2 weeks no post le..

wow..
long time no post..
dun rly rmb wad had happened..
boring~~
xh went for da camp laz week..
from sun-thur..
so for 4 days..
i hav to be alone..
den da most important is..
hav to collect hw..
haha..
den ntg much happened..

or i 4gt..><

den when xh came back..
black liao oo..
xiaoweii oso..
no souvenirs TT
haha~

den sat..
Anugerah Cemerlang..
haha..
my number..
111..
if stick on da head lik..
[==''']
haha..
den gt RM50..
nt as gud as xh!!
gt da anugerah khas!!!
ARGH!!
100!!!
omg..
so he total 150..
so horrible..
no belanja.. TT
haha XD

nite..
EARTH HOUR~
off da lites..
den w8ed for an hour..
after dat..
mahjong!!
haha
1st time..
learning how to play..
kinda complicated bt starting to gt da hang of it..
woohoo~~

den sun morning..
go jog agn..
frenz a frenz..
say wan jog..
till now oso haven..
haiz..
nvm..
self go jog 1st..
after tuition at 4..
went sy's hse..
make water rocket..
den i climbed onto da wall..
to test whether it works anot..
legs shaking with fear..
haha..
or shud i say is da fence..
nvm..
fence-wall..
bt nt rly successful..

den monday..
ntg much..
until after skul..
play water rocket..
ours fail..
nt long enuf..
da parachute nt working..
TT
shiwei's..
da best of all..
1st time - 9.00++s
2nd time - undefined..
very funny..
launched too high..
den wind blew it towards da roof..
haha..
so end up stucked dere..
haha
geng lo!!

den ar..
ntg much lo..

wed(2day)..
sum australians came..
for a visit..
bt y our skul..
a questions of all SB-ians..
dey look so mature..
younger than us bt look far more matured..
sum even taller..
sum pretty..
sum handsome..
deir english very slang..
bt i can still handle it..
missed da opportunity to mix with them..
TT
next year..
if gt chance..
i will!!
muahaha..
bt normally will hav exam so..
no chance..TT
nvm..
at least gt sum exp..
den da bilik ketua..
omg..
who gav dem permission to go in..
haiz..
trouble-makers!!
ish..
create ntg bt trouble..
y teac will select dis kind of ppl..
i rly do wonder..
nvm..
1 n half more year..
n i'll be free..
FREE!! I say!!

from frenz..
i c selfishness..
i c disrespect..
bt i oso c kindness..
so..
2 sum frenz..
thx for appreciating me..
bt 2 sum other frenz..
stop irritating me..
b4 i gt mad..
now im jux tolerating..
dun gt too over..

sum teac oso..
i noe who is gud n who is nt..
wad u said today..
i rmb..
bt if u blame us for nt being gud model..
so hav u been checking up on da mirror..
i dun think u guys did a gud job either..
purposely saying dat in front of us..
using BM..
luckily we noe BC..
haha..
wad's da meaning of it..
respect much??
nvm..
wadeva u say wun offend us..
since a chinese phrase says dat..
"da top is nt str8,
da bottom will be crooked"
(sumthin lik dat)
so if we r da 1 to blame..
so r u..
fair enough~
XD

all of da sudden..
dad n mom oso lik me jor..
go feed cats..
all on da sudden hav gud feelings towards cats..
whenever im out dere..
whistle..
den dey wil come running..
SO CUTE!!

~.I LIKE CAT.~
(haha.. crazy)

long time din post le~

feeling kinda lazy dese days..
so no blog lo..

feeling nice to hav finiz watching da movies xh lent..
haha..
kinda not logical..
the "Perfect Getaway"..
bt nice la..
haha...

den dese few days ntg much lo..
a lil flu..
bt getting better..
while having flu..
i went to genting..==
on wednesday..
after bro finiz class..
den str8 go genting..
bt while w8ing..
in da car..
d@mn bored..
so took pictures..
haha..

din edit~bt i lik da lighting effect~

no specs~
XP

den reach jor gohtong jaya..
ate my favourite duo~
da pork n da brinjal~

my fav~

den reach hotel lo..
ntg much..
den..
walk walk lo..
at first world..
bought a T-shirt..
hehez..
den..
walk lo..
den go play bowling..
da place damn yeng..
lik clubbing in dere..
techno music~
den lighting effects~
wow!!
nice!!

