school starts..

everything today is kinda ok..
ntg much happen..
yet..
bt sumthin happen..
something obscene..
dat time i was acc.ing yenji..
since laine no come..
so lik dat lo..
dunno y change sits liao..
i was sitting on yh's sit..
den dunno wad dey talking about..
all on a sudden yh unzipped his pants n show his underwear..
n den pause dere for like sometime..
showing off NOTHING!!
kidding...
den i bully yi hui lo..
take his wallet..
bt he no fun de..
so ntg much..
go back to my sit..
den chat chat chat..
den khai kee came n sat on da same chair v me..
i can see eyes looking at us..
yes U!!!
i saw u!!!
hahaz..
time flies when we r talking..
so faz end..
den we go 'tugas'
ntg much now..
since cuz dey nid take attendance..
so ntg much to do..
speaking of which..
wad i was frustrated is..
after recess..
we r suppose to get all dose students bek to class..
n den..
i go ask them go bek class..
alone..
alone vs many ppl..
den dere comes a bunch of prefects..
omg..
savior..
bt den..
all of dem jux walked away..
as if i was transparent..
or dey dunno dey r suppose to help..
it might nt be deir duty..
bt cant dey help??
r dey blind..
dats y i was kinda angry towards all da prefects..
nt all rly..
jux most of dem..
no offence..
bt now is ntg..
ill see 2molo whether all dis 'smart ppl' will help or not..

Long Time No C @ sleepover~

Long time no post le..
many things happened..
bt dun rly rmb..
bt wad i cant 4gt is..
1st time sleepover..
n is at sy's hse..
fun~~
bt sumthin was taking fun away from me..
nvm~

da progress:
tuition from 9..
den 12 go xh hse..
play cards until 2..
tuition again..
until 4..
we go buy cake..
buy le go sy's hse..

den we watch tv 1st..
+ eat..

after dat..
we play ps..
c sy's action very funny..
cannot post here.. or i kena bunuh..
wahhaa..
so..
play play play..
1 thing is..
i 1st time play de wad 'chocoo racing'..
den win le..
haha..
1st time..
still can win xh..
muahaha..
den change game..
capcom vs marvel..
sy choosed gambit..
keep winning..
den jy n xh n i took turns in playing..
after xh lose..
jy play..
nobody can win..
after jy??
xh again..
wtf..
say wad..
"dun bliv u cant win her"
hey!! is my turn la..
still sit dere like ntg..
fine~
let u lo..
w8 2nd round..
wad??!!
lose liao still dun let other ppl play??
wtf!!
who u think u r..
only u will win la..
fine..
wan snatch my place oso suan le..
still wan change game..
din even let me try to play v her..
fine..
play other den other lo..

~~skip~~

until dinner..
ate pizza..
thx to sy's mom..
THX YA!!!
full..
den we were thinking..
how about da cake..
every1 so full..
until about 10 sumthin..
watch movies..
"the omen""angel and demons""shanghai xxxx(dunno wad name le)"
y can watch so many movies at 1 nite??
bcuz dunno y da machine jux cant finish da whole cd..
watch till half den no more le..
den while watching..
jy go take out da cake le..
den celebrate lo..
even though is 1 week later..
bt i promised to celebrate v kk..

kk's kek

wishing.. i wonder wad is it..

cute~~

happy??

cutting da cake..

jux a ceremony..

guess wad??

after cutting it..

we put back into da fridge..

without even eating..

den continue watching movie..

too bad mh n cy could not come..

mh owe her a celebration..

wahaha

until midnight..

cy called jy..

dunno 4 wad??

like very secret..

den kk oso gt thing wan chat v cy..

so both went upstairs..

indeed kinda jealous..

bt dun k la..

dey will tell if dey wanna tell..

wun force..

den later..

i saw a msg from mh..

den i called her..

chat whole night..

bt da line damn terrible..

a while den no line..

ish~~

den all of a sudden..

i cried..

dunno y..

maybe jealous about dem & them..

every1 knew..

i noe dey noe..

i think dey noe i noe dey noe oso..

bt i dunno dey noe i dunno dey dunno anot..

(going klazy again@@)

den slept le..

~skip again~

2nd day..

ponteng'ed tuition..

lazy go..

kinad tired..

we cooked our breakfast..

nvr tried doing it v a bunch of frenz b4..

our breakfast!!

nt much pic anywayz..

