it's been a long time..

this will be a long long post i think..
maybe nt..
cuz ive 4gt many things..

1stly..
i gt str8 As in my PMR..
m rly happy..
n i would lik to thank my parents for giving me dis brand new laptop~
luv it so much..
bt i dun hav a pic of it..
^^

2ndly..
im rly anxious to see wad would da swimming pool at my aunt's hse after renovation..
dey r moving dere.. lazy to upload pics la..
><
bt i hope it would be nice..

3rd thing is..
a late merry christmas ti every1..
i thought i would hav a miracle dis time..
so i tried calling U..
as usual..
we talked..
about nonsense..
dis and dat..
my hands were trembling..
OMG..
at first i rly dare nt start..
bt den dis is da 1st time i said it to u..

...

sudden silence jux came..
for a few secs..
den U tell me our relation right now is ok..
dat's awkward..
feel kinda embarassing..
><

i noe it all along..
u wun lik me anymore..
i dun hav da looks..
im nt as 'handsome' as xh..
im nt as 'smart' as him..
im nt as 'outgoing' as him..
im nt as 'brave' as him..
im nt as 'cool' as him..
im nt as 'wadeva' he is..
all he gt is compliments..
even from my mom..
OMG..
does my mom praise me lik dat..?
wad ppl do she praise..
when i did da same thing laz time..
she nvr cared at all..
wadeva..

bek to da topic..
i noe wad da answer is..
bt i stil wan to propose 1 more time..
at least dis time using my mouth..
even is da same answer bt at least i wun regret..
at least i said it to U..
one laz time..
i love you..
n maybe i can finally get over it..
maybe..
maybe..
im having tears now..
bt maybe next time..
it will be a smile..
it might be hard..
i hope it will..

argh..

even though santa din giv me dis present..
bt at least it gav me 3 gud frenz..
wanna noe who??
ask me XD
n of cuz my PMR result..
thx santa 4 giving me even im nt a christian~
...

thx mama,weii..
thx tc..
thx zy~
for making me smile when im sad..
maybe nt..
bt at least u guys can comfort me..
or maybe nt..
maybe at least u guys can accompany me..
n of cuz jiah xin la..
dun think too much oo..
i was busy so no reply dou u..
sumtimes i no on msn de..
jux facebook..
dun worry..
i din hate u la~
jiayou in PMR to all form 3 students,2010~

anywayz..
gudbye to all form 5s..
wingwing~
dickshen..
i will miss u guys!!

gud luck in everything..

to my readers..
thx oso for supporting my blog..
i'll appreciate it..
anywayz, can u guys leave a comment so dat i noe who read??

anywayz..
thx..
i will try my bez to get over it..
hope for a better tomolo..

lastly..
thx to u..
at least u likeD me b4..
i will always keep dose times in my memory..

kena tag~

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了

1. xiaowei
2. minghui
3. cheeyong
4. karwoon
5. siaowei
6. bebezai
7. k3w1n
8. tatcheng
9. chenhsien
10. karmeng


01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ] : maybe~
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ] : male
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ] : dis is a hard 1...@@ gaming?
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ] : yea.. both bro n sis
05-[ 7号姓氏? ] : mun
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ] : kinda~
O7-[ 4号有人追吗? ] : of cuz~^^
08-[ 承上2号呢? ] : ??
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]: no idea.. yellow??
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ] : maybe.. yes
11-[ 8号的生日是? ] : 23-7
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ] : SMK Sinar Bintang
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ] : same school??
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ] : about 5??
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ] : yea.. 1 time i think..
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ] : definately bt i dunno wad she thinks XD
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ] : no idea..yes as in frenz??
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ] : ok~
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ] : emotional.. bt caring sumtimes~
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ] :as a fren.. of cuz~

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的 :cynthia,shirui~
2. 你们认识多久呢 :芷晴两年，cynthia-3 years,shirui-2
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗 :-yea
4. 你与他(她)的关系是 :frenz
5. 你覺得他(她）的個性如何 : too many indescribable
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是 : on9??

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水,门忽然被打开了你会-- depends.. XD

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会--no idea..

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具--bike?

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗--maybe..

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的--SONY ERICSSON

問 : 海边对你來说是--romantic n relaxing.. bt very scary in da nite..

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗--mostly yea..

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗 --yea..

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁--xionghui..><>

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会--i think no1 wan me 2 become thin now..

問 : 自恋適合你吗--maybe.. bt dun hav dat kind of face to be lik dat..

fated..

moody..
fate..
dis is my fate..
nvr success in any organization of any trips or gathering..
since...
EVER!!
yes im disappointed..
bt im nt blaming any1..
i understand ur situation..
jux feeling sad..
n i dunno how..
blame myself with dis kind of fate..
wadeva..

btw, im angry nt bcuz of dis..
im angry bcuz of da other thing dat happened..
is happening n usually happens..
u 'sacrifices' alot rite??
say wad wad wad..
den wad u r doing..
nt same v wad u say..
i gt da chance is bcuz i earn it..
nt bcuz u tolerate..
so dun act lik u r sacrificing for me..

i rly wan to leave..
i will only gt mad soon..