a vid of d situation:

b4 going bek room..
we walk outside da hotel..
wow..
foggy n cold..
very chi gek~
haha

den walk bek to room..
1 more thing bout it..
our room very weird..
very isolated..
our room is at da furthermost corner..
nvm..
da thing is..
our room n another room is seperated v others with a door..
weird..
gt 1 time i was wlking bek lone..
rly feel scary..

den ntg much..
2nd day ready to go home..
bt nid wit mom n dad 2 finiz eating..
bro n i walk here n dere..
wait jor 1 hour sumthin..
in n out of da hotel..
den tired le..
decided to sit outside..
very windy..
cold..
bt nice..

den go home lo..

take pic agn..
haha.. no spec agn..

den ntg much...

den 2day(friday)..
woke up early in da morning..
went jogging with mom..
den very tired..
legs very tired..
haha..
XDXD

-end of post-

14-3-10

2day..
or yesterday..
ish..
saturday..
school gt sports day..
haiz..
da kawad kinda nice..
n some performance..
especially da rope jumping thingy..
kinda amazed..
bt due to my duty..
i cant rly focus on da performance..
jux saw a few stunts..
den tugas whole day lo..
tired..
sunny..
wonder y afternoon session no nid tugas..
4 years dy..
4 years 4 years oso gt tugas..
y other ppl no nid tugas..
only our batch of prefects nid..
tired..
damn tired..

congratz to many ppl..
especially bomba..
heard u guys very happy^^
n of cuz krs..
congratz..

to dose who din win..
(included many ppl)
dun giv up or wad la..
synz..
it may be disappointing..
bt as long u noe u did ur best..
in ur heart..
u r no.1..

mui~
dun sad or wad..
even though pbsm din gt prize..
bt work harder next year ba~~
jiayou!

n many ppl who gt 4th place..

den after everything end..
go out v bunch of pengawas..
den amry force us to go to da 1st bus 1st..
bt we insist dun care..
stand aside..
den he oso beh tahan..
let us go 2nd bus..
haha..
united we stand!!
XD

sry mrs lee..
for losing 1 of da pass..
stupid fellow who dont return it!!
u'll gt it 1 day!!

@@

once reached skul..
dun feel lik going home..
since having tuition nt long after..
so go eat v dem..
den str8 go tuition..
dirty n smelly..
n hot..
omg..
uncomfortable..
finally reached home!!
can bath le ^^

den jux now..
or shud i say..
2 hours ago..
watched "AVATAR"..
nice~
baru finish~
kinda touching..
den sumthin came across my mind..
y all ppl round me kept pronouncing it as "awatar"
im kinda curious..
wad i heard from da characters in da movie said..
more likely to sound lik "aevertar"
==
i wonder...
anyway..
da point is..
i finally managed to watch a movie which i borrowed for days..
haha..
sry xh..
blek XP

i kinda regretted..
i shudn't hav told u..
laz time we wud stil talk..
bt now..
we r lik strangers..
i dun lik dat feeling..

i rly hope dat we can be da way we used to be..

even though i lik u..
bt i dun wan to waste a frenship over it..

..sry bout it..

12310

2day rly damn moody..
no mood..
whole day..
except for when persatuan SPBT..
or else..
everything is nt gud..

start from morning..
moody..
den until sj..
lagi no mood..
teacher!!
indeed u taught us dat way of writing..
bt did u ever mention about 1a 1b n 1c??
who knows how to do??
u think every1 is smart??
ya!!
u gav a lot of exercise..
bt wad??
none of it is same lik da way da exam is out..
how m i suppose to know i nid to seperate it as 3 questions??
how m i suppose to know dat i nid to separate to each paragraph each point..
all abc is under question 1/2..
how m i suppose to know all of it??
u nvr taught me how!!
prove??
look at my latihan..
my frens??
u told dem..
mine?
u jux put a few ticks..
how m i suppose to know da answer??
ur tick doesnt mean is correct..
ur tick means u touched da book b4..
i dun care whether u will see my blog anot!!
i hate u!!!

argh!!!!



moody..



den my mood became better when i attend da SPBT perjumpaan..
teach us tie books..
==
bt at least we had fun dere..
unexpectedly..
pn hasnida is in charge..@@

sry guys..
today i rly hav no mood..
so i din rly bother any1 of u..
bt thx for asking..

to U,
im sry abt wad i did..
i din mean to do it..
i din bother u..
nt bcuz of i wanna act cool or wad..
bt i rly dunno how 2 face u..

maybe i shudn't say it..
maybe i shud jux keep it by myself..
bt..
it's too late..
im sry..

