come to think of it..
dis holiday..
im quite happy..
carefree..
wun be annoyed by wad im usually annoyed of..
maybe im more suitable to live alone==?!
haha..
nvm..

well..
met a fren while playing ddt..
which made me feel lot better..
he/she turn my frown into a smile..
at least i can sleep with a smile..
instead of being sad..
kinda happy though..

Mon:
another ordinary monday~

Parents will always love you the most no matter how!
nothing beats them!

5/12 - 15/12

kinda long time din touch my bloggie dy!
kinda 4gt wad happened @@!

Mon/Tues:
ntg much happened perhaps..
jux kept studying for d coming bc paper..

Wed:
last day of my SPM..
last subject..
wow..
time flies..
sort of hard..
bt when it comes to d essay..
i hav a lot of things in mind..
thinking abt my past few years in dis school..
wrote down a lot of things..

after finish~
WEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~
decided to go for food..
d funny thing is..
dey dated out a few ppl at d last minute..
n funny every made it..
d funniest is mayyi..
str8 went to her hse without even calling at 1st..
end up she can go too!
funny..
den ate at Momo..
kept eating beef slices..
until im finally full den only find noodles..
long time din cook dy..
bt still managed to break d egg using 1 hand..
yay~!



total coincidence..
we met 5I dere..
funny..
a bunch of lil kids celebrating bday over dere..
bt deir singing volume is quite low..
lik dun dare to sing or sumthin.
den all of us sang once they stopped..
bt to minghui of cuz..
quite funny..
bt we left b4 crazier things happen..
fun night~

Thurs:
another ordinary day i guess..
ntg special happened..
bt cant stop thinking of sumthin..

Fri:
went to Malacca~
one day trip actually
totally bad hair day..
so did not take any pics of myself @@!


yes..
d intention to Malacca is this place..
bt in the end..
i bought ntg back==!
once after finishing d street..
went bek home==

stop by at nilai for dinner..

not mine of cuz @@! dun rly like such stuff@@!

ma fav!

bt d attitude of d captain rly@@!
indescribable..
as if he knows everything..
nvm..
jux spend my time fb-ing..
thank god d wi-fi wasn't secure..

b4 going bek home..
went for music class str8 away..
haiz..
y dey all so geng 1..
dunno how train myself..

Sat:
well..
gt waken by mom which was on the phone..
excitedly talking abt d captain v another fren who went dere b4 @@!
it apparently woke d whole family up @@!
funny..
bt then everything else was usual..

at night..
i started tidying up d mess i've made..
omg..
now it's whole lot better!
shud hav taken a pic of b4 n after..
now it's too late..

Sun:
early in the morning woke up..
went to listen undang..
den only i notice cheecheng oso same place @@!

den early in the morning keep finding ppl sms..
cuz dat was damn terrible..
bored...
ppl around me oso slept==!
well..
dere i met a few ppl from tuition..
bt too bad nt close enuf..
bt sat together also..
ntg much to do during d break..
kept walking in circles @@!

finally it ended!!
go bek home~
d van quite nice..
can c dvd...
den d driver played some songs..
MV..
bt i think he doesn't like lady gaga..
other songs he oso finish..
except for bad romance which was played until d half only @@!
n i started humming dat time @@!
LOL!

Mon:
ntg much to do..

bt at night..
on called for an hour..
tried my best..
thought of a lot of things to help..
bt in the end..
my intention failed..
i rly tried my best..
argh..
bt then..
jux no mood to sleep..
kept finding things to eat..
slept quite late..
or 'early'..

Tues:
13/12
happy birthday TS!

same..
ntg much..
bt sleeping quite late as well..

Wed:
worse==!
in the middle of the night..
go yam cha v kkm n linda..
keng d things oso quite @@!
bek home dy try to sleep oso cant..
end up whole night din sleep till thursday @@!
24 hours==!

Thurs:
2day quite special @@!
bro brought me to a japanese buffet restaurant..
my 1st time..

dis fish nt bad xia XD

n dis chicken rly nice!
cuz too full dy..
only managed to eat dis!

for sum1 who seldom/never eat sushi..
i kinda <3 it!
haha~

bt d ending was torturing..
bro n I rly tired dy @@!
bt dad drove d car away..
forced to w8 dere==!
n we were damn full..
cant order dy..
jux w8~
den bek home..
SLEPT!!!!

quite nice exp anyway..
lately i jux wan FOOD!!!


posted a few pics hope dat it wont be so dull next time..
XD

ppl..
stop bringing me down..
if u r here to giv me support..
WELCOME!
if u r here to jux make me feel annoyed n bad..
pls gt away..

trying my best to make myself happy n live my life! =D

26/11 - 4/12

Sat:
another ordinary day without tuition~
getting lamer n lamer..
bt nvm..

