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dis few weeks r tough..
very hard..

laz friday we had prefects meeting..
now is official..
da thing dat many ppl awaits happen..
suan le ba..
only ppl who understand me noe wad im talking about..
it happened jux as i imagined..

den monday n tuesday..
i dun rmb anything happened..

wednesday..
dis is hard..
i hate it..
i started school happily..
actually not..
after choosing da clubs..
nt rly in mood dy..
den??
Mrs Lee wanted some1 to help her out..
so ying xin saw me coincidently at da bilik guru..
so i went to help..
teac wanted da name list of da top students..
she suggested dat i can either find teac or go class by class ask..
dis is nt da bad part..
so i started my 'journey'..
went up n down of da block..
finding "a teacher"..
den i tried to go to da canteen..
YES!! found her..
bt Pn pauline wanted me to help her with sumthin..
so i went up again..
talked to a guy..
run back down..
went to da canteen..
luckily pn pauline still noe wad to do..
she help me tell 'da teac'..

so 'da teac' came out holding her plates..
i said dat i nid da name list..
den she said she giv it later..
so i said i nid it now..
den she show me da 'im a teacher,listen to me' look..
she wan to put back her stuff 1st..
WT*!!
im working for dis school..
sacrificed my time jux to do ntg dat benefits me..
now i still hav to fake my smile in front of u?!!
so wad if u r a teacher..
manners much?!!!
i might be wrong..
bt logic la!!
"NOW" doesn't mean literally now at the spot..
i mean dat i wan da thing ASAP..
how would i noe wad u still wan to do..
Mrs lee wans it urgently..
n u still slow slow..
OMG!!
spoil my mood for whole day..
yes..
i cried..
bt nobody cares..
perhaps nobody saw it..
yea..
im dat kind of person..
if i gt scolded..
i will cry easily..
bt i try to resist myself from crying..
bt i da lab..
i cried..
so coincidently..
sumthin happened to Annie..
so every1 focus on her..

speaking of which..
dat time was kinda unforgettable..
sumhow..
sumthin is wrong..
annie felt sick..
den using a chair..
3 guys carried it down..
me as a backup..
carry her to da bilik guru..
nt long after..
her mom came..
den again..
carry her down to da car..
dis time gt 1 person is nt dere..
so i carried..
feel kinda dangerous for her..
den reach d car..
carry her in..
when every1 is in serious mood..
suddenly..
1 teacher spoiled da car door..
da handle is spoilt..
den every1 try nt to laugh..
until da car is gone..
indeed it is hilarious..
den 2nd day annie is back..
lucky ntg bad happen..

den thursday..
ntg much happen...
jux choose unit beruniform..
den stomch ache..
n HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my mom..
ate steamboat at desapark city..
dis may be da reason dat im having stomach ache on FRIDAY..
whole day nt feeling well..
dun feel lik going to school bt went..
den many ppl found me..
bt i rly no mood smile to them..
sry..
dun misunderstand anything..

haiz..
frenz..
i rly dunno wad to say abt it..
nt once bt twice..
2 times u guys abandon me to another group..
da 1st time u guys din even tell me which club u guys r choosing..
so i go n campur with yu zhen dem..
go SPBT..
den da 2nd time..
dis time at least gt tell me..
bt so how??
u guys go so early..
din even book a place for me..
until i reach dere oredi full..
ya dis is wad ppl call frens..
den again..
join yu zhen dem go le catur..
actually being with them is happier than being with my 'fren'..
a lil..

den lastly..
i rly dunno y..
keep feeling dat many ppl dislike me..
especially da form 5's..
i hav no idea wad i did..
bt sry if i did sumthin wrong..

n to sum ppl..
i dunno how to say dis..
hating sum1 is nt easy..
da only 1 who will suffer is me..
so i've decided since is a new year..
y don i giv it a new try..
put down everything bad..
go it a new try..
it might be better..
yea..
i might lost..
bt i won lose my dignity..
i will work hard for my future..
i nid to become mature..
no more childish thinking..
is L-A-M-E , LAME!!!