2day...
many things happened..
I dunno how to say..
my day started very normal..
duty.. for da celebration of teacher's day..
duty till recess..
when I was walkin..
I saw xh alone sitting at da pondok..
n it was da sunny part..
den i purposely go look for sy n tell her about it..
den she walked away n I din noe anything anymore..
after dat..
me, siao wei, chen hsien n sook fen was chattin about me..
den dey say me very 'mao dun'..
dey together den im sad..
bt when dey r separated den im oso unhappy..
me myself oso dunnno why..
den...
i jux walked away since dey start chattin other stuff which i dun rly noe wad it ment..
den i walked all around da building...
alone.. i saw dem upstairs oso..
i purposely turn away n walk da other way..
den i kept thinkin of many things..
thinkin..
den i came bek to da canteen..
talk talk talk..
talk with many ppl..
den in da canteen sat for a long time..
until Miss sam came n scold us for being in da canteen den in da dewan..
den we go lo..
i saw dem dere den i sat down..
i was dere alone even though we're in a group..
bt dey were talkin deir stuff n i was dere sittin with a distance between us..
den i heard "innocence"..
some ppl r performing on stage..
bt it was kinda weird..
since a guy singing a gal's song..
OMG.. sang dere.. still alone..
bt dey hav gud courage..
at least dey dare to get up on stage bt i don..
den followed by other performance..
den yan tong came..
ask me about something about me..
den i streched my legs..
xh pass by n act like he trip den i smiled to him..
after dat yan tong said (translated in chinese):
"i very 'admire' u, cant blif u can..."
i oredi noe wad she wanted to say..
den my tears jux come out from my eyes..
den i jux hide my face thought i only hav a few..
den all on a sudden..
i cried.. cant stop..
more n more ppl came.. bt stil nt much either..
stil.. crying.. den i got up n wash my eyes..
den thx to chiwing..
thx for accompanying me.. u da only 1 dat can make me laugh i guess..
den after dat we went to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad for sj project...
quite an adventurous trip..
my dad send us dere..
den we were like tourist..
playing at dataran merdeka..
mh n I kept taking pictures..
while xh was eating his sandwich on da grass flour.. like having a picnic..
sy..? walk around doing ntg ba..
below r some pictures:
looks like he is drawing the picture of da building rite??(so artistic)
actually he is having his lunch ( picnic )
den we walked to petaling street since da malays hav to pray n da building is not open yet.. we went to da mc.donald nearby n ate ice cream dere..
after dat we went bek to da building to do research..
bla bla bla..
we end up go back home den tuition den till now..
exam finally over..
stil cant 4gt many things dat happem during exam.
eg. Michael carried me when i was sitting dere blocking his way
OMG, he can carry me easily man..
haha..
haiz..
more n more ppl being 'coupled'..
still single..
jux hav da feeling dat ppl started to hate me..
everytime i was close v some1 , it will only be temporary..
like in msn, if i chat v ppl dey won rly find me if i dun find dem..
unlike da past, which everytime i on, dey will surely be da 1st to find me..
bt now is different..
i dun blame dem..
y wasting time on useless stuff when deres many hw + project + exam..
nvm..
maybe ill be da 1st to proof human can live alone..
maybe..
maybe im da wrong experiment..
nvm..
P.S. congratz to yan tong.. name flower got owner..
awwww man.....
ReplyDeletesame here too
not many people kacau me always
but still
it's good that some ppl still care for you when many other wanna make fun outta you.
mh and yan tong, see, they pretty good to you what. sometimes cant blame them cause you know, they got things to catch up to. you too, i believe, should go and chase after your dreams, dun sit there anymore. go out, and do something! nothing's gonna change if you're just being idle, aite? love you lots bro.
=wings=