Our 33th, 34th and 35th day

33rd day.. Wed
ntg much happened..
whole day at hse..

34th day..Thur
ntg much too..
happy birthday!!!
wish u always happy~
knew sumthin dat is kinda unhappy..
bt is all jux a misunderstanding..
sry..

35th day.. Fri
morning..
woke up..
den go to skul..
intend to help out..
bt in da end..
ntg to do much..
den hav meeting..

den bek home..
den prepare go jusco~
late jor bit..
den reach jor..
walk walk..
den she wan eat..
den go secret recipe lo..
omg!!!
saw chee yun dere..
den she ate dere..
eat so slow..

den go walk walk..
sienz..
den 2nd time..
pass by..
secret recipe agn..
da same seat cheeuyun sat..
now bcum kahyee jor..
omg...
y so gt fate de==

den i ate zinger crunch agn..
den went to watch gulliver's travel..
very nice..
actually is very funny..
hsien laugh dou very serious..

den sumthin happened for da 1st time..

kinda happy for it..

den dad brought us for food..
nt bad~

den we go desa park city..
go countdown..

at 1st..
rly high~
i wanna shout..
i wanna dance..
i wanna jump..
i wanna play..
bt jy was down..
sooner or later..
i gt influenced..
i feel dat way too..
i feel moody..

thoughts were in my mind..
thinking..
thinking..
thinking..
making me feel more sad..
bt nobody knows wad i truly feel..
wad is in my mind..
i hope..
dere's sum1 dat can listen to me..
support me..
n advise me.

den wan find ppl..
walk walk walk..
den end up walk alone..
rly no mood dat time..
even countdown..
every1 is shouting..
n screaming..
me??
faking..

haiz..
rly no mood..

Our 27th, 28th, 28th, 30th, 31st, 32nd day

27th day..Thurs
very early wake up agn~
w8-ing for results..
hoho..
form 3 getting results 2day~
very very very gan jiong..
y??
cuz mine oso haven gt==

den w8 w8 w8..
suddenly she call me..
all i can hear is..
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
keep shouting..
i can barely hear wad she say..
hohoho..
gt str8 A wo~
gratz gratz~
den i ask her to help me hit sailou..
haha..
y??
cuz break promise agn..
no find me..
den unexpectedly..
he called me..
haha..
jux nid a msg saje..
bt call..
nvm la..
lagi bagus~
hoho..
still wan lie to me oo..
say 4A..
kinda haiz de..
bt hor..
when say 7A!
kinda happy..
bt sad oso..
stupid BM cant gt A..
im sure u're happy..
bt if for me..
i will very xin tong..
T_T

anyway..
congratz to u 2!!!
rly happy n proud~
den u guys go mid valley..
sleep at home..
for hours..

at night..
knew another news..
bt is i ask only noe de la.. T_T
da main point is congratz ya sailou!!!!!!!!
rly happy for u~
hohoho
best christmas present ever??

den i rmbed sumthin..
laz years' today..
we were still havin a sleepover..
at sy's hse..
w8-in..
anxious..
sumthin happened oso..
bt all jux memory~

28th day..Fri
ntg happened much..
i rmb laz year..
i was rly happy..
getting my result^^
bt dis year..
wher is my result??

den mom n dad go johor..
aunt n rick came..
i was sleeping..
dey bang da door..
hahahaha..
den dey brought me to jusco...
eat teppanyaki~
1st time..
nt bad lo..
den dunno is i sensitive or wad..
mcm gt ppl spying on me..
haha..
or gap-ing me==
perasannya budak ni!!!!
hohoho

den saw many ppl..
many dat i noe==

den go grandma hse..
sleepover..

29th day..Sat
ntg much..
woke up..
cook breakfast v aunt..
haha..
da eggs...
1st nt nice..
2nd nice^^

den share food v her~
w8 grandpa bring food bek~
^^

den hav haircut~
n w8 to go bek..
den dinner..
ntg much~

den mahjong..
won a lil~
nice~

30th day..Sun
ntg much..
whole day sien~~~~~~~

31st day..Mon
1 month anniversary..
hoho^^
ntg much..
stay at home saje..
bt on call..
kinda funny..
bt hot==
ntg much~~

32nd day..Tue
morning woke up..
w8 w8 w8..
den go sogo~
many malays oo~
bt b4 reaching..
passed by bangunan sultan abdul samad..
gt 1 traffic light..
da light red jor.
car stop..
bt hor..
i saw some tourist din cross..
cuz da pedestrian light still red==
dey very follow da law..
haha..
feel pity for them..

