Tuesday..

moodless

2day..
ntg much happened..
bt i kinda hav no mood..

sj..
haiz..
xh keep wan to tell me sumthin..
i kept silent..
cuz dunno wad to say..
my mind blank..
...
so end up let teac notice jor..
ask him wad was da question she asked..
of cuz cant hear la..
den ask me..
of cuz i dunno oso la..
how to hear..
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den so fortunately..
our time for photo session came..
so..
we went for it..
kinda hav no mood..

bt since is a photo..
so fake a smile..
(dun rly noe wad i look lik, muz be ugly..)
omg..

so..
ntg much..

after skul..
whole day do add math..
my head going burst soon..
finally can rest..

for no reason i dun hav mood..
u!!
i rly dunno how to say..
ppl rly treat u as a fren..
when u did sumthin wrong..
did dey criticize u??
no!!
dey keep giv u encouragements..
even how wrong u did..
bt..
u din treat dem da same way..
jux a small mistake..
ppl r sad..
den da words u say..
i rly cant bliv..
dis is wad u call fren..
we haven even manage to comfort em..
n u go n put salt on da wound..
even though is not me..
bt i noe how dat feels..
so wad is dose words for??
do u think is necessary??
u guys r frens..
perhaps ppl r wrong..
bt i dun think u nid to use dis kind of words to say em..
now??
keep sticking back with em..
wad's da meaning of it??
when u lost fren..
den only u find em??
so dis is da meaning of true fren??
u urself complain so much..
bt do u think u did ur part??

ohya..
4gt abt it..
2day dey hav cooking competition..
i rly wonder wad is da requirement for da participants??
to be in art stream??
den y r dere science students??
for ppl who participate??
den wher r da notice n all dat??
fine..
nt important at all..

i lost my way..
i hav no idea wher to go..
i dunno wad m i thinking..
for no reason..
im nt leader material..
sooner or later...
...
when i blink..
i teardrop will fall..
maybe im tired..
tired of everything..
tired..