16/8 - 18/8

Tues:
after perhimpunan..
went bilik pengawas to discuss abt da AJK list..
it was tough..

den after dat..
knew dat pn rosnah wanted to see us...
haiz..
so after moral went dere..
luckily we went @@
guess dat's my responsibility..

after school stayed bek..
abit annoyed..
honestly..
im tired of it..
wad i said is nvr been heard..
even if i've said..
dey will nt even bother..
seriously..
i prefer to stay away alone..

i hate seeing how other ppl show me deir faces..
how dey hate dis or dat..
pls..
im nt da only culprit..
y only show it to me??
ever heard of respect?
y can we do it..
bt y nt u guys??
wad's da difference..

some of u might hav da ability to things well..
bt ur ego will only bring u down..
dis is da reality!

finally i let out..
how i felt..
abt how dey treated me..
yes..
perhaps sum of u will think..
giving from ur heart is enuf..
dun hav to expect things from others..
bt no!
im a human too!
i hav feelings!
maybe u're saying dat cuz u haven been thru wad i've been..
bt 2day i jux spoke out..
i cant take it anymore..

Wed:
a day i've waited for months or years..
bt..
when it arrives..
sumhw..
i feel..
nt willing to let go..
i miss da feeling..
is lik sumthin important to me is gone now..

everything started n ended well..
maybe dere's some error..
bt overall..
it was good..

bt..
my life seems weird..
dull..
empty?
dunno wad to do during recess..
unlik others..
i prefer myself doing duties..
at least i hav sumwher to go..
bt now..
i guess i can jux walk around..
bt it seems weird..
wad can i do..

miraculously..
i did nt cry..
it was tough..
to accept dat for once im retired..
i dun hav to do duties anymore??
wad is it lik to be in da row during assembly..
nice?
bored?
will it be better to walk around??
bt i guess it is better to walk around...
haiz..
bt i muz let go anyway..

Thurs:
1st day of normal life..
bt unfortunately..
stomachache..
haiz..
absent..
so after waking up..
headache==!
wad's wrong man..
keep falling ill..

heard dat dere's a talk in school..
is it my luck to miss it??
lol!