27/12 - 31/12

Tues/Wed:
nothing much happened..

Thurs:
went out discuss things at jusco..
bought 2 piece of cakes for minghui as bday present..
haha..
which was days ago....
days days days ago..
or maybe weeks..
haha..
bt i nvr tried secret recipe b4..
jux simply choose..
hope it's nice..
come to think of it..
i dun think i owe any1 present now XD
in fact..
u guys still owe me!!!!!
rawr!!~!

after bek home..
went for supper..
on the way bek..
saw a tragedy..
a puppy got knocked down by a car..
d parent kept barking at d cars dat passed by..
it's sad to see dat..

Fri:
early in the morning wake up..
go sogo shopping..
keep looking for my clothes..
end up bought a few nt bad de..
2 Tees..
1 shirt..
ohya..
suddenly feel dat wan to buy underwear oso susah..
dunno which to choose..
hahahahaha~ XD
which makes me think dat everything in life oso difficult de..
haha

Sat:
last day of 2011..
early in the morning received a bad news..
nt too bad actually..
bt now im a grape..
so sad..
hav to look for a job..
sad..

den went for a haircut..
omg..
terribly short..
nt quite wad i expected..
haiz..
den tried to dye it..
argh..
so not obvious...
under bright light den only can c a LITTLE diff..
LITTLE..
which no1 can ever notice..
sad..

lately keep stomachache..
do wad oso no mood..
mom keep scare me with 'colon cancer'..
make me oso abit afraid dy..
lol!

den go dpc..
walked..
walked..
n walked..
dunno wad to say..
met a lot of ppl..
haha..
d fireworks..
rly nice..
to c with my own eyes..
i hope it last forever..
bt wad i hope more..
is dat i can hold u while watching it..
bt..
wad i see today is..
i shud giv up..
if i can..
let it be??
yeah right..
sounds so easy..
bt who actually did it..

sum ppl only disappoint me or annoy me..
bt then..
i muz try to ignore dose ppl..
since..
i aint gonna c dem often anymore..
moreover..
i might not c dem anymore!
hahahahaha~!
thank god! XD
u have ur ways..
i have mine too!
hahahahaha~
sounds evil~

nah~
i jux wanna live a happy life while i still can..
at least..
while i still hav d chance..


2012~
new year..
i nid a new life!
hahaha~
BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT!

16/12 - 26/12

long time no post agn..
kinda 4gt wad happened..

Fri:
i guess finding sum1 for advice or comfort..
ends up getting hurt only de la..
bt luckily managed to find sum1 who can rly share stuff with..
n quite similar to me..
wahaha..
quite nice talking to em..
thx for dd nite~

Sat:
ntg much i guess..
another ordinary day..
planned to go for undang test..
bt haven finiz reading..
omg..
canceled d plan..

Sun:
early in the morning..
go Skytrex..
not rly early..
bt..
haha..
went shah alam..
i think is my 1st time..
3 cars going together..
bt end up..
all going by deir own..
n we reach 1st XD
damn funny la..

den play d skytrex thingy..
omg....
damn tiring..
keep using upper arms n lower arms strength..
den rly feel lik giving up every station..
bt kept moving on..
in the end..
drizzling~
hav to go slowly..
n we managed to reach d pitstop!
weeeeeeeeeeee~
damn relief~

had a nice day..
bt damn tiring..
at night..
my biceps hurt a lot..
went for dinner..
dimsum~
yum..
cant rly use my hands to carry stuff..
even d chopsticks..
haha..
bt ate a dish damn nice..
bacon~
yum yum..
luv dat shop..
damn lot new stuff..
XD

Mon:
ntg much gua..
kept reading undang things..

Tues:
rly whole day reading undang stuff..
500 Q..
until midnight..
damn scare..

Wed:
went for d test..
met sum1 from tuition agn..
bt dis time nt rly close..
so make no eye contact XD
den lucky i went early..
gt no. 015..
jux w8ed a while den my turn..
haha..
wanted to double check bt lazy..
so trusted myself..
luckily passed XD
now hav to w8 L license~
weeee~~~~~~~~

Thurs:
morning follow grandpa go his hse..
cuz wanna make tang yuan~
haha..
when making..
my hands rly..
mcm no energy liddat..
keep dropping stuff @@!
damn..

den PMR candidates r taking deir result..
miss my time..
2 years ago..
24/12..
dose moments..
haha..
all come bek to my mind..
miss it..

suddenly had a dream..
a fren is a serial killer..
scary~
haha

Fri:
ntg much on this day..

