it's been a long time..

this will be a long long post i think..
maybe nt..
cuz ive 4gt many things..

1stly..
i gt str8 As in my PMR..
m rly happy..
n i would lik to thank my parents for giving me dis brand new laptop~
luv it so much..
bt i dun hav a pic of it..
^^

2ndly..
im rly anxious to see wad would da swimming pool at my aunt's hse after renovation..
dey r moving dere.. lazy to upload pics la..
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bt i hope it would be nice..

3rd thing is..
a late merry christmas ti every1..
i thought i would hav a miracle dis time..
so i tried calling U..
as usual..
we talked..
about nonsense..
dis and dat..
my hands were trembling..
OMG..
at first i rly dare nt start..
bt den dis is da 1st time i said it to u..

...

sudden silence jux came..
for a few secs..
den U tell me our relation right now is ok..
dat's awkward..
feel kinda embarassing..
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i noe it all along..
u wun lik me anymore..
i dun hav da looks..
im nt as 'handsome' as xh..
im nt as 'smart' as him..
im nt as 'outgoing' as him..
im nt as 'brave' as him..
im nt as 'cool' as him..
im nt as 'wadeva' he is..
all he gt is compliments..
even from my mom..
OMG..
does my mom praise me lik dat..?
wad ppl do she praise..
when i did da same thing laz time..
she nvr cared at all..
wadeva..

bek to da topic..
i noe wad da answer is..
bt i stil wan to propose 1 more time..
at least dis time using my mouth..
even is da same answer bt at least i wun regret..
at least i said it to U..
one laz time..
i love you..
n maybe i can finally get over it..
maybe..
maybe..
im having tears now..
bt maybe next time..
it will be a smile..
it might be hard..
i hope it will..

argh..

even though santa din giv me dis present..
bt at least it gav me 3 gud frenz..
wanna noe who??
ask me XD
n of cuz my PMR result..
thx santa 4 giving me even im nt a christian~
...

thx mama,weii..
thx tc..
thx zy~
for making me smile when im sad..
maybe nt..
bt at least u guys can comfort me..
or maybe nt..
maybe at least u guys can accompany me..
n of cuz jiah xin la..
dun think too much oo..
i was busy so no reply dou u..
sumtimes i no on msn de..
jux facebook..
dun worry..
i din hate u la~
jiayou in PMR to all form 3 students,2010~

anywayz..
gudbye to all form 5s..
wingwing~
dickshen..
i will miss u guys!!

gud luck in everything..

to my readers..
thx oso for supporting my blog..
i'll appreciate it..
anywayz, can u guys leave a comment so dat i noe who read??

anywayz..
thx..
i will try my bez to get over it..
hope for a better tomolo..

lastly..
thx to u..
at least u likeD me b4..
i will always keep dose times in my memory..

kena tag~

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了

1. xiaowei
2. minghui
3. cheeyong
4. karwoon
5. siaowei
6. bebezai
7. k3w1n
8. tatcheng
9. chenhsien
10. karmeng


01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ] : maybe~
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ] : male
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ] : dis is a hard 1...@@ gaming?
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ] : yea.. both bro n sis
05-[ 7号姓氏? ] : mun
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ] : kinda~
O7-[ 4号有人追吗? ] : of cuz~^^
08-[ 承上2号呢? ] : ??
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]: no idea.. yellow??
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ] : maybe.. yes
11-[ 8号的生日是? ] : 23-7
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ] : SMK Sinar Bintang
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ] : same school??
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ] : about 5??
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ] : yea.. 1 time i think..
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ] : definately bt i dunno wad she thinks XD
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ] : no idea..yes as in frenz??
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ] : ok~
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ] : emotional.. bt caring sumtimes~
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ] :as a fren.. of cuz~

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的 :cynthia,shirui~
2. 你们认识多久呢 :芷晴两年，cynthia-3 years,shirui-2
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 :-yea
4. 你与他(她)的关系是 :frenz
5. 你覺得他(她）的個性如何 : too many indescribable
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是 : on9??

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水,门忽然被打开了你会-- depends.. XD

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会--no idea..

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具--bike?

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗--maybe..

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的--SONY ERICSSON

問 : 海边对你來说是--romantic n relaxing.. bt very scary in da nite..

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗--mostly yea..

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗 --yea..

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁--xionghui..><>

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会--i think no1 wan me 2 become thin now..

問 : 自恋適合你吗--maybe.. bt dun hav dat kind of face to be lik dat..

fated..

moody..
fate..
dis is my fate..
nvr success in any organization of any trips or gathering..
since...
EVER!!
yes im disappointed..
bt im nt blaming any1..
i understand ur situation..
jux feeling sad..
n i dunno how..
blame myself with dis kind of fate..
wadeva..

btw, im angry nt bcuz of dis..
im angry bcuz of da other thing dat happened..
is happening n usually happens..
u 'sacrifices' alot rite??
say wad wad wad..
den wad u r doing..
nt same v wad u say..
i gt da chance is bcuz i earn it..
nt bcuz u tolerate..
so dun act lik u r sacrificing for me..

i rly wan to leave..
i will only gt mad soon..

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