Disappointed??

I hav no idea wad m i thinkin now..

wad is my emotion..

jealous+happy+sad+confuse+sad+sad

y??

all on a sudden..

u hate me again..

u said i changed..

my attitude is different b4 n after he 4giv me..

bt after few hours later he 4giv me..

den u say it..

how can i change so faz??

if i'm using u..

i won go n ask u y r u sad anymore..

u think is fun ar?

im nt dat free oso..

so y bother 'some1' dat i wan to use??

so if im using u..

y shud i bother??

u happy or sad..

nt my business..

bt y i care??

bcuz in my heart..

u r my fren..

even though u dun nid it..

since u achieve ur aim already..





2years of frenship dont even stand v

a friendship of 2 weeks..

jux kinda down..

bt i cant do a thing..

is ur choice..

haiz~~



2day..

'u' din come..

thought we can talk again..

unfortunately..

u din come..

fine..

heard u had a party laz nite..

muz b fun~

maybe dats y u din come..



now..

i rly do feel da jealousy..

more n more infecting me..

im controlling myself..

not to blame any1 for wad's making me sad..

bt can i??

from wad happen 2day..

i noe..

i dont belong to 'da gang' anymore..



i promised myself 2 be a cheerful guy..

dont gib pressure to u anymore..

bt can i??

frenz r used to be shared

bt..

can i??

im telling myself..

i can..

bt..

can he??



saying dat i stole his everything..

did i??

or shud i say did he??



probably no1 understand wad im riting..

cuz im keeping it in my heart..

jux rite some main points..

bt no1 will understand..

only i do..

if u do..

den we're soulmates~~

XD



jux..

wish dat i can fit in 2 'da gang' again..

so r other gangs..

i wanna live lik laz time..

hope dat we can go back in time..

i will definaely prevent dis from happening..