it's been a long time..

this will be a long long post i think..
maybe nt..
cuz ive 4gt many things..

1stly..
i gt str8 As in my PMR..
m rly happy..
n i would lik to thank my parents for giving me dis brand new laptop~
luv it so much..
bt i dun hav a pic of it..
^^

2ndly..
im rly anxious to see wad would da swimming pool at my aunt's hse after renovation..
dey r moving dere.. lazy to upload pics la..
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bt i hope it would be nice..

3rd thing is..
a late merry christmas ti every1..
i thought i would hav a miracle dis time..
so i tried calling U..
as usual..
we talked..
about nonsense..
dis and dat..
my hands were trembling..
OMG..
at first i rly dare nt start..
bt den dis is da 1st time i said it to u..

...

sudden silence jux came..
for a few secs..
den U tell me our relation right now is ok..
dat's awkward..
feel kinda embarassing..
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i noe it all along..
u wun lik me anymore..
i dun hav da looks..
im nt as 'handsome' as xh..
im nt as 'smart' as him..
im nt as 'outgoing' as him..
im nt as 'brave' as him..
im nt as 'cool' as him..
im nt as 'wadeva' he is..
all he gt is compliments..
even from my mom..
OMG..
does my mom praise me lik dat..?
wad ppl do she praise..
when i did da same thing laz time..
she nvr cared at all..
wadeva..

bek to da topic..
i noe wad da answer is..
bt i stil wan to propose 1 more time..
at least dis time using my mouth..
even is da same answer bt at least i wun regret..
at least i said it to U..
one laz time..
i love you..
n maybe i can finally get over it..
maybe..
maybe..
im having tears now..
bt maybe next time..
it will be a smile..
it might be hard..
i hope it will..

argh..

even though santa din giv me dis present..
bt at least it gav me 3 gud frenz..
wanna noe who??
ask me XD
n of cuz my PMR result..
thx santa 4 giving me even im nt a christian~
...

thx mama,weii..
thx tc..
thx zy~
for making me smile when im sad..
maybe nt..
bt at least u guys can comfort me..
or maybe nt..
maybe at least u guys can accompany me..
n of cuz jiah xin la..
dun think too much oo..
i was busy so no reply dou u..
sumtimes i no on msn de..
jux facebook..
dun worry..
i din hate u la~
jiayou in PMR to all form 3 students,2010~

anywayz..
gudbye to all form 5s..
wingwing~
dickshen..
i will miss u guys!!

gud luck in everything..

to my readers..
thx oso for supporting my blog..
i'll appreciate it..
anywayz, can u guys leave a comment so dat i noe who read??

anywayz..
thx..
i will try my bez to get over it..
hope for a better tomolo..

lastly..
thx to u..
at least u likeD me b4..
i will always keep dose times in my memory..