Sat:
hoho..
christmas eve..
decided to go i-city v frenz..

what i wore..

dated 5.30..
bt siawwei gt work..
end up 7 sumthin only managed to fetch me..
cy n andy damn geng..
pass d red light in front of 2 police in motorcycle @@!
bt din kena..
wow..
stared in awed..

den we went telok gong for dinner..
nt bad..
bt a lil argument between ppl..
omg..
dunno how handle case lik dis..

den continue journey to i-city..
damn many cars..
d scenery dere nt much wad i expected..
bt nvm~

den went in n ate d cake..

cy bought it! XD
discussing how to eat d cake XD

rly use hand eat!




so sweet~haha XD

dirty cat! XD

after dat den we go in snow world..
since cam put into locker..
den no pics dy..
bt kinda nice..
rly cold~
dose slide..
rly..
knock here n dere..

den cy beh tahan dy..
acc him go out..
den talked a lil..
until dey all come out..
den bye bye~
3 sumthin only reach home..
haha~

Sun:
ntg much whole day..
almost quarreled..
well..
maybe consider quarreled..
sumthin rly hurt me..
once agn..
cried for a fren..
lol much..

dere's 1 thing u dunno about me..
i m str8 forward..
bt 1 thing is i will try my best nt to hurt d others feeling while giving a piece of my mind..
which means..
dere r still things u hav done wrong which i din mention it..
i dun mention it doesnt mean im nt hurt by it..
n u nvr realize a single thing abt it..

is ok..
if d things i've done means nothing to u..
im ok with it now..
cuz i noe im nt guilty with it..
is jux dat ppl dont appreciate it..
ntg can be done..
cuz im nt #1!

no matter wad happens..
fren r still frens..
i apologize cuz i dun wan things to gt any worse..

come to think of it..
dis holiday..
im quite happy..
carefree..
wun be annoyed by wad im usually annoyed of..
maybe im more suitable to live alone==?!
haha..
nvm..

well..
met a fren while playing ddt..
which made me feel lot better..
he/she turn my frown into a smile..
at least i can sleep with a smile..
instead of being sad..
kinda happy though..

Mon:
another ordinary monday~

Parents will always love you the most no matter how!
nothing beats them!

5/12 - 15/12

kinda long time din touch my bloggie dy!
kinda 4gt wad happened @@!

Mon/Tues:
ntg much happened perhaps..
jux kept studying for d coming bc paper..

Wed:
last day of my SPM..
last subject..
wow..
time flies..
sort of hard..
bt when it comes to d essay..
i hav a lot of things in mind..
thinking abt my past few years in dis school..
wrote down a lot of things..

after finish~
WEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~
decided to go for food..
d funny thing is..
dey dated out a few ppl at d last minute..
n funny every made it..
d funniest is mayyi..
str8 went to her hse without even calling at 1st..
end up she can go too!
funny..
den ate at Momo..
kept eating beef slices..
until im finally full den only find noodles..
long time din cook dy..
bt still managed to break d egg using 1 hand..
yay~!



total coincidence..
we met 5I dere..
funny..
a bunch of lil kids celebrating bday over dere..
bt deir singing volume is quite low..
lik dun dare to sing or sumthin.
den all of us sang once they stopped..
bt to minghui of cuz..
quite funny..
bt we left b4 crazier things happen..
fun night~

Thurs:
another ordinary day i guess..
ntg special happened..
bt cant stop thinking of sumthin..

Fri:
went to Malacca~
one day trip actually
totally bad hair day..
so did not take any pics of myself @@!


yes..
d intention to Malacca is this place..
bt in the end..
i bought ntg back==!
once after finishing d street..
went bek home==

stop by at nilai for dinner..

not mine of cuz @@! dun rly like such stuff@@!

ma fav!

bt d attitude of d captain rly@@!
indescribable..
as if he knows everything..
nvm..
jux spend my time fb-ing..
thank god d wi-fi wasn't secure..

b4 going bek home..
went for music class str8 away..
haiz..
y dey all so geng 1..
dunno how train myself..

Sat:
well..
gt waken by mom which was on the phone..
excitedly talking abt d captain v another fren who went dere b4 @@!
it apparently woke d whole family up @@!
funny..
bt then everything else was usual..

at night..
i started tidying up d mess i've made..
omg..
now it's whole lot better!
shud hav taken a pic of b4 n after..
now it's too late..

Sun:
early in the morning woke up..
went to listen undang..
den only i notice cheecheng oso same place @@!

den early in the morning keep finding ppl sms..
cuz dat was damn terrible..
bored...
ppl around me oso slept==!
well..
dere i met a few ppl from tuition..
bt too bad nt close enuf..
bt sat together also..
ntg much to do during d break..
kept walking in circles @@!

finally it ended!!
go bek home~
d van quite nice..
can c dvd...
den d driver played some songs..
MV..
bt i think he doesn't like lady gaga..
other songs he oso finish..
except for bad romance which was played until d half only @@!
n i started humming dat time @@!
LOL!

Mon:
ntg much to do..

bt at night..
on called for an hour..
tried my best..
thought of a lot of things to help..
bt in the end..
my intention failed..
i rly tried my best..
argh..
bt then..
jux no mood to sleep..
kept finding things to eat..
slept quite late..
or 'early'..

Tues:
13/12
happy birthday TS!

same..
ntg much..
bt sleeping quite late as well..