Sun:
sumthin bad happened to me..
no1 knew..
wanted to find sum1 to talk to..
bt..
is either i cant tell them or dey dun reply..
in the end..
dere's no1 i can talk to..

Mon:
trying my best to study for chemitry..
still..
i was waiting for a message..
bt yet..
no reply..

Tues:
chemistry..
well.
at 1st it was okay..
paper 1 paper 2..
all normal..
all can be answered nicely..
bt paper 3..
rly..
made me whole day no mood agn..
once agn probably lost a total of 17 marks..
i think @@!
d 2nd paper 3 i 'failed'..

d worse part is..
after seeing u..
many thoughts came into my mind..
even during exam i still think abt it..
i was lik wtf???!
y m i thinkin such things at d time lik dis..
maybe dis is y i gt distracted during my p3..

rly shit..
rly scare for my bio paper 3..

Wed:
bio..
i spent whole night studying it..
rly..
only slept for 1 hour 30 minutes..
crazy..
bt i knew a lot more compared to last time..

den exam..
consider a lot better..
d best part is..
at least paper 3 ntg much..
everything went quite well..
after exam..
whole class stayed bek a while..
took pics..
had a lil fun~
as if d whole school is ours..

whole day din nap..
at night sleep quite late..
omg..

Thurs:
woke up abit late..
cuz received a msg..
omg..
2 sumthin..
den gt invited to watch na xie nian at 1U..
since quite interested..
ma go lo..
who knows..
gt caught..
damn..
dey ask us change movie..
den we had chosen twilight..
not bad..

Fri:
once agn..
go out..
wanted to watch na xie nian..
den went dere..
d ticket seller ask us whether r we 18..
all stunt..
siaw wei took out driver license..
den she ok dy..
thank god..
bt....
no more seats left..
rly shit..
den we thought KLCC gt..
go dere..
no more..
den watch petaling..
went in..
sum1 sat at our seats..
den dey took out deir tickets..
lol..
rly same no.
look at d details..
ours is sunday..
den we were lik wad??
go complain..
den end up we sit d highest seat..
1st time~
nice! XD

still..
havent watch na xie nian..

at nite rly..
sumthing made me @@
always sumthin dat i wudnt wanna c..
tired of it..
seriously..

Sat:
rly funny saturday..
ntg to do at home..
suddenly gt msg pop up..
wan go fly kite??
lol!

den go lo..
traffic jam..
rly @@!
siawwei's lil bro sit in front of me in d front seat..
long time no c such small person dy..
so cute!
haha..

den reach dere..
fly xia kite~
my 1st time..
n i managed to fly quite high..
at least im satisfy..
nice experience..
bt soon..
rain..
every1 went bek agn..

bek home..
saw sum1 post abt na xie nian..
omg..
maybe gt abit diff v d 1 in cinema..
bt at least better than ntg..
can watch also..
haha!
damn funny..
nice experience!

Sun:
ntg much..
another ordinary day..
bt...
emotionally..
im kinda sad..
maybe disappointed is d word??
it seems like im troublesome to every1..
almost every1 thinks im bothering them when i jux wanna find dem to chat..
bt dis time..
i 'heard' sumthin dat i dun lik to hear at all..
u noe..
suddenly i think dat all i've done is nvr appreciated..
i've been saving a lot of copies of my project in my com..
scanning dem into d com b4 handing in..
reason..
jux for ur reference..
cuz i rmbed..
every time i do a project..
i hope i can have a reference as guidance..
so i hope i can help u next time..
bt it seems to me..
im jux wasting my time..
u nvr noe..
how much i've done..

n all i've gt is such a thing..
call me sensitive..
i admit dat..
cuz i nvr thought wad i've done will gt such thing in return..

u nvr noe..
how much it meant to me when u all made a promise..
u nvr noe..
how much i wanted it to happen..
u nvr noe..
how long i've waited n still waiting for sum1 to celebrate with me..
u nvr noe..

