22/1 - 28/1

Sat :
morning went to skul..
gt replacement..
kinda tired..
den do addmath whole morning..
learn by myself since absent on da previous week..
den after recess went to dewan for some activity..
lol...

den go hav food..
n went to tuition..
in uniform==
wearing lens..
den teac say no bring glasses can c anot..
lol..

den jux tuition..
nite go rawang hav dinner..
v grandparents..
den hav haircut..
finally can bath..
whole day jor..
very tired..
den play a while mahjong..

Sun :
morning go tuition..
den ntg much..
until night..
go rawang agn..
for reunion dinner with dad's relative..
loooong time only c once..
nt close at all..
whole day chat v bro..
bt kinda funny..
stand dere..
waiting to call all da uncles..
bt dey dun aware dat we r calling them..
so we hav to w8 for 'the moment'..
den shout!
so dey will hear..
bt some mcm shocked..

whole night eat de things nt bad..
bt all mcm thai style..
sour n hot..
weird..
almost half of da dishes oso lik dat de..
bt nice food^^

Mon :
morning ntg much oso..
perhimpunan..
haiz..
let chaikin go up stage..
bt end up..
gt a lil mistake..
since nervous..
is normal la..

bt cant dey be more considering..
we r nt god!
we makes mistakes..
i rly dun und y..
y isit dat hard to giv a chance..
u hav ur 1st time do u??

den late go in class..
bc 2 period oso pass jor..
dey rite calligraphy..
bt i hav to do n pass up da 2nd day..
den pjk..
sienz a..

den ntg much oso...
class as usual..

night time..
do da calligraphy..
better than i expected..
since my riting skil is total omg..
bt kinda satisfied..

Tues:
skul as usual..
ntg different..
haiz...

den nite tuition..
oso abit sienz..

Wed:
physic!
do ripple tank experiment..
kinda nice..
can c da wave..
n i took some pics n vid..
as memory^^
1st time..
bt cnt c many things..

den ntg much agn..
den afternoon whole day doing video..
kinda satisfy v da outcome..
bt..
a bit lag sumtimes..
sumtimes ntg==
lol

Thurs:
BM period din go bek class..
since gt things handle..
carmen wong n raquel sumhw hav sum arguments..
nid settle..
den Bc period fast fast go hav spelling..

den ntg much...
haiz..
teac does not teach us ONCE IN A BLUE MOON..
rly rly rly pei fu jor..

den went out for food v dem..
bt raining a bit..

den bek skul..
for pingpong activity..
we repair da table..
kinda nice..
n funny oso...

den rush rush rush..
go tuition..

Fri:
a very very very stressed yet happy..
yet excited..
yet moody..
yet weird day..

morning..
purposely wake up early early.
so dat i can go to skul n hide laptop..
SH!T!!!!
din bring key for bilik pengawas..
luckily yu zhen has da key..
den hide..

den as usual lo..
f4 some go send mandarin oranges to teac..
others meeting..

den ntg much..
physic draw de interference de diagram..
mine kinda ok^^

den ntg much..
recess..
start to handle meetings thing..
i rly start to gt frustrated..
dis happen..
dat happen..
stressed..
den suddenly i cant take it anymore.
i shouted..
den i ran away==
until i managed to cool down..
i dunno wad i wan to do..
everything is jux blank..
i guess my EQ is low..
i cant handle things enuf...
i noe ppl's opinion bout me..
bt..
no1 saw wad i've given..
n wad i've worked hard on..
i tried my best..
overcome my fear..
bt i dun gt da chance..
wad i've prepared..
ends up..
going in vain..

or maybe..
i dun hav da qualification to be a...
i dun hav da EQ..
i dun hav da courage..
i dun hav everything..
i totally hate myself..

den slept during math period..
since teac nt here..
managed to cool down abit..
den meeting..
i kept finding all da teac dat has been invited..
i gt 1 feedback..
y din remind??
i rly dunno wad to say..

as a student..
i hav no right to talk abt teac abt anything at all..

den end jor..
time for siewwei's surprise!!
asked minghui to handle my laptop..
since i hav to lock da room..
den pui yen helped..
she pulled her to see mrs lee..
say she wan find her..
den mrs lee at 1st dunno wad happened.
den end up..
i told her..
den she helped us too!
omg..
rly gud ei..
den i help settle da vid..

den she came in n saw dat vid..
starting oredi wan cry jor..
nt wad i've predicted..
i expect her to cry in the end..
bt nvm..
dat kind of feeling..
when ur hard work..
managed to touch sum1's heart..
dat kind of satisfaction..
is indescribable..
i was rly rly rly rly satisfied by then..

even mrs lee join us for da video session..
haha..
she's oso interested..

bt hav to leave earlier..
den we hav cake n photo session..
lol..

den bek home..
prepare everthing..
went for tuition..
den bek home..
n rdy for organ lesson..
bek dat time nid w8 parents fetch..
dunno for hw long...
luckily sailou sms v me..
can acc me a while oso..

SAILOU A SAILOU!!!
i rly dunno how to say..
wan tell de oredi tell jor..
wan ask de..
haven rly finiz asking la..

bt i noe u rly rly rly ^^

i rly rly rly admire..

envy..


i duno wad is happening..
wad do u wan..
cant u jux.....
4gt it..
u wont!


bittersweet memories..
only makes me worse....

anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
lee siew wei!