Wed:
worse==!
in the middle of the night..
go yam cha v kkm n linda..
keng d things oso quite @@!
bek home dy try to sleep oso cant..
end up whole night din sleep till thursday @@!
24 hours==!

Thurs:
2day quite special @@!
bro brought me to a japanese buffet restaurant..
my 1st time..

dis fish nt bad xia XD

n dis chicken rly nice!
cuz too full dy..
only managed to eat dis!

for sum1 who seldom/never eat sushi..
i kinda <3 it!
haha~

bt d ending was torturing..
bro n I rly tired dy @@!
bt dad drove d car away..
forced to w8 dere==!
n we were damn full..
cant order dy..
jux w8~
den bek home..
SLEPT!!!!

quite nice exp anyway..
lately i jux wan FOOD!!!


posted a few pics hope dat it wont be so dull next time..
XD

ppl..
stop bringing me down..
if u r here to giv me support..
WELCOME!
if u r here to jux make me feel annoyed n bad..
pls gt away..

trying my best to make myself happy n live my life! =D

26/11 - 4/12

Sat:
another ordinary day without tuition~
getting lamer n lamer..
bt nvm..

Sun:
sumthin bad happened to me..
no1 knew..
wanted to find sum1 to talk to..
bt..
is either i cant tell them or dey dun reply..
in the end..
dere's no1 i can talk to..

Mon:
trying my best to study for chemitry..
still..
i was waiting for a message..
bt yet..
no reply..

Tues:
chemistry..
well.
at 1st it was okay..
paper 1 paper 2..
all normal..
all can be answered nicely..
bt paper 3..
rly..
made me whole day no mood agn..
once agn probably lost a total of 17 marks..
i think @@!
d 2nd paper 3 i 'failed'..

d worse part is..
after seeing u..
many thoughts came into my mind..
even during exam i still think abt it..
i was lik wtf???!
y m i thinkin such things at d time lik dis..
maybe dis is y i gt distracted during my p3..

rly shit..
rly scare for my bio paper 3..

Wed:
bio..
i spent whole night studying it..
rly..
only slept for 1 hour 30 minutes..
crazy..
bt i knew a lot more compared to last time..

den exam..
consider a lot better..
d best part is..
at least paper 3 ntg much..
everything went quite well..
after exam..
whole class stayed bek a while..
took pics..
had a lil fun~
as if d whole school is ours..

whole day din nap..
at night sleep quite late..
omg..

Thurs:
woke up abit late..
cuz received a msg..
omg..
2 sumthin..
den gt invited to watch na xie nian at 1U..
since quite interested..
ma go lo..
who knows..
gt caught..
damn..
dey ask us change movie..
den we had chosen twilight..
not bad..

Fri:
once agn..
go out..
wanted to watch na xie nian..
den went dere..
d ticket seller ask us whether r we 18..
all stunt..
siaw wei took out driver license..
den she ok dy..
thank god..
bt....
no more seats left..
rly shit..
den we thought KLCC gt..
go dere..
no more..
den watch petaling..
went in..
sum1 sat at our seats..
den dey took out deir tickets..
lol..
rly same no.
look at d details..
ours is sunday..
den we were lik wad??
go complain..
den end up we sit d highest seat..
1st time~
nice! XD

still..
havent watch na xie nian..

at nite rly..
sumthing made me @@
always sumthin dat i wudnt wanna c..
tired of it..
seriously..

Sat:
rly funny saturday..
ntg to do at home..
suddenly gt msg pop up..
wan go fly kite??
lol!

den go lo..
traffic jam..
rly @@!
siawwei's lil bro sit in front of me in d front seat..
long time no c such small person dy..
so cute!
haha..

den reach dere..
fly xia kite~
my 1st time..
n i managed to fly quite high..
at least im satisfy..
nice experience..
bt soon..
rain..
every1 went bek agn..

bek home..
saw sum1 post abt na xie nian..
omg..
maybe gt abit diff v d 1 in cinema..
bt at least better than ntg..
can watch also..
haha!
damn funny..
nice experience!

Sun:
ntg much..
another ordinary day..
bt...
emotionally..
im kinda sad..
maybe disappointed is d word??
it seems like im troublesome to every1..
almost every1 thinks im bothering them when i jux wanna find dem to chat..
bt dis time..
i 'heard' sumthin dat i dun lik to hear at all..
u noe..
suddenly i think dat all i've done is nvr appreciated..
i've been saving a lot of copies of my project in my com..
scanning dem into d com b4 handing in..
reason..
jux for ur reference..
cuz i rmbed..
every time i do a project..
i hope i can have a reference as guidance..
so i hope i can help u next time..
bt it seems to me..
im jux wasting my time..
u nvr noe..
how much i've done..

n all i've gt is such a thing..
call me sensitive..
i admit dat..
cuz i nvr thought wad i've done will gt such thing in return..

u nvr noe..
how much it meant to me when u all made a promise..
u nvr noe..
how much i wanted it to happen..
u nvr noe..
how long i've waited n still waiting for sum1 to celebrate with me..
u nvr noe..