[0...0]*calm*[0...0]

Tiring day~~~

2day is indeed a tiring day~
help da form 5's to arrange da table for da spm..
somehow i feel confused..
y did we form 3's hav to do dese works??
we arranged for ourselves during pmr..
den spm we oso nid to do it..??
bt teac ask dou..
suan lo..
look at da bright side..
i might hav muscles after this..
muahaha XD

here i wan to giv my special gratitude who rly did deir job truly hearted..
ho jiawei..
yan tong..
soo chin..
huihao..
n maybe others which i cant c..
bt wad i can c is..
many ppl did deir job very 'tiring'..
dunno nid rest how many times..
i wonder how jiawei do it vout resting..
i wonder..
tables after tables..
two by two..
carry from da head to da end..
pei fu!!

den after dat..
teac treat us again..
mihun v syrup..
den free activity..
ntg to do..
feel kinda bored..
jealous when i c u guys together..
singing happily..><
decided to go out..
den c my mama n sis~~
at least gt ppl acc. le..
den go canteen..
'all on a sudden'..
no mood le..
feel lik going away..
bt din go..

haiz..

now i rly feel frustrated..
i dun feel lik scolding u in my blog..
bt i'm force to..
very fake..
now u dun hav ur 'best fren'..
only u come n find us..
wad r we??
substitution??
u think u r everything..
respect much??
go look in da mirror..
u think u hav da looks..?
being boastful of nothing..
all i noe is u hav da fats..
liv v it..

long time no blog..

rite here rite now i wan to say thx to..

my family,
especially my mum..
who purposely stay up late dat nite..
jux to help me finish my drawing..
even tho is nt da best..
bt im very very happy already..

mrs. lee,
for da delicious lunch..

n maybe some of my fren who actually cared about me..

n same time..
i wan to ask dose ppl to piss off!!

pkpk,
who do u think u r..
u r very 'big'!
doesnt mean u can boss me around..
ask me to do things fine~
i dun hope for any repay anyway..
bt ever heard of thx..??
help u pass out da envelopes..
gt extra..
giv it back to u..
still wan to show me da "i dun lik it" face..
hey!! is urs..
i dun wan to keep it..
rubbish..
still nt even a thx..
i rmb dat day..
ask me to decorate da room..
den i jux tell u about da condition..
NICELY & GENTLY..
den u jux blablabla lik an old lady..
say too much oso cannot..
den u urself everytime perhimpunan say banyak banyak..
some even nt related to da things..
ish~~

2nd is..
miss shorty..
i nvr liked u at all..
think u r very gud in eng..
so??
nvr even respect us as students..
we do dis choral speaking..
only teasing..
nt even a compliment..
ish~~
i can blame u if we did nt perform well..

last bt nt least..
I HATE YOU!!
very much..
u happy now??!!
u ruin my friendship..
u took away my frens..
u stil wan take over my job??!!
happy now??
i lose dy..
which of fren dunno u??
u say 'he' took away ur fren..
so wad r u doing now..
i take back my words..
i was too stupid to say..
i wish i would noe u since primary school..
i take back my words..

bt..
i still gt my sis-s..
next year muimui coming morning session le..
means gt some1 can acc. me le..
no nid to be alone anymore..
muimui!!!
i'm w8ing for u!!!
wahaha..
maybe next year my life will be better..
n to those who were very sick..
hope u will be cured..

~lets hope for miracles~

P.S. if i offended any1 here..
pls kindly tell me...
i would be very pleased..
btw, i nvr mention names..
so dun be so perasan n think is u..

u can play needling on me..
bt 1 thing..
i dun k..
i still my frenz...

investment~

friends r like investment..
even though u treat a person da best..
u might nt get any benefits..
so wad??
c u alone..
go find u..
acc. u..
den??
when im alone??
where r u??
lost..
fine~
i won treat u gud anymore..

im jux a passerby in every1's heart..
no1 will ever rmb me..
i can confirm dat after c'ing some1's blog..
wad wad best friend..
all fake..
is only lonely den only find me..
ya.. every1 will only rmb wad xh did dat day..
of cuz la.. he so gud..
wadeva la..
i do hope i can b lik him..
bt i dun hav da guts..
so dese r frenz..
wad i did is nvr rmb'ed..
nt only 1..
every1 is da same..
dey will only rmb dose who treat dem gud once or twice..
if for me??
dey won even rmb..
so wad for care so much..
do wad i wan la..
i've lost hope towards u guys..
i won hope for any repay or wad..
i'll jux live myself..

Prefect's annual dinner - (2)

these are da videos..
took me hours to upload TT..

