no topic~~

haiz..
ntg to say..
1stly..
i wanna scold myself for being honest..
y??
b4 holiday..
i noticed dat i gt 75 on my geo..
damn happy..
den i notice dere were some wrong calculations..
struggling between telling or not telling da teacher..
bt i decided to be honest..
even though ppl
from 75 to 73..
damn sad..
den nvm..
is fate dat i cant gt A..

bt den..
yesterday..
when teac was discussing..
notice dat 1 question was marked wrong..
omg..
i was supposed to be right..
teac marked it wrong..
from my observations..
i think teacher asked other ppl to mark da papers..
omg..
i was suppose to be 75..
A!!!
bt y shud i b honest??
b honest made my marks B..
now marks wrong again oso cannot change..
y honest??
if i was not honest..
i can still be A..
n i deserve to be gt A..

ARGH!!!

ish~~

nvm..
den 2day..
had a small meeting..
v kai lin n ying xin..
wad dey said is kinda rite..
sook fen was a lil too over 'the line'..
bt i was still below 'da line'..
means im nt doing enuf..
argh..
sometimes is nt dat i dun wan..
jux feel lik being da penolong doesnt make any difference..
is jux dat i dun hav a particular area for me to tugas..
i can go anywher..
so??
feel lik im still a follower..
rmb dat spotcheck..
da 1st person dey found was xh..
nt me..
wad??
being da 'head' bt i dun even noe wad's happening..
...
ish..
i noe sure gt ppl hate me de..
bt wad can i do..
i din respect u all..
or shud i say u all din respect me..
everytime i oso say nicely..
u guys r da 1 who wan me to scold..
i spoke nicely..
bt no~~
u guys wan to scold bek..
fine la..
wan scold me den of course i scold bek la..
stand dere let u scold ar??

ish~~
respect u all still wan do dis..
no mercy next time..

FRUSTRATED!!