37th.. last day..

2day..
is kinda a tough day..
after thinking for 1 day..
i finally made my decision..

i terribly sry bout it..
is nt ur fault..
is all mine..
i jux cant gt over myself..
i felt a lot of pressure coming on me..
i cant rly take it..

yes..
im rly weak..
mentally n physically..
i oso dunno hw..
bt..
i jux improve myself..

im sry for being such a jerk..
bt i did nt lie..
i rly did luv ya..
bt everything aint going rite..
perhaps being frenz is enuf for da 2 of us..
or maybe sis..
i lik da way u care abt me..
bt rite now..
i guess i rly hurt u alot..
bt i rly hope we can still be friends..
actually..
u motivated me alot..
i rmb da time u talk abt my future..
i was rly touched abt it..
even though is kinda awkward..
bt i rly appreciate it..

thx..
for giving me my 1st time..
n caring me during dese holidays..
n im rly sry abt it...

n dun k wad other ppl do to u..
jux be happy..
u still hav ur true bez frenz..
no matter wad happens..
u can still find me..
i'll try to help..

sry..
n thx..