4gt take le..

bz prepare..

so eat le..

after dat rest a while..

den walk to xh's hse..

ntg much le..

4 oclock i went back..

go cheras eat..

kinda nice..

bt expansive tho..

haiz~~

broke up again..

bt dis time seems more serious..

many ppl start to dislike him..

including me..

kinda..

i dun lik boastful ppl..

some1 who think dat he's very handsome..

yuck!!XP

i dun lik u touching her anymore..

say wad she feel happier..

all excuse..

when she was crying..

did u noe??

nvr hear her cry b4..

i'm starting gt deeper into da hole..

bt i cant do a thing..

as 4 sum1 else..

do i still mind wad u think??

care wad's ur secret??

i dunno..

jux tell when u feel lik..

u gt ur 'frenz' already..

im useless..

will wad happen later work????

result on : 11.00p.m. 28-8-09

holiday!!

it has been a while since i post a blog..
nid to wish 3 ppl here 1st..
since i hav no chance to rite blogs b4 dis..

yenji 8-8
SY 12-8
ying2 13-8
khaikee 18-8

happy birthday!!

time flies..
exam is over!!

lets hav a review on da pass few weeks..
see if i remember..
monday..
i was a lil disappointed again..
i asked cy how r we gonna celebrate kk's bday..
den??
he said no~~
oo..
so wad happen on monday..
every1 went to his hse to bake a cake..
every1 cept for me n mh..
oo..
frenz~~

wadeva la..
ntg much anywayz..
i will 'pay back' next time..
next monday..
i awaits..

dese few days kinda happy..
eeeehaaaa..
at skul keep playing like finish pmr liao~~
kekez...
play many kinds of stuff..
like:
'eraser'(primary skul game)
'da animal coordination stuff'(from da prefect camp)
(quite gud at it^^)
'police n killer'

all dese things make me feel happy..
din rly rmb wad so sad..
weeee~~~

n den wad i dun lik da most is..
i argued with a senior 2day..
da 1st time i scold a prefect..
d@mn terrible..
wan speak nicely oso cannot
wan me shout..
still say vulgar..
cry den win all la..
wadeva..
dun bother..
dun nid to depend on u..
no offense..

n den 1 more thing..
while i was bz cleaning da classroom..
pn alaza came in n asked me to help her clean her table..
of course a few more..
pity us..
bz cleaning still wan call us..
nid me den rmb my name..
den nt important jux call "pengawas, tolong cikgu..."
nid me clean den meng joe here mengjoe dere..
omg~~

still~~
wadeva..
happy day..
wish rly can go sleepover..
it will be F-U-N..
FUN!!!

12h 34min 56sec 07-08-09

many things happen like usual..
jux wanna update..
since today is kinda a special day..
din rly notice it..
until dis morning..
bt when da clock ticks to dis time..
i was stil w8ing for my teac to collect da exam papers..
so i did nt notice da time TT
once in a lifetime man~
bt at least stil in my memory..

kinda bored..
exam has come..
trail..
bt i dun hav da mood to study..
+ addicted to games..
not at dis time~~

2day chinese paper..
nt hard..
bt nt easy at all..
for me is moderate..
i noe da essay is easy..
bt i jux cant rite it..
so is easy n hard..
(confused~)
bt so coincidence..
many things dat im involve is about..
FRIENDSHIP..
books, movies or wadeva..
bt now 2day's paper..
"I wanna appreciate__________(relationship,friendship,life)"
omg..
friendship again..
maybe dis is wad da god wans to remind me..
appreciate the friendship..
friendship..
den of course..
i choose dis topic..
since i hav things to rite about..
jux afraid dat i gt da wrong contents..
den no marks TT

time has passed..
forgiveness..
ive got it..
bt trust..
did i??
it seems like dere is still a wall between us..
all of us..
i mean among me n u all..
i dunno how to say..
is it u? me? he? or she?
who is da culprit??
no idea..
bt blaming is nt da solution..
wad is??
still figuring it out..
i miss da times..
wher we r close together..
as if buddies or wad so eva..
bt rite now is different..
if i dun find u..
u won find me..
n i ask 1 question..
den u answer 1..
is kinda lik u r still feeling annoyed..
bt at least u still talk to me..
now im at da border line..
is either crossing in da safe zone..
or drop out..