11-3-10 @ failed once again..

2day kinda feel sad..
dunno how 2 say..
no mood to mention anything anymore..
congratz to dose who success in SPM..
especially dick shen n chiwing..

no mood now..

也许你不相信我···
也许你不喜欢我···
也许对你告白是错的···
为什么我要那么冲动···
对不起···

10-3-10

2day..
moderate feeling..
ntg much happened.. YET

bm ntg much..
den bio..
we did experiment about osmosis..
fun~~
take a long time to finish..
1 of the 2 groups dat success da experiment..
yay!!
only me n xh did it..
cuz kk no come..
sy kawad..

den physics..
funny..
pn wan munirah came..
said relief..
den end up..
physics teacher is dere w8ing..
so weird..
so end up we late..
bt teac no scold..
n she gav chocolate bar to those who score A in physics..
happy~~
den during recess..
play play play..
v siew wei..
den end up torn her sleeve..
haha..
sry ya~~
XD

den pm..
ntg much..
bi oso da same..

den b4 going home..
dad will come late..
so i w8ed in school..
hoping to c u..
even though can c u..
only for 1 glance..
bt i cant make it obvious..
so jux act walking around..
seeing everything around me..
bt da main point was to see u..

after seeing wad u wrote..
i felt kinda sad..
u were sad bt i dunno abt it..
n u had chosen him..
i guess is fate..

somehow i rly like u..

bt do u??

TT

not quite happy 2day..
nt with my results..
my bi..
how can it be so terrible..
den many result gt B oredi..

BM-69
BI-85
Bio-83
Moral-66

omg!!
damn terrible..
damn moody..
for some1 who din attend class whole day oso can win me..
how bad m i..
SH!T
rly moody..
until i saw u..
my mood came back up..
^^
for no reason..
perhaps..
maybe i rly had feelings for u..

n of cuz..
nid to thank jac n k.may..
for spoiling my bag..
once again..
i will hav to sew my bag..
TT

n im stil afraid to tell who she is..
so whoever u say..
right or wrong..
i will say no..
i nid some time make myself brave..

JIAYOU!!

monday 8-2-10

omg..
exam so long jor..
teac till now all total gt only 4 subject out..
omg..
many laohei teacher la..
especially sj..
omg..
so long jor..
still haven mention abt it..
den keep telling us do latihan..
==
so faz bab 3 no more lo..
if u haven finiz marking den suan..
while we r doing da work..
u mark la..
walk here n dere for wad??
waste time..
ish..
till now oso haven noe wad result..
ARGH!!
da results..
Math-100
A.math-100
Physics-82
Chemistry-86
NO MORE!!
ARGH..
lose to peiyan 3 marks!!
all same result v her..
bt chemistry she hav 3 marks more than mine..
TT
yihui lose me 1 mark only..
omg..
cham liao lo...
dis time rly rly die liao~~
hope gt miracle..
@@

为什么···
开始可以放下了她···
可是却对你有感觉···
无时无刻都想寻找你的踪影···
看见你与其他人一起···
心里的确有种莫名的感觉···

怎么会开始对你有了感觉···
虽然是少少感觉···
可是我还是过不了自己那关···
我这算花心吗？？
失败···

brief schedule for laz week..

1-3-10
dat day where everything starts to end..
haiz..
dun wanna talk abt it..
bt dat's my 1st day wearing a coat..
ppl kept complaining dat it is hot ^^
bt new experience..
exam..
bm,bi,ma,sj

2-3-10
dun rmb wad happen..
perhaps ntg..
exam pm,bc,psk,fz

3-3-10
agn i dun think anything happen..
laz day of exam
bio,che,am

4-3-10
ntg much i guess..

5-2-10
meeting after school..
kinda funny xia..
is lik "ppl who committed a crime reported to da police"
da more u say..
da funnier u r..
we won feel offended..
since u were da 1 who were making a fool or urself..
hilarious..


