FRUSTRATED!!

many problems now..
problems..
problems..

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2day is bored..
bt friday is my day..
i love friday..
ntg much..
den pj period..
xh go n play ball le..
den i saw sy alone..
go sit v her
at 1st chattin about sn..
den later all on da sudden yh say wan play rubber..
i was lik.. huh??
nvm..
den dey came n played a while..
den playing till half dun feel lik playing le..
dey kept on playing..
den suddenly seng hoe said..
"y wan play here"
cuz i wasnt playing anymore..
den dey moved..
i sat dere alone v her again..
chat about kuantan and lumut..
kinda happy chatin..
den xh came bek..
he looks angry untill recess..
i noe he dun lik it..
since laz nite i admit to him i still lik her..
den..
i tried nt to talk to her again..
bt after recess everything bek to normal..
chat again..
after school go out eat 2geda oso..
since da kursus oso..
after dat still chat about movies..
nice~~

2day oso very fish..
we 10 go down rehat..
den suddenly sook fen come..
say we r suppose to rehat on 10.15 becuz today is friday..
den go bek class..
kamalia is in dere already..
haha..
bt din ask wher we go..
maybe bcuz we r prefects..
so she dun k..
kakaz..

den pengawas..
problems..
many many problems..
y??
do i look like da penolong..
every1 oso say..
i hav ntg much different v others..
same lik no jawatan..
only more strict...
u think i wan it dat way??
dey all wad oso din tell me..
spotcheck din tell me..
after school nid tugas din tell me..
only announced dy den i noe..
ppl ask me i oso cant answer..
do i look lik da head assistant??
wad oso dunno..
im nt even appreciate..
all oso she do..
u think i dun wan do??
everything oso dunno do wad??
find every1 oso no find me..
FRUSTRATED!!!

fate..
i noe 1 day..
i will change..
i noe it..
every1 does..
im jux not da material..

!!do according to fate la!!