17/1 - 18/1

Mon :
went skul..
haiz..
nt feeling quite well oso..
weird.
den let waihong go ikrar..
rly rly rly omg..
kesetiaan kepada raja HAHA!
laugh suddenly==
den stop too much jor..
scare dou me==
luckily sook fen later take bek in charge..
haiz..

den ntg much..
went out da skul v mrs lee 2 catch a student ponteng..
den ntg much..
walk here n dere..
a lil bz..
den went bek class..
teac no come..
den w8 pj..
go dewan talk..
~~~~
until recess..

den bek class..
erm..
bm teac say me f5 jor bcame notty..
zd.....
bt 2day rly rly high la..

den add math n math~
woo..
my brain..
filled with no..
luckily teac only come 1 period..
den da 2nd 1 let us go bek!
yesh!!
den go bilik talk v dem..
den send yan bek home..
hav lunch..
den bek home..

den ntg much..
whole day very happy..
played ddt..
suddenly kena invite to pogu normal..
play lo..
finiz jor..
say i wan 核爆..
den a girl say giv me..
woo..
my lucky day~
haha..
den boon seng oso come ask..
y all suddenly wan giv me dis a??
haha!

2day rly rly high..
a lil crazy jor..
feel happy everywher..

Tues:
今天感到很无助··
我的声音发不出来···
早上的时候··
我想叫人帮我做东西··
却没有人听见··
说了很多次···
却没有人给我任何反应！！
真的开始崩溃了···
到bilik pengawas 里躲一下··
去到前还有人问我问题···
我尝试回答···
却力不从心··
结果真的控制不了自己···
发了脾气··
撞了那门··

眼泪既然想掉落了··
可是我却阻止了··
心里真的很痛··
有口难言···
深深体会到···

也许对你们来说···
是个笑话···
可是我心里的感受···
又有谁知道···