19/11 - 25/11

Sat/Sun:
ordinary days..
no tuition..
for once??
normal weekends like an ordinary kid..
bt exam..
so nt so ordinary after all..
bt sumhw i feel my throat hurts..
nt throat rly.
jux 1 side..
even hurts when i wnna talk..

Mon:
moral..
memorized all nilai..
everything..
jux afraid dat i choose a wrong 1 or wad..
other than dat..
A OK~

every1 is so obsessed with d football match..
n yet..
im watching hk dramas..
when every1 is screaming..
shouting..
cheering..
perhaps im nt dat patriotic after all..

n i wonder..
y do dey hav to make demselves to look like a fool??
so spoil deir own country's reputation??
wad a disgrace..
u will only make ppl from other countries think dat u guys r neanderthals!
doing barbaric things aint helping in development of country PPL!!
think before u do!
well..
saying so much..
bt ntg to do with me oso==
ish..

Tues:
no exam..
holiday..
ppl sure like to call me when i cant talk..
==
went to c d doc..
it was nt a sore throat..
it was an ulcer..
a BIG 1..
under my tongue..
which caused me to stop talking for days..
especially my dad..
urgh...

Wed:
add math..
well..
is nt dat i dunno how to do..
bt im scared..
im scared of careless mistakes..
cuz during my exercises..
i often do alot..
..
1 thing for sure..
I HATE PROBABILITY!!!!!
bt yet..
i luv normal distribution..
sumthin almost d same..
bt..
nvm..
past..

Thurs:
physics..
among d science subjects..
physics will be my best..
bt yet..
d paper..
P1 is kinda challenging..
P2 quite okay..
at least noe how to do..
bt p3 very very terrible..
i think i lost mark in d whole section..

bek home..
i hav terribly no mood..
dun feel lik talking at all..
y can i do such stupid things??
i rly hate myself..
y...

Fri:
felt lot better??
nt sure..
i was over of d physics issue..
cuz dat's a fact i did such stupid mistakes..
bt sumthin came in my mind..
for d past few years..
i think I've changed a lot..
some i din even notice..
bt i rmb..
i was once a selfish lil boy when i was in primary school..
bt in 2ndary school..
i started dun mind borrowing ppl money..
or treating others sumthins..
even is nt much..
maybe my parents became my role model..
slowly i became a lil 'generous'..
bt nt for long..
soon..
i noticed dat all i did was for ntg..
some of dem proved to me dat i was being stupid..
cuz nobody appreciates dem..
sumhw..
i've became selfish agn..
cuz honestly..
it's sad to see dat wad given is nt appreciated..

likewise..
im tired to be wad i m nw..
if u notice..
i was always dere to listen..
if u needed..
n i will try my best to help..
bt..
when im troubled..
i rly hope to find sum1 to talk to..
bt..
i dunno who i can talk to..
i jux feel ignored every time..
i rly hope dat i can meet sum1 dat i can rly rely on..
bt guess not..
im oways nt d 'priority'..
n i cant change dis fact..
i noe dere's always a #1 fren in every1's heart..
bt i guess im nt in any1's heart..
nt dat i know it..

perhaps..
i have to stop..
stop caring abt d other ppl's thing..
nt dat dey nid me anyway..
n i hav to stop blabbering my problems to other ppl..
cuz..
i noe no1 wans to hear dem..
bt do u noe d feeling when u wan to talk to ppl..
n u cant find any??
im sure alot of u felt d same..
maybe im making it a big issue abt it..
where it's jux a small problem to d others..

honestly..
im tired..
of my current "way of living"..
perhaps i nid to change..
or i shud say..
i shud care abt myself..
more than how i care abt others..
ppl come and ppl goes..
sometimes we jux have to say goodbyes..
even though how much i hated them..

sumtimes..
letting go..
or putting down..
aint dat bad after all..
n finally..
I'm accepting cakes agn..
dunno how many months since i ate my laz cake..
indescribable feelings..
bt i dun rly crave for cakes oso..
so ntg much actually..

i jux wanna be free~
i jux wanna be me!

anyway..
thx ppl~
for appearing in my life..
showing me dis n dat..
tell me wad life is rly about..
bt..
maybe i wont be d same person i used to be..
i'll try to be a person i shud i hav been long ago..
nice knowing you ppl..

sry if dis post offended any1..
if it din..
dat's great then..

it's 4 sumthin now..
i think i typed dis for hours..
thinking of wad to rite..
bt end up..
i jux wanna be str8 forward..
...
maybe ppl will hate me for dis..
bt im going to take dis risk..