den went dere..
kept sneezing..
omg..
saw many clothes..
bt many factor make me dun wanna buy..
even though some nt bad..

end up..
bought 1 t shirt, 3 undies, n 1 skul shoes..
nt bad..
bt i wan more clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

argh!!!..
my nose..
get well la..
i wan go out on 31st ei!!!

our 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, 23rd, 24th, 25th, 26th day

4gt blog agn==

18th day.. Tue
ntg much..
afternoon woke up~
hehe..
prepare~
den go fetch ppl~
at kfc dere..
den go kf de hse..
at maluri..
omg..
search dao we lost~

den at last reach jor..
we wan giv mh a surprise~

den we prepare all our presents dere~
dey very funny de..
prepare card no bring gum..
haha..
den prepare until dey came..
den we start having dinner..
w8 for dunno hw long==
at last can eat..
den we eat..
keng sam si..
n ate..
da moon kinda nice..
nt round bt at least bright..

den gt 1 prob jor..
while every1 chatting..
den we all saw sumthin flying towards xh..
den suddenly every1 jump away..
wad??
i tot is a moth..
bt is a cockroach!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!
in his bowl..
den hsien n xh keep hitting it==
omg..
da cockroaches fly!!!
omg==
horrible terrible vegetable..
as long it dont touch me im ok==
bt lizard..
nt my kind of things==

den dey went out n see..
i followed..
omg==
2 cockroaches mating==
omg..
hit them still dun wan stop..
omg omg omg==
18pl==

den ntg much..
continue eating n so on..
den bek home~

19th day..Wed
morning..
went to skul..
meeting~
haha
ntg much..
den go 1U..
sing k~
omg..
sing dao i wan sleep..
cuz late sleep laz nite..
den no my song..
mostly bro song==
den sien lo..
haha..
bt quite satisfy..
cuz gt some song..
i can sing..
bt nt high enuf only==

den bek home..
sleep~

20th day..Thur
ntg much..
morning..
woke up den watch tv..
mulan~
den mom watch oso..
funny thing is..
my mom very ci gek..
haha..

den ntg much~
jux usual..

21st day.. Fri
ntg particular actually..
jux saw sumthin..
feel a lil @@
bt it was jux a 'mistake'..
ntg much anyway..

22nd day..Sat
mornin wan go wushu de==
bt hor..
woke up at wrong time..
too early jor..
sleep bek le..
den late jor @@
haiz..
end up no go..

ntg much..
nite ply mahjong..
lose~
hoho

23rd day..Sun
ntg much oso..
jux went to grandpa's hse..
for dinner~

while preparing to go..
i was wearing lens..
den i use towel rub since itchy..
den da lens suddenly lost..
omg..
find find find..
search high n low==
cant find..
den i go c mirror..
den i c c xia..
saw it under my eye lid!
omg==
den push it down..
omg..
1st time..

den ntg much..
grandpa dem play mahjong very very omg==

24th day..Mon
nite very early sleep..
9 den sleep jor..
so morning very early wake up..
i rmb 1 thing..
when i was sleeping..
i suddenly woke up..
i was crying..
it was all bcuz of a dream..
a dream abt my family..
i nt sure wad happened..
bt it was sad..
den i woke up..
tears was in my mind..
T_T

den mom brought me for breakfast..
b4 dat..
watching a show..
omg..
talk abt food de..
in England..
omg..
suddenly feel lik eating fish and chips..
bt i asked mom to bring me for roti canai..
omg..
i saw pn mazalina dere..
bt dunno she saw me anot==

den bek home..
ntg much..
mom wan me tidy up living room..
bt i keep w8 w8 w8..
until evening jor..
suddenly bro's fren wan come in use toilet..
den i quickly push everything into moms room..
haha!
da situation damn funny..

den nite hav dinner..
very nite==
around 11 sumthin..
or is dat supper??
1st meal of da night..
last meal of da day==

