19/1 - 30/1 @ CNY

Thurs:
So tired..
bt yet..
have to go learn driving..
dis time learn parking..
quite nice..
dis time even d bukit oso quite okay..
hope i can master it..

Fri:
2dy kkm come fetch me balik sekolah..
meet pn lee~
saw lots of ppl..
chat v dem~

haha~ playing v my phone la!

after dat go makan dgn pn lee~
quite nice..

Sat:
dis is consider a fine day..
cuz a lot of gud things happened 2day..
well..
at least dat make me happy..
I felt appreciated??

Sun:
reunion dinner..
went bek to grandma's hse for dinner..
naice~
den gamble a lil~
same lik every year la~
bt dis time 1st time see my grandpa d childish side..
rly funny..

bt then now only i notice my angpau last year oso haven open @@!

Mon:
1st day of CNY!
as usual went bek to dad's bro's hse..
den kfc for lunch..
rly tradition dy..

den go bek 2 d hse..
c mom play rami v dem..

well..
2dy is d day where it starts to turn bad..
n it's d 1st day of cny!
how can such things happen??!
disappointed..

Tues:
2nd day of CNY..
went to dad's boss house..
dis time gt mee siam!
long time dun hav jor..
nice~
den played a lil..

den after dat go grandma see agn to visit..
this year no c dou my 'biu kao fu'~
lol!

Wed:
3rd day..
ntg much in the morning..
jux at nite..
went to grandaunt's hse 4 dinner..

Thurs:
went paparich v siawwei, yan, weii n nikki..
makan makan..
den go rami!
lol~
after dat blackjack sedikit..
luckily i managed to gt bek my modal..
den makan korean food..
nt rly lik it @@!
n it's so expensive!!!
grrrr...
nvm la~
on the way bek rly wow @@!
d tire stuck into a hole..
d car cant move..
very panic xia..
bt siawwei rly pro..
very calm @@!
n a passerby oso very kind..
purposely came here to help~
wow..

den went dpc for few minutes..
den pigi kepong minum Chatime @@!
1st time minum by myself..

Fri:
a very funny thing..
woke up by yan..
telling me she sms weii our plan to celebrate her bday==!
wow..
dis is epic..
she was suppose to send to me..
bt yet..
she sent it to weii..
damn funny la...
den keep think of excuse to make her bliv we were doing ntg..
n we succeeded!

ard 11 sumthin..
we went dere prepare 1st..

den 12 sumthin jor..
we walk into her hse which wasn't locked..
SHOCKED!!
haha
1st time doing such things..

well..
come to think of it..
I've nvr rly got anything for my bday last year..
well..
truly im abit disappointed..
bt dere's no1 to be blamed..
cuz no1 rly bother to noe how i feel abt it..
well..
rly hope for sumthin..
bt i guess i shudn't hav any hopes anymore..
SOME ppl nvr care..

anyway..
Happy Birthday!!

d presents

siawwei's bro~ so cute!

preparing~

wishing~

blow candle~
cutting d cake

100% SURPRISE~

bt sumthin terrible happened..
b4 i sleep..
only i noticed i left my hp in sw's car..
omg..
how can i be so clumsy??!!!

whole night try to find way to contact her...
bt then, i still dun hav any mood to sleep..
i feel insecure..
even though i noe no1 will find me..
bt still..
i'm still afraid..
in the end..
i watched tv till midnight..

Sat:
morning sw came to pass d hp to me..
rly thank her la~
so mafan de me..
@@

once i gt my phone..
i on it..
check whether gt any msg..
which is impossible..
den...
d 1st thing i do is deleting d contact..
i suddenly feel very..
i hope i can jux delete it so dat i will nvr think abt it anymore..
bt i dun think dat works at all..

morning..
went to uncle's hse..
ate some quite nice d food..
den gamble agn..
2dy rly zzz la~~`

den nite went to primary school gathering..
wow..
many tall ppl..
dey say im still so quiet..
well maybe it's bcuz u r nt listening when im talking??
sad~
fine la..
kinda happy meet u guys..

d girls~

d guys~

Sun:
went to another uncle's hse..
every year i lik to go..
cuz d fried chicken dere rly nice..
den can gamble..
2dy d luck quite good de..

den ntg much..

night go mh hse..
gamble agn~
luck consider nt quite gud..
bt at least can win a lil la..
bt let me gain 1 new knowledge..
abt sum1..
i''ve known sumthin dat i nvr rly knew..
wad kind of person u rly r..

Mon:
2dy..
rly..
disappointing??
whole day consider at home..
bt at night..
i rly..
zzz..

home alone..
so find some ppl to chat..
a brother which din chat much for quite some time..
in the end..
our conver ended with a quarrel..
I've changed??
or you've changed??
well..
this is out of wad i expected when i find u to chat..
d things you said..
makes me feel dat i hav ntg different compared to another ordinary fren..
or maybe jux acquaitance..
do u think i will rly blame u??

indeed i thought b4 y aren't I invited..
bt then..
I knew even if i were..
I wasn't rly close v dem..
so jux played a fool v u..
n dat was OBVIOUS!

bt..
u jux treat me lik any other ordinary ppl..
after so much..
im still ntg to u??!

d things u said were lik knives..
stabbing into my heart..

Perhaps I've rly change..
to sum1 dat u dun rly understand anymore..
You've changed too..
But I'm not going to figure it out how u changed..
cuz..
d more i care..
d more annoyed u will be..

Honestly...
no point calling me ur bro ur son ur father..
or wad so eva..
when u r treating me lik any other ordinary fren..
or even worse..

mybe i rly nid to 'get a life'..
stop annoying ppl..
n interact v ppl my own age..