4/7 - 9/7

Mon:
monday holiday..
conclusion..
did nothing..

tetris battle agn..
lol..
higher rank agn..
long time no play jor..

Tues:
ntg to do..
bored..
after tuition..
dat 2 sozai rly come out c me bo..
lol~

2day took lots of pic of F4..
den make da undi paper..
abit funny xia..

Wed:
2day heard gt ceramah..
so many ppl end up din come..
pj..
4gt bring pj shirt..
suan..

den ntg much..
after recess gt ceramah..
bt end up din attend..
cuz handle sum things..

Thurs:
2day school ntg much..
bm, math, addmath no teac..
whole day only moral n english..

den after school gt ping pong..
dis time nicer..
cuz every1 take turns after 1 ball..
kinda funny..

bt at nite..
starts to feel..
LONELY..

tears start to fall..

agn..

Fri:
2day is a moody day..
whole day kira tak da mood..
den gt 1 period teac nt teaching..
so sleep lo..
den da stupid table gt dry silver paint..
even dry jor..
my hand oso stuck on it..
pull out jor hands pain pain..
even sum paint still stick on my hands..
wad r dose actually==
den ntg much..
sienz..
after school..

stayed bek 2 c da chinese competition..
bt no1 wanna eat..
so i went out alone..
eat alone..
bt end up..
cheeyong n his sis came..
n acc me..
thx..
at least it wont look weird being alone..

den go bek watch da competition..
some rly can sing..
bt end up nt chosen..
some..
no idea..

den wan go bek jor..
dad haven come..
so w8 in bilik pengawas lo..
bully wilson==!
den dat shunquan hamlou!
attack me still say i poke him==!
den sit on my lap n hug me..
treat me lik a tree==!
luckily he's nt heavy..

den dey went tugas..
being alone agn..
start to think of lots of thing..

suddenly..
irise came in..
n brought 2 ppl in..
i tot wad..
cuz din prepare photo for da biodata..
nvm la..
bagi amaran saja la..
+ moody dat time..
so hav da 'serious' mood..
nt joking==

den go home..
nite..
go for tuition..
den organ..
still moody all da way thru..

Sat:
go tuition..
den follow yan go KTM..
prepare go sookfen hse gib surprise..

after finishing da cake..
walk to jusco..
abit far..
1 group walk very fast..
my group in middle..
talking..
waihong rly yamlou==!
1 group walk very slow==

den reach jor..
cant decide wad to eat..
go up cinema c xia..
den decide go eat pizza..
lol..
den from dere walk to pizza hut agn..
2day rly marathon lo==!
den reach dere..
eat 1 set n lasagna v siuhou, xh n yan..
oomg..
i ngam ngam gt enuf of money to pay@@
thank god..
bt all cuz school took my 21..
n hsien haven return my money @@
bt luckily i had enuf..
den went bek..

I'm abit jealous..
diff ppl gt diff things..
as for mine..
i noe a few cared..
n worked hard..

bt as for the others..
i dunno y..
i actually bliv-ed..
da lies u said..
u nvr rly cared abt my presence..
i was naive..
bliv-ing dat u wud be dere..
when i nid..
bt sumhw i realized..
u dun care..

all of dose r jux excuses..
if is for others..
i dun think u will fail in preparing anything..

thx..
for making me happy once..
even though dey will only be present in my imaginations..
bt at least u told me a white lie..
giving me hope for once..
even though u crushed it in the end..

it rly hurts..
u noe??
where u can tell no1 abt it..
n even u can tell them..
dey wun care abt it..

hello out there..
do u hear me??
=X