25th day..Tue
morning wake up...
den went kfc fetch fren..
mh, xh, jy, ch, sy..
den go SUNWAY~
hoho..
walked here n dere..
den saw a bunch of F3 students...
bt nt close..
den go hav lunch..
actually is my breakfast==
KFC new de zinger crunch..
hehe..
den da waitress came..
gav me 2..
bt i very 'honest'..
giv bek her 1==
haha..
den ate my burger~
nice nice^^

after dat..
we go ice skating..
omg..
damn damn damn damn hard to balance==
many funny things happened..
jux mention sum i rmb..
my leg..
can bend 90 degree..
bt nt pain at all==
every1 worry will it break anot==
haha..
dat's da reason my legs cant str8..
so very unbalance..
speaking of unbalance..
very funny de is..
jy keep afraid i fall..
haha!!
den hor..
gt once..
i was moving slowly..
den dunno y suddenly gt 1 ppl "Oh Shit" beside me..
he knocked me..
omg..
gone unbalanced..
bt din fall..
cuz everything wan fall de hua..
fall till half den stand up agn..
bt whole day gt fall down twice..
literally..
butt on da floor dat kind la..
bt my frenz say i very fast stand up ==?

den i saw many ppl fall..
dare nt help dem up..
cuz i sendiri oso cant help self..
if help..
i sure fall==

den gt once..
i nearly fall..
in da middle.
den sy beside ma..
she held me n pull me..
den i bang onto da wall..
omg!
damn funny~

den jux end lo..
since ch n xh wanna eat..
i jux dun wan continue jor..
so follow dem..
go McD eat~
i eat sundae saje..
since nt hungry..
bt damn thirsty~

den go bowling.
legs hurt..
dun wan play lo..
den c xh n ch play~

den bek home~

we rly gt 2 groups..
xh, ch n me 1 group..
sy, mh n jy 1 group..
cuz dey only go shopping de..
so owayz separate~

nande mama gt come..
bt..
weii no come..
haiz..

anyway..
had a nice day..
very nice..
bt very very hurt==
now my hands n feet feels hurt..
haha!
weak==

26th day..Wed
ntg much happened oso..
woke up at 3==
den hav lunch..
den prepare go grandpa hse agn for dinner..
dis time gt tang yuan..
even though i cant make bt at least can eat...
hope mom let me make at home ^^

haha..
den ntg much la..
is dis a extraordinarily long post??
haha..
i oso kinda 4gt many==

Our 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th day

long time no blog..
nt rly well..
n dun 4gt jor everything ^^
12th day.. Wed
ntg much happened..
i kept sleeping whole day..

13th day..Thurs
better jor..
den go c optician..
hehe..
my con ntg wrong~
woohoo~
means i can wear^^
den bek home..
notice no tuition..
nite watch amazing race..
haiz..
a lil disappointed bt nt too disappointed..

14th day..Fri
sore throat very serious..
den go c doc agn==
haiz..
rly mcm gt part time at clinic jor..
nid go everytime..
haiz..
hurt until my ears oso hurt..

15th day..Sat
went tuition..
for 5 hours++
den night wear con..
hav dinner v grandparents dem..
den funny de..
mom ask..
i gt wad difference..
dey say hair..
thin jor..
n bla bla bla..
bt din say con==
weird la..
den night..
w8 bro bek..
play mahjong..
nice nice..
1st keep win..
bt bek keep lose..
mom damn lucky..
haha..

16th day..Sun
wake up..
den go tuition..
den bek..
ntg much at all==
nite mom n dad dinner..

17th day..Mon
ntg happened..
mom n dad went genting..
so decided to go jog..
suddenly rick came..
funny dao..
den jux go bek..
prepare..
den go dinner..
den bek home..
ntg much..

i rly hate it when we quarrel..
hate it hate it hate it..

Our 7th,8th,9th,10th,11th day

7th day..Fri
very happy!!
cuz can go meet bek my primary skul fren..
nt all..
bt most..
at least still can recognize dem..
happy to meet them..
den took some pics..
went for movie..
"Rapunzel"..
3D..
1st time watch 3D movie in cinema..
thx teacha for da treat!!
THX A LOT!!

den 1st time go tuition wearing con..
den some of them shocked..
kinda funny..

8th day..Sat
morning go wushu..
haiz..
let 1 stupid person made me very frustrated..
fine..
den dad came..
went bek 1st..
den ish!!!!!
dey din bring my bag..
den i hav to go bek agn..
den late a bit reached..
den jux tuition lo..
haiz..
den ntg much..

nite..
gt my organ result..
i passed..
bt im nt happy..
cuz i only gt B n C..
no A at all..
totally disappointed..