n yes..
im jealous..
jealous dat u can do da things dat i cant??
who wont??
now u r havin wad i wan..
>2 weeks won <2 years..
(fyi,im using a normal tone.. not a scolding tone.. dun be mistaken)
i feel kinda confuse though..
n kinda disappointed..
cuz im not sharing wad u guys hav..
i wan to bt i cant..

as wad i can c..
some ppl r more important..
so is life fair??
maybe..
ya..
i dun hav much other things..
bt so lucky i can pass da exam nicely..
unexpectedly..
so maybe god wanna trade my result v frens..
so which is a better choice..
bt y can dey hav both..
maybe dey r granted v fren..
bt dey worked hard so dey can gt both..

WAD M I TALKIN ABOUT~
even im confuse~

rite now..
im afraid to see ppl being alone..
if is some1 dat i noe..
i will try n go c whether does he/she nids help anot..
bt i dun think dey nid me..
bt a ask can make dem feel better i guess..
as for 'some1'..
i can c dat u r very selfish..
i don quite like da way u handle stuff..
self gt tips den who oso dun tell..
den other ppl's tips u muz gt it..
from another incident..
i can oso c dat..
(speaking of which,im talking bout a gal dat doesnt c my blog,so dun misunderstand)
bt as i promised myself..
dun hate any1..
hating dem jux make myself suffer~
wad my mom say is rite..
ill rmb..


im rly jealous..
jealous jealous jealous..
bt i can do ntg bt try to make things better..
make u happier..
bt i dun think u all nid my help..
fine~
as long as im living..
i will do my best in everything..
especially in pengawas..
i will try my bez to be da penolong..
try..
i might nt gt da chance..
bt i won giv up..

as for da transfering school problem..
i can see difference between me n 'some1'..
when she said she wanna transfer..
ur 1st reaction is ask her to stay..
as for me??
ntg..
ya.. im jealous..
very very..
(bdw, how many jealous had i mention??)
bt ntg..
i will still consider dis matter..
i wan or dun wan??
i dunno yet..

as for chen hsien..
if u see my blog..
i wanna say sry..
sometimes i might hav accidentally ignore u..
bt i was kinda bz dose time..
so im sry..
i cant ask ya to stay oso..
see da matter of luck..

n as for YEN JI!!
if u see my blog..
i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA..
even though still gt 40 min until den..
bt early regards~~
present.. hm..
lets w8 n see..
muahaha..
thx for being my fren~~
rly lov ya~

speaking of which..
y m i still jealous when i c u two..
1 year n 5 months dy..
so hard to forget??
or m i jux nt happy dat i cant gt it den u can??
do i??
again..
see da matter of luck..
hope i can jux live my life..
bt i somehow feel a lil weird..
dese days b4 going anywher i oso w8 for 'her'..
dun tell me..is...
omg..
impossible..

conclusion: CHI WING!! IF U C DIS!! IM STILL W8ING FOR UR ANSWER!!

muahaha~ take kz~
especially Carmen..
dun gt sick during exam day.. drink more water..
bt i dun think u can c dis oso~
jux take k~

Disappointed??

I hav no idea wad m i thinkin now..

wad is my emotion..

jealous+happy+sad+confuse+sad+sad

y??

all on a sudden..

u hate me again..

u said i changed..

my attitude is different b4 n after he 4giv me..

bt after few hours later he 4giv me..

den u say it..

how can i change so faz??

if i'm using u..

i won go n ask u y r u sad anymore..

u think is fun ar?

im nt dat free oso..

so y bother 'some1' dat i wan to use??

so if im using u..

y shud i bother??

u happy or sad..

nt my business..

bt y i care??

bcuz in my heart..

u r my fren..

even though u dun nid it..

since u achieve ur aim already..





2years of frenship dont even stand v

a friendship of 2 weeks..

jux kinda down..

bt i cant do a thing..

is ur choice..

haiz~~



2day..