-to be continued-

12/11 - 18/11

Sat:
erm..
ntg much dis day..

Sun:
tuition~
omg.. damn nervous for exam d next day..
while studying will suddenly omg@@!!
den mark belanja makan KFC..
wow!!
i rly wanna lay my fingers on it!!
bt..
cuz of my health..
forced to tahan..
c dou dey all eat dao so shuang..
so san fu!!
bt suan la..
only can smell it~

Mon:
SPM finally arrived!!
w8ed for years..
scared of dis for years..

exam paper 1..
omg..
open paper..
pray~~
thank god i read abt d things!!
managed to write abt it!
8 paragraph..
for the 1st time..
write so long~
wee~~~

den w8 for hours..
until 2 sumthin..
den paper 2..
omg..
some quite ok..
at least noe how do..
novel only nid character n persoalan..
bina ayat..
WTH is CEPUMAS?????
haha..
bt ok la..
at least wun feel too hard..
XD

Tues:
english..
oso very nervous..

paper 1..
essays..
mcm nt enuf time ei..
a famous person that you admire..
i rly felt like writing about Taylor Swift!
bt think think xia..
abit not practical lo @@!
plus..
dunno managed to write so long anot..
so chosen to write another 1..
Best things in life are free~
write dao abit..
mcm..
erm..
aherm..
especially d love section..
rly @@!

den paper 2..
kinda lazy to write so many words..
haiz..

Wed:
SEJARAH!!!
omg..
rly..
keep reading reading reading..
paper 1 selamat..
i expect wrong around 10..
bt around 5 only..
thank god..

den paper 2..
rly funny..
at 1st rly scared about it..
den when i look thru d questions..
omg??
y so funny 1..
did i take d right paper??
i think mcm moral more lo@@!
cuz almost more than half d paper oso kbkk 1..
even name of d national anthem oso ask @@!
rly thank god lo!!
hope no nid retake or wad la...

Thurs:
mathematics~
well..
mcm abit too proud..
langsung dun feel lik studying..
bt hor..
dat make things worse..
im scared dy..
y m i nt reading..
den quickly find sumthin to read..
den only i realize i hav 1 book from my brother which is not done b4..
nt even 1 page..
LOL!
any1 interested..

after d exam..
all i can say is..
i hate probability..
no comments on it..
damn scare gt silly careless mistake..

actually u noe..
my heart hurts too..
perhaps u dun c it..
bt i rly hope to be there..
for u..
bt i guess..
im nt necessary..
jux walk away..
at least i noe u will be ok..

at nite..
1st time chat v sum1 till so @@!
ST a!!!!
thx for telling me ur BIGGEST secret...
I'm oso shocked..
bt im very pleased that you trusted me!
n i think we have sumthin in common..
haha..
which is nt rly a gud thing..
bt who cares!
hahahaha~

Fri:
no exam..
jux lik dat~
happy anniversary~!!!
went the curve to celebrate..
sort of..
jux eat n walk only actually..


sumtimes..
i will rmb everything dat happened in the past..
wad kind of person i was bek den..
wad kind person my friends were dat time..
den i will compare it with d present..
i will wonder..
wad kinf of person m i actually..
im lost..
bt i guess i'll figure out next time..
gonna focus for spm now..

thx for every1's wishes..
especially dose sincere 1..
i rly luv it!
wahhahaa

7/11 - 11/11

Mon:
Holiday..
went to a temple near Petaling street..
mood jux swings..
ntg to say..
whole day mcm no mood..
afternoon slept whole day..

Tues:
2day gt a shocking news..
a terrible 1..
1 dat i've nvr thought b4..
it is nt d 1st case..
bt dis is d 1st case that is close to me..
d kind of feeling is indescribable..
memories flashes back..

jux knew dat a fren of mine passed away..
d kind of feeling..
i couldn't rly control my emotions..
luckily no1 was at home..
i can jux cry..
d kind of feeling..

sum frens asked me to go to her funeral..
my 1st thought..
shud i??
cuz I'm rly afraid..
I'm afraid to accept d truth..
I'm afraid dat I couldn't control myself later..
in the end i rejected..

