26/7 - 31/7

Tues:
usual..

Wed:
2day pj..
bt no chance play..
cuz nid help pengawas thingy..
even im nt in charge..
bt is nt gud to let others do everything n i go play rite??

xue hai de laz page is lady gaga..
luv-ed it..
HAIR..
not many ppl heard dat song..
dat's y i luv it..
i hate songs dat lots of ppl like..
i hate wannabes..

Thurs:
another usual day..
bt dis is nt quite usual..
cuz 2day i released a lot of temper..
scolded lots of ppl..
some innocent 1 too..

seriously..
i tried speaking nicely..
trying to motivate..
bt i dun c it working..
to u im jux singing?
y cant u do things better?
all da juniors were dere n u left..
u din even bother to help them..
da 2nd time of my life i've scolded u..
u think i lik it?
u noe how much it hurts inside me??
u think i lik to scold ppl so much?
since talking to u wun work..
da only way i to scold u..
lik it worked laz time..

n some other ppl who was scolded by me..
pls..
when i say stop..
pls stop..
i mean it..
i will not hold back once i cant take it anymore..

n other..
pls dun annoy me when im angry..

n sum other more..
sry..
i was moody by then..

Fri:
dis is quite an interesting day..
a day full of..
weirdness==

morning rain heavily..
susahnya..
plan terpaksa batal..
haiz..
wasted..

den ntg much..
noisy ppl==!

so go bek class..
ntg much..
head abit mcm dizzy..
wan sleep bt cant..

so ntg much..
bt for once..
stomachache..
feeling hungry?
guess so..

recess buy sumthin to eat..

useless..
after recess..
still pain..

tahan..
after school den go bilik pengawas sleep 1st..
rly pain..
m i hungry??
bt nid w8 till 1..
cuz promised ppl..
so went out abt dat time..
dey rly came..
so faz faz go eat..
while eating..
i treat dem sum drinks only ma..
nid so bu shuang spill who glass on table anot oo XD
rly zd lo..
den when eating..
my stomach still aches..
jux finiz da noodles la..
others dun wan eat jor..
kinda unusual..

go bek..
listen to ppl sing with dem..
den suddenly nt feeling well..
end up go vomit==!
after dat start dizzy..
bek home worse..
headache..
end up sleep whole day..

Sat:
ntg much..
dare nt go out..
cuz stomach nt well..
can blow anytime..
evil..

den da urge starts to come agn..
i cant take it no more..
i noe my plan will be ruined once i did it..
bt i hav to..
or else i cant calm my heart from da urge..

Sun:
as predicted..
failed..
look on the bright side?
i dun und..
i dun und everything..

yes im jealous..
im jealous of everything..
y cant i hav wad every1 has..
ppl gt to be together v da 1 dey love..
ppl gt to share deir problems with others..
bt..
wher is my sum1..

when she's in depressed..
every1 asked..
every1 cared..
every1 tried to show concern..
bt when is my turn..
where r da every1?
who is dere to listen..?
to comfort??
all i gt is ignorance..
da kind dat makes u dun wanna speak anymore..
da kind dat makes u to choose to be silent..
all i can say is..
r u dere?
i rly hope for sum1 i can actually talk to..
bt i guess dere r alot of things dat r more important than a person lik me..

agn..
i tot u will be 'da 1'..
once agn im wrong..
y do u hav to care so much till u make me touched??
i was rly touched..
it may nt be concrete..
bt i noe u were working hard on it..
bt then..
i realise..
it was thought agn...
my imaginary 1..

ppl will only appreciate once dey lost sumthin...
as for me??
will ppl rmb my presence?
if im lost??
wad will ppl do?
will ppl care?
or it doesnt bug them at all?
i guess i oredi noe d ans..