18/6 - 27/6

Sat:
ntg much..
go tuition..
dun hav bio..
so went out makan..
den hsien very funny de lo..
ask him go bek gt calculator bt he dun wan..
end up stomachache go bek..
bt in the end..
4gt to bring calc oso..
LOL..
after tuition..
go meet uncle from HK..
pergi makan dinner..
his english very special..
indescribable slang..

Sun:
din go tuition..
bek rawang..
gt prize money..
RM100..
lots of ppl xia o..

den go bek..
night go bek rawang agn..
for dinner..
lol..
den bek home rush addmath project..

Mon:
headache..
so rest at home..

Tues:
ntg much..
after school..
went for science and math..
planting!
woohoo~
fun fun fun fun~

Wed:
ntg much agn..
Pj period damn funny..
me n hsien only play ping pong..
den hor..
i accidentally broke it..
cant find a gud 1..
so continue playing lo..
haha..
i owned it!
haha~!

Thurs:
ntg much during school time..
den after school..
go for ping pong..
actually very gt mood geh..
bt once see dou sum F-ing attitude..
den dun feel lik playing jor..
i rather walk around..
den da bag left at stadium on sports day is finally returned to the owner..
lol..
so long..

Fri:
Open day..
lol..
quite success..
some of dem rly worked hard oo..
gud!^^

den haiz..
suddenly no mood..
cuz saw sumthin i dun wanna c..
suan..

den w8 dad fetch..
very long xia..
end up sleeping in bilik pengawas..
lol..
when wake up jor..
da door is wide open..
lol!!

den go bek..
tired..

Sat:
dad go johor..

den tuition..
ntg much..

Sun:
after tuition..
went yan hse..
buat pancake..
sum successful..
sum fail..
all play dao luan..
simply make..

den ntg jor..

Mon:
morning rain heavily..
end up assembly canceled..
lol..
dun wan say earlier..
when sj..
omg..
felt lik i cant breathe..
suffocating in class..
even teac ask me==!
tot i stomachache..

den ntg much..
dad haven bek..
rick come fetch me..
want eat wantanmee de..
end up no open..
so eat da same thing i ate yesterday..
LOL~

13/6 - 17/6

Mon:
bek to school..
assembly..
dis time da principal asked all teac to sit on stage..
dun let them sit else wher..
n she sit behind dem..
to observe??
perhaps..

bt dis time..
let chai kin in charge..
cuz i think is time for them to start handling..
ntg wrong~

den go class..
gt my physics paper..
yesh!
highest in class~
feel abit happy..
bt abit shocked oso..

den sj..
damn..
brought me down to zero agn..
da worst mark ever i've gt..
dunno my mood wan how..

den bm paper 2..
nt bad xia..
bt dunno paper 1..
omg..

den add math..
nt bad oso..
97..
peiyen 99 ei..
wow!

bt luckily math gt 100..
long time no gt jor ei..
everytime mistake..
luckily dis time ntg..

chemistry oso gt 80 sumthin..
satisfy la..

den bek home..
ntg much dy..

Tues:
ntg much..
teac keep reminding me how bad i gt in sj..
ISH!!!!
nid to tell every1 isit?
den bio..
marks oredi expected..
nt so high..
bt nt so low..

my english..
so low nt low..
bt honestly..
im nt satisfied at all..
...

den moral..
once agn highest..

bt then when bm..
marks very low jor..
bt managed to gt an A..

den bek home..
da climax of da day..
fly in a bowl of noodles..
i ate till half..
while watching tv..
den i saw a fly in it..
damn..
a dead 1!
==
omg..

feel lik vomiting everytime mentioned abt it..

Wed:
morning gt raptai for hari sukan..
1st time 'kawad'..
lol..
bt i fear bacaan ikrar da most..

recess damn nice..
yantong,yongwai n vijaya bday..
so every1 dere sang a song for each of them..
so sang a total of 3 times..
LOL!
suddenly..
my heart is full of admiration..

den ntg much..

Bc..
still gt A la..
bt nt so gud..

nite stomach pain..
ARGH!