'u' din come..

thought we can talk again..

unfortunately..

u din come..

fine..

heard u had a party laz nite..

muz b fun~

maybe dats y u din come..



now..

i rly do feel da jealousy..

more n more infecting me..

im controlling myself..

not to blame any1 for wad's making me sad..

bt can i??

from wad happen 2day..

i noe..

i dont belong to 'da gang' anymore..



i promised myself 2 be a cheerful guy..

dont gib pressure to u anymore..

bt can i??

frenz r used to be shared

bt..

can i??

im telling myself..

i can..

bt..

can he??



saying dat i stole his everything..

did i??

or shud i say did he??



probably no1 understand wad im riting..

cuz im keeping it in my heart..

jux rite some main points..

bt no1 will understand..

only i do..

if u do..

den we're soulmates~~

XD



jux..

wish dat i can fit in 2 'da gang' again..

so r other gangs..

i wanna live lik laz time..

hope dat we can go back in time..

i will definaely prevent dis from happening..

HAPPY!!

A week over again..
bt 2day im happy..
i'll say at da end of da post..

Thursday..
went to da 'bengkel kemahiran menjawab sejarah"
at memorial tunku abdul rahman..
woo~~
went dere in vijaya's car..
see tho n kylie went dere with teacher's..
a funny thing is..
teacher dun rly noe da way..
so vijaya's dad volunteered to bring us dere..
den at a traffic..
we lost contact..
end up we went to tugu negara..
becuz her father thought we r going to da tugu..
so we thought dey r da 1 who r lost..
unexpectedly..
dey called..
n said dey've reached..
den her father dun rly noe da way to da memorial..
so they stop at da roadside..
vijaya went down n asked..
she din close da door properly..
den her father went down oso..
den i was alone in da car..
unlocked..
den i felt weird..
alone in da car..
unlocked..
felt dangerous..
bt da door is nt closed properly..
so i cant lock..
den after sometime..
we finally reach..
nt late yet..
bt even though we were lost..
bt i had da chance to c da "TUGU NEGARA"..
din think is so big tho..

den we reached..
w8ed at da auditorium..
after da 1st seminar..
break~
after eating..
go hav some pics..

looks nice like a mansionno idea wad to say

Later..
on da 2nd break..
go to da pameran..
took many pics..
bt here r a few which i liked..

Da long sword.. u noe who n u noe wad..

key to seoul.. nice design!!

i love da tree thing dere.. looks familiar

cool chess game.. snakes n ladder(merdeka version)

took a pic in da toilet.. vain~

actually it was kinda bored dere..
as wad da lecturer said..
a movie..
1 hour..
45 minutes r da advertisment..
only 15 minutes r da real points..
wad i think is da most interesting is..
da lady lecturer..
she said dat most ppl study..
use a song change da lyrics..
den she said her son or daughther..
sang 'that's not my name'
den she jumped n sang dat particular sentence..
again n again..
very funny..
weird~~
den finally over...
went bek skull..
ntg much happen tho..
w8ed..
den bek..

2 weeks..
nvr talk face to face..
bt wad i was happy about is..
u finally forgive me!!
yay~
even though is in msn..
still haven talk in real life yet..
bt oredi happy..
now dere is 1 more problem..
i dunno how to face u..
i dun rly hav a topic to talk v u now..
2 weeks!!
2 weeks!!
2 weeks!!
now everything is over..
bt..
"luka dah hilang, parut tetap tinggal"
i noe sure gt a lil barrier between us..
hope i can 'spoil' dis barrier..
muahaha!!
hope monday we can talk again like laz time..

n for jy..
seem dat u r quite sad or angry dese days..
bt u still dun wanna tell me..
i dun mind..
bt hope dat im not da 1 who makes u angry..
if i did..
im sry..

n to dose ppl who r outdere..
if u r still worried about me..
dun worry..
im ok..
n dose with problems..
i dun mind listening to ur problems..
i may seem like everything is only me..
me me me..
is jux becuz i wanna find a topic dat we can chat..
since sometimes im bored..
den i wanna chat..
so i used my problems as our chat topics..
jux wanna say..
"jux call my name n i'll be there"
i'll listen whenever u need..
unless im rly rly bz la..
den im sry..
kekez^^

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

something more made me happier..
bt is a secret..
cannot say in blog..
since blog is da start of a rumor..
so i'll jux keep in heart ^^
if u ask me..
i might answer tho~~
kekez~

P.S. i've learn my lesson..
i'll appreciate all my frens..
nvr hate any1 anymore..
pls..
jux say things straight if gt any problem about me..
i might be mad..
bt i'll accept..
no hard feelings^^
take k~