9th day..Sun
woke up..
went to hav breakfast v mom..
chesse baked spaggethi..

den went for tuition..

ntg much..
night..
start to feel uncomfortable..
headache..

10th day..Mon
seriously sick jor..
morning went to c doc..
den bek home..
keep sleep..
sleep sleep sleep..
until at nite..
finally gt energy on9..
c dou sailou went singapore de pics..
damn admire..
wish i can go sumwher rite now..

m rly happy when sms-ing v bee..
bt..
haiz..
too much..
afraid i'll gt scolded soon..

den nite..
my fever gt more serious..

11th day..Tue
went to c doc agn..
den whole day slept..
from 8-3 den 3-8..
wake up jor..
my whole body aches..
cant move properly..
den my actions all slow down..
cant move normally..
even my voice..
cant loud oso..
cant speak properly..
argh!!

bt wad i hate the most is..
no1 even sms or msg me..
nobody cared abt it..
im rly disappointed..
dose who i tot will care..
din even bothered abt me at all..
if i dun find dem..
will dey even find me??
suddenly i feel dat everything is different..
i seem lik ntg to every1..

u noe wad??
when i heard doc said if in two days time..
my fever is still so serious..
i might hav dengue..
da 1st reaction i hav is..
i felt happy..
y??
cuz it will bring me 1 step forward to the end..

den i started thinking..
if i rly gt sent to the hospital?
who will be dere to see me..

now i fever gt better..
bt my feeling gt worse..
im rly rly sad..
dat im sick..
bt i din receive a single msg from any1..
even in fb..
dose who i expected to care..
din even bother to leave a msg..
i've put too much hope??
ARGH!!!

Our 5th, 6th day

5th day..Wed
ntg much..
whole day..
quarreling..
den gt bek together..
den quarrel agn..
even small things..
we can also quarrel abt it..
y..
is only d 5th day..
n we hav to be lik dis..

i cant stand it..
i took a bath..
turned da switch to da highest temp..
bt it still feel so cold..
isit me??
or..

i rly dunno hw..

6th day..Thur
morning..
6 sumthin..
woke up..
cant sleep agn..
den on my comp..
check wad's new..
download da TT player..
kinda nice though..
den in my mind..
im thinking of u..
bt u're probably sleeping..
den chatted v benson..
he has his prob too..

den called teac hee..
no reply..
fine..
send a msg 1st..

den sleep..
suddenly..
teac call..
i changed my voice to talk..
nt da sleepy voice..
bt my mind still kinda unconscious..
den chatted a lil..
den slept agn..
suddenly..
lots of miss call woke me up..
waihong n baby..
haha.
suan le ba..
though im tired..
bt wake up ba..

den jux chat..
cant bliv kn is dis kind of person..
den u suddenly ask me..
dat question..
i was stunted..
bt i answer..
i din lie..
bt out of expected..
u said u cant accept it..
i rly wonder..
u wan me to lie to u..
at 1st..
i rly dun feel anything..
bt after u asked me..
im starting to feel guilty..
m i wrong??
y..
suddenly i cant accept myself..
i hate myself..
argh!!!
i rly hate myself..

den went to tuition..
chatted v hsien..
haiz..
rly zd..
anyway..
gratz..
u announce it urself..
b4 class start..
suddenly 'sum1' called me..
since 'sum1' wan me keep as secret..
den wun say is who..
den he/she asked me go unlock da toilet for him/her..
cuz he/she cant open it..
kinda funny..
laugh till me non stop..

den went bek..
jux chat..
watch tv..
den suddenly u came bek..
kinda happy..
bt i dunno hw i face u..
bt nvm..
u acted lik ntg happened..
den i was trying to act lik im happy..

u noe..
i rly dunno wad to do..
i rly hate myself..
ever since dat question..

...

dis sat..
u're going out..
to celebrate ur bday..
bt u noe..
im kinda disappointed..
dat u din even ask once whether i wanna join??
nt even once..
den u tell me going v dem..
...
can u tell dat actually im nt happy??
can u tell that im faking my smiles??
my 'jokes'??
i dunno whether hw can dis work out..
if is full of lies..

maybe u only lik me bcuz u havent noe me well..

i told u my back hurts..
bt did u care??
all u say is it is funny..
is it rly funny??
do u noe da hurt dat im feeling??
i rly dunno wad i can anymore..
i'll jux fake my emotions..


anyway..
to my sifu..
happy birthday~
wish u all da best..
n wish u can gt da girl u wan..