Thurs:
morning stomach still aching..
so no go school..
according to doc..
food poisoning..
cause:??
maybe da fly==
bt at least minor la..
lots of med..
so full @@

once agn missed tuition..

Fri:
hari sukan..
went to skul early..
mcm very luan @@
lik haven prepare..
den bla bla bla..
start jor..
i knew dat our footsteps r nt da same..
bt i cant change..
since i dun hav an eye behind me..
haiz..
nvm..
newbie..

den ikrar..
shud i say thank god?
da mic nt working..
so NO1 can notice any mistake i made??
bt actually i did nt make any..
jux a lil bit faz..
even teac said so..

den ntg much..
walk here n dere..
scolded a lot of students xia..
stubborn lil kids..

when i came bek..
actually i was in depressed..
i still am..
i fucking hate it when im compared..
it will only show how suck i m..
cant u all jux leave me alone??
cant u jux shut ur pie hole?!!
keep criticizing me!
so??
wad u gt?
pride?
im gonna jux ignore u..
bt if u insist a reply for me..
I'll jux say SHUT THE FUCK UP!
pls gt lost la!!!
i fucking hate u all!!
will u all be dere for me when i'm in trouble??
NO!
u guys will only be dere if i did sumthin wrong..
LAUGH AT ME!
ya!
i lik dat a lot!
Use ur brain if u hav 1!

I fucking hate being compared v others..
so stop fucking compare me v dem!
i personally think i aint as fucking perfect as them!
I'm a human too!
i hav my own life..
I dont wanna act lik a wannabe..
i am myself!
so SHUT UP if u dun lik me!
nobody ask u to even bother abt me anyway!


Ish..
end up quarreling v mom..
everytime when i speak nobody bothers to listen..
when im nt in mood..
every1 starts to disturb me..
Ish..
I gt interrupted by others..
End up I'm da 1 to be blamed..

u will only figure it out when u r alone..

dat u r only by urself..

I AINT PERFECT

7/6 - 12/6

Tues:
Happy birthday to me!

Went to Bali~
1st time ever experience..
going outstation during my day~
da plane aint dat big..
bt i had a nice meal..
beef lasagna~
long time no eat jor..
den reach bali~
wow~
met our tour guide, OKA~
nice man indeed!
friendly~

den we went to a temple..
a lot of monkeys there..
very very active monkeys @@
dey lik to steal ppl things n bite it...
e.g. glasses n pen..
den mom's kipling monkey key chain oso kena pulled..
bt luckily ntg happen..
member i guess..
LOL
da view dere very nice~
da wave quite big..

den we went to a culture park..
saw a big big big statue..
actually is only part of da full sculpture..
an incomplete project..
bt is oredi so darn big..
da visnu riding on da garuda..
both oso so damn big..
i wonder hw will it be if it's complete..
bt probably nt cuz of sum financial prob..

den we had dinner dere..
buffet..
kept drinking corn soup..
dere was a band dere..
very friendly xia~

den go to our hotel..
da bellboy has a funny tone in speaking english..
kinda cute~
den ntg much..

den went out walk walk..
c da shops dere..
n buy some mineral water..
lots of hot ppl over dere..
WOW~!
many lengzai lenglui..
admire sei..
den summore gt sweet couple..
wan cry jor..

bek room..
spent whole night thanking ppl~

Wed:
morning woke up..
buffet breakfast..
den go ping pong by the pool~

den go out for our trip agn..
1st stop..
we watched a drama of da story of 'Barong'..
a mythical creature..
which looks weird..
n mom hates it a lot..
bt to me..
it's ok..
cuz i lik myths~
XD
bt 1 thing rly curious...
y r da keris dancers stabbing demselves??
weird==
n dis drama abit 18 de lo..
dose guys lik to touch da other guys private part==
necessary??

den went up a hill..
look at a volcano mountain..
dead probably..
it's kinda cool dere..
lik genting..
da scene quite nice xia~
had lunch dere~

den went to a place..
erm..
a lot of plants dere..
n dey sold coffee dere..
'luwak' coffee damn expansive..
it is said made from da poop of da luwak..
ok..
dat sounded awkward..
too bad too expansive..
no try dou..

