15/3 - 23/3

Tues:
ntg much rly..
jux trying to cheer up..

Wed :
holiday..
rly ntg to do..
all in my mind is jux thinking bout us..
im afraid dat it will happen agn..

Thurs:
trying my best to let go..
forcing laughter faking smiles..

so happen..
17th of march..
da western countries r celebrating St. Patrick's day..
so coincidentally im wearing green dat day!
omg..
wad a coincidence@@

dat night..
cant sleep..
keep listening to the radio..
heard a few nice songs..

Fri:
Whole night din sleep..
watched movie..
"buried alive"..
quite nice..
very chi gek..

den mom wake up..
ask her send me to jusco..
to buy a mechanical pencil for hsien..
since his spoiled..
den buy 1 for me as well..
since mine oso spoiled..
bt long time no change..
maybe is a sign??
a spoiled mechanical pencil will only waste pencil lead..
y dun i change 1??
after using so long..
it wont be gud agn..
i shud jux put dis down..
n take another 1 to cont writing..
Just an inspiration..
den saw koon n hou at Jusco..

den go yan hse..
do pembentangan de things..
very tired..
cuz 24 hours+ no sleep..

den bek home..
had dinner..
oso dunno wad i ate..
cuz too tired..
bek home str8 sleep till morning 9..

Sat:
seifo..
how oo..
no time jor..
i haven finiz hsien de vid ei..
den go genting==
lagi no time..
ate breakfast around 12..
quite nice^^
sumthin new~

den go 1st world..
w8 till check in..
once check in..
i sit aside n start finiz-ing da vid..
den suddenly dey say wan go down..
haiz..
hw i finiz da vid lik dat oo..

den dey say wan play snooker..
nt interested yet..
+ puiyen wan shopping..
den acc her lo..
den she rly shop de lo==
so i go walk alone..
c gt wad buy..
c c xia..
go bek room do vid..
finally
den dey say wan dinner..
den i haven finiz..
ask dem lie say i nt feeling well..
den some rly bliv..
den dey fini eating..
i jux starve lo==
den bla bla bla..
end up i m alone..
walking outside da building in da middle of da night..
is rly relaxing to do dat..
calm myself..
let my emotions out..

den decided to hav my dinner around 10..
my 2nd meal of da day..
after dinner..
went for a walk agn..
suddenly..
i felt lost..
it was very misty..
i cant c wher i m going..
n i cant c wher i came from..

den walk walk xia..
nearly kena langgar by a car..
phew..
den suddenly walk dou to pasar malam..
bought a few things..
den go bek fast..
cuz raining..

den ntg much..
do my hw when dey hav supper..
den w8 12..
let hsien c da vid..
many unexpected pics n vid..

den sleeping time..
kinda made my mood down..
when i do my sacrifices..
does any1 appreciate??

Sun:
morning wake up..
c dou less jor 2 ppl..
@@
den prepare go out..
went to hav breakfast..
McD..

den went bek room..
da 3 ppl came..
celebrate bday together..
den ntg much..
went for bowling agn..
laz nite gt dou 67,76..
2day gt dou..
67, 75!
y i care??
cuz my bday no.@@
lol~

den go snooker..
dunno y so no form..
laz time very good de le..
nvm..
den many simply push oso can in oo!
nice~

den cuz of sumthin..
once agn run up n down..
here n dere..
end up..
dis running all useless..
rly F de==
i only blame on da cause of dis stupid things==
think carefully b4 giving orders la..
wan prepare for sumthin else still wan waste time==
ish!!!

den haiz..
finally can rest..
go walk walk..
den went dou outside..
saw sum1 intends to suicide..
wow..
better nt watch..
bt end up saved..

den wan go bek room..
ish!!!
said jor wan go out call me..
bt din==
now hav to run here n dere agn..
thx puiyen for acc-ing me..
2 solou sopo walking so fast from here to dere..
n to here agn..
den go bek room..
now rly pissed me off..
all i wanted was a lil request..
wad i get??
i've nvr scolded things lik dis to a fren..
bt u rly pissed me off..

all i've did..
do u appreciate it??
do u show respect to me??
all u always do is taking things for granted..
hav u ever cared abt my feelings??
i ignore ppl for reasons..
is jux dat whether u noe it anot..
i wun talk abt it..
I SAW YOUR TRUE COLOURS..

Mon:
rly lol..
1st day of school..
kena compared to reptiles..
dat disaster lady rly...
lol!

den ntg much...
physics teac very funny lo..
sj..
do pembentangan..
den bm do oral..
relax jor~
den chemistry..

bek home..
den only noe a breaking news..
cik tan transferring to Chong Hwa..
haiz..
rly sad to hear dat..

Tues:
ntg much..

after school gt sn n math..
rly zd..
do crossword..
bt sumhw kinda fun~
den tuition..

Wed:
morning stomach ache..
den ntg much.
help v da SPM result..
all i can say is..
wad makes you think u hav da Qualification to do dat..
i haven even make noise yet..
so shut up!
dun ask me abt it..

saw some results..

den till BC period..
haiz..
rly sad lo..
nearly wanna cry tim..
especially when greeting goodbye.
luckily can stand it..
bt i cant say a word..
rly dunno friday will how..

haiz..
den bio..
do exp..
rly fail..
no1 success==!

den i gt bek my BC paper..
lol!
83!!!
kinda unexpected..
my BC so weak win jor many ppl..^^
+ teac comment on other ppl's paper..
ask dem c mine..
lol~
kinda satisfy..

rite now..
jux hope dat things will go well...
Pray...