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Tues:
dis morning stomach ache..
bt better in the end..

den..
raining..
everything is chaotic..
den went bek to class..
prepare exam..
last spm subject for me..
bc..
da paper is indeed difficult..

finally finiz..
actually m very excited..
cuz..
2day is a special day for me..
can oso consider as a 3rd year anniversary..
i noe exam ends at thurs..
bt i decided to make my move today..

i rly tot everything will be jux fine..
for once..
i rly tot dat i hav da chance..
bt in the end..
everything is da same..
everything was jux a dream..
totally different v da reality..
in the end..
im still a loser..
guess dat dis is my fate..
maybe is oredi a norm for dis to happen..
bt y r tears still coming out of my eyes..
y cant i stop..

i rly dunno wad to do..
everything is meant to be??

rite now..
i rly dunno who i can talk to..
i rly nid sum1..
bt..
i dunno wad can i do..
perhaps..
i'll jux tell myself..

"happy anniversary to me"

jux smile wherever u go..
no1 hav to noe wad u truly feel....