WE respect ppl who respect US..

6-2-10
wushu in da morning.
kinda refreshing..
den rush for organ lesson..
ntg much..
den rush for bio tuition..
oso ntg much..
sailou no go anymore TT
nite go eat at a steamboat restaurant..
"restoran MoMo Paradise"at menjalara..
(if nt mistaken)
some relatives treated us..
^^
if nt mistaken 20++ per person..
da food dere nt bad..
my bro n i kept eating beef slices..
ate dunno how many plate..
(1 plate 2 slice)
den eat eat eat..
full le abit..
den go eat ice-cream..
eat le..
after dat..
my bro n i both ate a total of 10 plates agn..
omg..
rly many xia..
hahaXD
nt bad..
eat till full full..
for ppl who can eat..
worthy~

den bek le..
passed by many shops..
many steamboat shops..
omg..
rly full house..
is lik all never eat steamboat b4..
den passed by a kopitiam..
empty..
den my bro n i said dat it shud sell steamboat..
hahahaXD

7-2-10
ntg much..
woke up eat..
go for tuition..
den b4 going down..
my legs hurted..
scratched by da seat i guess..
den started bleeding..
==
now a bit hurt..TT

after knowing everything dat had happened..
it jux made me more n more sad..
from now on..
i wun wanna ask abt it anymore..
nobody cares anyway..

Nvr da PSYCHO anymore..

失败···

依然的···
感到很无奈···
觉得有点伤心···
也许这次真的可以放下了···
···
···
···
失败就是失败···
以为多关心···
问候下···
结果···
所得到的也等于0···
还以为他们会觉得我在关心···
可是···
相反的···
他们只记得其他人···
证明了我在他们心中是没有地位的···

所付出的···
也是没用的···
都是自己傻···
为什么要那么八卦···
别人的事也要理···
以为我不知道什么事吗？？
我只是想问候下···
让你们知道我会支持你们···
可是···
算了···
自己笨！
别人不要我也不能勉强···
以为能让你们开心···
结果···
我的存在对你们来说也没意义···

算了···
以后不再干涉你们事情了···
理这么多···
最后还是一样···
我的心···
死了···

i like it when it rains..
Im only happy when i see rain..
feeling rain drops on my skin..
da only way to release my anger..
I hope it rains..

1-3-2010

你还记得今天吗？？
两年前的今天···
也许已经没有印象了···
虽然不是说什么大日子···
可是却是我最开心的一天···
第一次知道喜欢的人尽然也喜欢我···
确实很开心···
虽然没有在一起···
可是我还是很开心···

可是···
随着时间漂流···
也许你对我的感觉也淡了···
我也无法挽回···
也许我给不到你安全感···
也许我还不够好···

你也渐渐对他又感觉了···
我·········

等了又等···
你们分了又复合···
可是我依然没成功···
记得你说过你要的1000句吗？？
很遗憾的···
我只写到了763句···
可是你现在已经也不要了啦···

我不会爱···
我不知道该做什么···
不该做什么···
还记得上次···
你们分了···
你很伤心···
这也是我第一次听见你哭···
我不知所措···
自己的眼泪也情不自禁留了下来···
他们说女孩哭了···
代表她真的爱了···
可是你哭的是为他···
不是为我···
我也知道你心里已没有我了···

当年所发生的事···
只能当作回忆···
美丽的···
伤心的···
一切已没有挽回的机会···
一切已成定局···

我们也许真的不可能了···
我也没他那么本事···
···········
全部都是注定的···
明明可以的···
却···
············
如果可以时间倒流···
我一定会尽我能力去把握···
但···
太迟了···

两年了···
期待了两年···
但是···
都是我傻···
每天自己骗自己···
给自己机会···
明明没可能···
我依然自己骗自己···
我···
失败···
算了···
注定的也没什么好讲···

两年前的今天···
一切的开始···
要在两年后的今天结束??
我能吗？？
虽然我心很痛···
虽然流下了眼泪···
但是···
朋友们···
我答应你们···
不会让你们看见我伤心的一面···
无论如何···
我会尽量笑···
就算笑不出···
我也会尽我能力···
希望我能做到···

再过不久···
1-3 就快过了···
也代表我已没机会了···
1-3···
永在我心里···

1-3-2010
11：46PM