Wed:
once agn..
frens asked me to go..
after a while of consideration..
i chose to go..
bt with fear i went there..
I'm afraid I will break down anytime..

when I was there..
d kind of feeling..
it's my 1st time..
n i hope it will be d last time..
when I look at her..
d urge to cry..
bt hold it..

den we prayed for her..
n sang a couple of songs..
sumtimes while singing..
d urge will come..
den when I see others nt crying..
i told myself..
be strong..
hold it..
bt when I c d auntie standing in front dere..
looks happy when we r singing..
d kind of feeling..
she's very strong..
i rly dunno wad to say..
after singing we went to see her once agn..
dis time i cant control anymore...
tears start to burst out..
dis time i cant stop it..
trying very hard..
until i managed to stop..
den whenever i hav d urge..
i jux keep telling myself..
dun think abt it..
dun think abt it..
dun let her c sadness on my face..
until d last time I c her agn..
for the last time..

den we walked around d compound..
den we passed by school..
suddenly d urge came agn..
bt..
hold it..

say dat im selfish..
i rather lost contact with a fren n hope that dey live forever happily n healthily..
rather than noe-ing a lost of 1 good fren..

She..
is a very strong girl..
stronger than a lot of ppl..
she was sick for quite some time..
bt i did not know much..
until few weeks ago..
den only i realized..
i start to ask myself..
wad kind of fren m i??
y din i noe abt it..
i din do my part as a fren..
bt she was rly strong..
she nvr complained much..

i will nvr 4gt d things u did 4 me..
d time during exam..
i jux simply say i wan 100 sailous..
bt u rly did it..
n is nt a simply thing..
u did it with ur heart..
doing it for me..
bt u din ask anything in return..

den i checked my old phone..
i searched thru all d inbox..
i felt guilty..
where are all ur msgs..
rly rly guilty..
all ur caring msgs..
sincere 1..
y were dey deleted??
n instead i kept a lot of worthless msgs from ppl who doesnt care abt me at all..
y??
y din i open my eyes..
n now..
its gone..

i rmb dat time..
after d performance of english singing comp.
u were d only fren who told me it was nice..
d only 1 who gav me compliments..
n b4 bali..
u purposely sent me a msg to wish me happy birthday..
i rmb dat..

even though d msgs r gone..
bt dey will still be in my heart..
sry..
n thank you..
u hav gave me a lot of sweet memories..
i may nt be d close fren who shared lots of things with u..
bt i will always miss u..
my Candy Jie..
R.I.P.

P.S. I nvr regretted going to c ur for one last time..

Thurs:
ordinary day..
jux raptai for graduation day..
whole day at dewan..
..
ntg much to talk abt..

Fri:
Last day at school??
nt rly..
since still have to go for 10 days..
bt dis is d last chance to meet my juniors..
took lots of pics with lots of ppl..
dere were a few performances..
some i couldn't rly hear..
1 very touching 1..
jux for candy..
1 considered a flash mob..
kinda nice..

bt den..
sumhw..
i still hav jealousy in me..
so i jux decided to 'read'..
even though i kept repeating d same sentence for times bt still i dunno wad im reading..
i jux wan to distract myself from seeing wad i dun wanna c..

den i rly feel lik talking to pn lee..
bt suddenly lots of ppl came by..
dey started talking..
so i jux kept quiet over dere..
trying to 'read' agn..

den teac left..
dere i was alone..
feeling awkward..
thinking miracles could happen..
bt i dun think so..
so jux decided to lay down n act tired..
perhaps it wont look awkward..
bt den suddenly teac called me to follow her..
so jux went dere..
talk a lil bout my probs..
bt den..
teac became bz agn..
so jux stood dere..
a lot of thoughts came out.
i was thinking..
I hated being alone here..
bt then..
Im leaving now..
for once im gonna leave..
bt yet..
im still nt happy..
m i the only 1 who are missing them??
bcuz dis may be the last time we see each other..
since we nvr know wad will happen in the future..
perhaps this is goodbye..
forever..
maybe u guys have each other..
losing me aint sumthin big..

nearly wet my keyboard typing dis post..
guess i shud stop be4 getting dehydrated..
bye..

Happy 11/11/11 to every1 out there..
good luck!