den go buy souvenirs..
den i saw sumthin 18..
is actually key chain of male reproductive system..
kinda obscene @@

den went to a temple of holy spring..
ppl actually wash deir bodies at da spring..
lots of ppl~

den we went to a beach..
to hav dinner..
damn nice man..
we had kangkung(my fav)
grilled fish..
grilled clam, crab n prawns..
n da best thing..
garlic sauce~!

meanwhile..
we can see da sunset..
damn nice..
if i hav a gf dat time..
omg..
lol~
bek to da topic..
1st time having dinner by da beach..
oso 1st time c sunset..
+by the beach oo!

nite bek room..
guess wad..
went swimming..
at night!!!
1st time oso~
syoknya~!
quite cold xia..
play water polo v bro..
kinda funny..
2 ppl playing such hard game..
nice~!

Thurs:
morning had breakfast agn..
den pingpong==
suddenly mcm kebiasaan setiap hari..

den 1st stop of da day is a temple,,
ntg much..

2nd is oso a temple..
by da lake..
quite nice n cooling..
had a buffet dere..
many funny things happened..
dad mistaken red bean sauce as red bean soup..
end up scooping a lot..
n it sucks!
haha..
n another person from another seat mistaken coconut milk as milk..
LOL!

den we go to c monkeys..
damn lots of monkeys!
bt dey r more calm??
nt so aggressive..
den saw 2 monkeys mating!!
zd..

den we went tanah lot..
da scenery dere damn damn damn nice!!!!!
u will hav an indescribable feeling!
damn damn damn damn nice!

den went to hav dinner..
it is suppose to be chinese meal..
bt it was weird..
especially da tea..
dey added fish oil to it..
den a pair of couple came..
sat beside our table..
den dad rly 'try to make frens'..
talking to them bout da tea..
actually we saw dem for a few times while in the other place..

den finish jor..
go bek..
faz faz go to the beach..
damn nice lo..
da colour of da sky~
took damn lots of pics~

den bought kfc..
went bek..
swim agn..
AT NIGHT!
i luv backstroke..
can c da sky~
nice..

den went bek eat kfc..
KL better i guess..

Fri:
laz day..
morning go walk by the beach..
many ppl surfing..
den eat breakfast..
den pingpong agn!
haha..
every morning..
"Bali Ping"??
XD

den gt ready to go bek..
dis time bigger plane..
meal consider ok..
gt movies watch..
better gua..
1st time sit front seat..
lol!

bek hse oso quite late..
went for dinner..
den organ prac..
many new songs..
haiz..

Sat:
tuition whole day long..
tired..
heard some things dat made me feel..
...

den went dinner v grandparents..
had haircut agn..
nt much diff i guess..




hav u forgotten of wad u've promised??
honestly..
im still waiting..
bt it seems lik u dun bother anymore..
u even dun care abt my presence anymore..
r dose only words dat only cheer me up for a while??
u didn't mean it..

am i being too friendly??
i act lik i dont care..
bt actually i do..
i smile..
doesn't mean i dun mind..
some times..
u can be smart enuf to analyze which can be said..
n which shud jux keep it by urself..
in fact..
ppl will only blame u..
nt da culprit..

I DON'T DESERVE IT AT ALL

6/6

Mon:
a tiring day~
morning go temple..
saw wc's name!
haha..
wad a small world~
den go sunway pyramid..
wan watch X-men de..
bt..
too many ppl..
so plan canceled..
den i go search for the hourglass he wanted..
lol..
my bday wan buy present for other ppl..

den ntg jor..
go jusco..
watch X-men!
finally..
da ticket seller damn funny..
"wah..
sendiri tengok a?
nanti mungkin ada ahmoi di tepi oo~"
lol..
den when checking da ticket..
him agn!
haha..
so funny~

while watching..
2 hours..
so long..
i damn feel lik peeing..
bt so cigek..
kept watching..
nice lo..
din regret watching..
since i was alone..
look on the bright side..
no1 was dere asking me questions abt dis n dat..
bt 1 weird thing..
y was emma frost dere so early??
lol~
weird storyline though..
bt nice powers..

