13/6 - 17/6

Mon:
bek to school..
assembly..
dis time da principal asked all teac to sit on stage..
dun let them sit else wher..
n she sit behind dem..
to observe??
perhaps..

bt dis time..
let chai kin in charge..
cuz i think is time for them to start handling..
ntg wrong~

den go class..
gt my physics paper..
yesh!
highest in class~
feel abit happy..
bt abit shocked oso..

den sj..
damn..
brought me down to zero agn..
da worst mark ever i've gt..
dunno my mood wan how..

den bm paper 2..
nt bad xia..
bt dunno paper 1..
omg..

den add math..
nt bad oso..
97..
peiyen 99 ei..
wow!

bt luckily math gt 100..
long time no gt jor ei..
everytime mistake..
luckily dis time ntg..

chemistry oso gt 80 sumthin..
satisfy la..

den bek home..
ntg much dy..

Tues:
ntg much..
teac keep reminding me how bad i gt in sj..
ISH!!!!
nid to tell every1 isit?
den bio..
marks oredi expected..
nt so high..
bt nt so low..

my english..
so low nt low..
bt honestly..
im nt satisfied at all..
...

den moral..
once agn highest..

bt then when bm..
marks very low jor..
bt managed to gt an A..

den bek home..
da climax of da day..
fly in a bowl of noodles..
i ate till half..
while watching tv..
den i saw a fly in it..
damn..
a dead 1!
==
omg..

feel lik vomiting everytime mentioned abt it..

Wed:
morning gt raptai for hari sukan..
1st time 'kawad'..
lol..
bt i fear bacaan ikrar da most..

recess damn nice..
yantong,yongwai n vijaya bday..
so every1 dere sang a song for each of them..
so sang a total of 3 times..
LOL!
suddenly..
my heart is full of admiration..

den ntg much..

Bc..
still gt A la..
bt nt so gud..

nite stomach pain..
ARGH!

Thurs:
morning stomach still aching..
so no go school..
according to doc..
food poisoning..
cause:??
maybe da fly==
bt at least minor la..
lots of med..
so full @@

once agn missed tuition..

Fri:
hari sukan..
went to skul early..
mcm very luan @@
lik haven prepare..
den bla bla bla..
start jor..
i knew dat our footsteps r nt da same..
bt i cant change..
since i dun hav an eye behind me..
haiz..
nvm..
newbie..

den ikrar..
shud i say thank god?
da mic nt working..
so NO1 can notice any mistake i made??
bt actually i did nt make any..
jux a lil bit faz..
even teac said so..

den ntg much..
walk here n dere..
scolded a lot of students xia..
stubborn lil kids..

when i came bek..
actually i was in depressed..
i still am..
i fucking hate it when im compared..
it will only show how suck i m..
cant u all jux leave me alone??
cant u jux shut ur pie hole?!!
keep criticizing me!
so??
wad u gt?
pride?
im gonna jux ignore u..
bt if u insist a reply for me..
I'll jux say SHUT THE FUCK UP!
pls gt lost la!!!
i fucking hate u all!!
will u all be dere for me when i'm in trouble??
NO!
u guys will only be dere if i did sumthin wrong..
LAUGH AT ME!
ya!
i lik dat a lot!
Use ur brain if u hav 1!

I fucking hate being compared v others..
so stop fucking compare me v dem!
i personally think i aint as fucking perfect as them!
I'm a human too!
i hav my own life..
I dont wanna act lik a wannabe..
i am myself!
so SHUT UP if u dun lik me!
nobody ask u to even bother abt me anyway!


Ish..
end up quarreling v mom..
everytime when i speak nobody bothers to listen..
when im nt in mood..
every1 starts to disturb me..
Ish..
I gt interrupted by others..
End up I'm da 1 to be blamed..

u will only figure it out when u r alone..

dat u r only by urself..

I AINT PERFECT