den bek home..
kinda syok cuz watched it finally^^
happy happy..

den countdown for my bday~
hehe..
a lil nice..
jux a summary abt it..

i gt 88 likes on my profile pic (which is a yay, 1st time man~)
72 wishes on facebook in 2 hours~
5 sms-es..
n 3 ppl singing to me ^^
siewwei 1st followed by xh n yan~
weehee~
at last da vid..
muz thank weii for doing it..
thanks others for helping it to be successful..
n thank me for teaching how to save?
XD

conclusion..
im quite happy..
even though some of u out dere still owe me sumthin..
all mou leong sam geh..

n sry dat i was grumbling abt all sort of things..
dat's cause i was rly rly rly in depressed..
dis n dat..
worse..
bt anyway..
i appreciate wad u did..

Thanks all da ppl who cared!

3/6 - 5/6

Fri:
morning din do anything..
nite go tuition..
sienz whole day..

Sat:
public holiday..
bt gt replacement..
hav to go tuition early in the morning..

den nite had dinner v some relatives..
celebrate the lil girl's bday oso..
lol..
she put da sugar doll into my cup of tea!
cant drink jor..
darn..
den da poor 'pikachu' dissolve in it..
'shvimmin'..

den nite mahjong..
nt quite in mood rly..

Sun:
go tuition..
langsung no mood..
+ cold dao headache oso..

den afternoon plan canceled..
ish!!!

do i hav to make it so obvious??
seriously??
if i ask..
it doesnt make any sense anymore..
isn't it obvious enuf dat da hints i gav??
do i hav to say word by word??
some promises seems 4gten..
u dun rmb it??
or isit words jux to comfort me for a while??
honestly..
from the bottom of my heart..
no1 can make me happy anymore..
da things u did..
it rly hurted me quite a lil..
a lot of questions in my heart..
bt it will nvr be answered..
i guess i'll jux hav to live...

alone..

how i hope this is the end..
a perfect ending for a start..
i guess..

31/5 - 2/6

Tues:
lumut trip day 1..
morning woke up quite early..
cant sleep agn..
ish!
holiday la..
y still wan wake up so early..
stupid brain..

den makan~
baru bertolak~
on the road..
very sien lo..
dad even went thru da wrong route..
took longer time to reach..
meanwhile..
i cari org sms..
bt hor..
batt dia tak low..
end up alone agn..
den bla bla bla..
finally reached!
yay~

relax a while..
no internet access!!!
damn it..
hav to pay for it..
fine..
since ntg much important oso..
den we can see our car from our room..
omg!!!
damn lots of monkey at our car..
make till da car window gt lots of monkey footprint!

den go walk walk..
omg..
saw a monkey while walking to the pool~
so close~
after dat go pingpong..
i played v grandpa, mom n dad..
haha..
learning how to smash..

nite dat meal rly @@
more expansive den noon de..
d prob is noon eat seafood..
nite dun hav much oso..
ish..
den da taste damn normal..
ntg special..
haiz..

Wed:
2nd day..
early early wake up den go gym..
train my muscles..
haiz..
end up aching..

den go breakfast..

den go swim~
cold dao.......
den da surface..
damn lots of dead insects n leaves..
dun feel lik moving..
den go beach v dad..
da wave damn strong..
dad fell n hit da pillar..
damn..

den go let wave hit xia..
omg..
under swimming trunks damn lot of sand dy..

den go play carrom v mom..
hit dao hands very pain..
den play pingpong agn..
hehe..
whole day damn sleepy..

Thurs:
wake up early agn..
den go walk walk..
bt stomachache..
came bek..
den go out agn..
shit!!!
stomachache agn!!!
go bek lagi den go out agn..
outside damn dark lo..

den go poolside..
read step by wicked step..
finished 2 chaps!
den swim!!
clean n hot ^^
fun~

den go home lo~

ntg much dy~~

no internet access actually quite gud..
when i on bek..
i feel abit annoyed seeing something..
bt without internet..
at lumut mcm very lonely..
luckily gt few ppl acc me..
bt my bill a~~~
how i wish sms no nid money ^^