1st is da form 4s' performance..
you raise me up:

followed by "you are my flower":

(ni shi wo de hua duo)

den it is kailin singing "thousand miles away"
(qian li zhi wai)

lastly was da umbrella show:

den it was 'MJ's performance..
billie jeans by xh:
(do not mind with da position..
after a few minutes it will turn back str8)

den while dunno wad activity..
we heard "yam sheng" from da next door..
since dere was a wedding dinner next door..
den we oso yam sheng..
c da vid below:

im still w8ing for my vid..
1st time singing in public ei..
keep sing faz..
malu sangat!!!
argh!!
bt i still wan da vid to see how terrible i did it><

Prefect's annual dinner - (1)

saturday nite was da prefects annual dinner 2009..
1 word..
fun~

gather at school on 6pm.
ntg much to say..
went dere by bus..

in da bus

xh sure lik da cam

once reached..
we walked into da room..

registration area

we went in..
n sat down..

da MCs
siewwei & chenhsien

ntg much happen..
den we ate our dinner..
da food was OK~
nt too bad..
i love da chicken..
taste lik ayam percik..
muakz~
yum yum~

den was performance..
post it on da 2nd post..

after performance..
is game time..
lazy to upload pics..
refer to facebook if ya hav to~

den we had photos~

near~ far~
wherever u r~
(CH & XH)

da ladies
mayyi, yuzhen, siawwei, seemin, sookfen, loohong
(from left)

da form 5s + cik Jessie

da form 4s..

unfortunately i cant gt da pic of form 3s..
i'll be w8ing for it to appear on da web..

lastly..
1025..
my lucky number!!
woohoo..
cant bliv rly gt 1 present..
even though nt da grand prize..
bt very happy dy..

it is a bag!!den it was time to go home..
while walking..
da people walk on da street..
forming a line..
hands holding hands..
so cute!!

sry for da poor quality of pics..
dis is all cam's fault..
haha..
maybe technique prob oso..
haha..

frustration whole day!!

actually wanted to talk about wad happen dese few days..
bt anger stopped me..
no mood..
jux roughly brief some..

went to sy's hse for sleepover..
end..
details..
dun feel lik mentioning..
play fire crackers..
watch movie..
ntg much..
smthin happened dere that lighted up my anger..
let's jux say somthin very disgusting jux happened..
eeeeewwwwwwwwww!!!!

i can say is..
GET AWAY FROM ME!!
u noe wad u did..
dun ask me..

& to another 'person'..
dun keep coming to find me bcuz u nid my help..
im nt ur maid..
no nid everytime help u..

den 2day is a day full of anger for me..
at 1st..
ntg much..
den suddenly..
teac say..
all prefects bring da 4 class to da lab..
den??
all stand at da back..
only me in da front..
bt i saw some in da middle la..
wadeva..
conclusion..
nid run up run down..
oredi very angry..
+ haven take da students to da lab..
half da prefects oredi go take deir bag..
rly..
argh!!
i oso haven take..
den??
teac say our class watch chinese movie..
up stairs cartoon..
thought ntg le..
go take bag..
den go bek up..
go up..
about more than half da prefects come to dis class..
suan!!
go down lo..
bt end up..
both cd cant load..
no nid c..
wadeva..
damn beh song liao..
...
suan le..
ponteng go down bilik pengawas..
since very noisy in da lab..
rly from wad i've expected..
teac wan dem go down..
den bla bla bla..
xh ask me for da cards..
giv le dem..
dey wan play cho dai di..
den he say i dun wan play..
WHAT??!!
since when i say dat..
i nvr mention dat i dun wan play in front of u guys..
dun simply make decision for me..

den..
da climax..
during duty while recess..
some malay 'aliens'..
rly..
very brainless..
kindly ask dem go down to eat..
den babi here babi dere..
hello??
u dun eat pig..
u call me babi..
den if i dun eat chicken..
i call u ayam la..
idiot!!
use ur brain think la..
u r a gal..
cannot be more polite a..
im sure u will become a widow..
no1 will lik u..
even they do..
he oso nt a gud person..
ur future won b bright..
i dun wan to quarrel with animals..
u better go to da vet..
ur brain rly gt prob..

1 thing..
i dun hate malays..
dun make me..
i wun respect u if u dun respect me..
ur voice big doesn't mean u will win..
GTH..

rly beh tahan..
cried in bilik pengawas..
when alone..
thinks somebody noe..
bt..
nvm la..
rly beh tahan..

1 more thing very shit..
i oredi very beh song..
still wan 1 group v em..
apa la..
fate ke??
shit!!

pmr is over!!!

speechless..
pmr over dy..
lazyness struck me..
BULL'S EYE!!

feel lazy..
many angry + sad things..
bt 4gt le..
dun wan think i guess..

dese 2 days..
help school for da registration thing..
standing by da gates..
welcoming new parents..
& students..
see many different kind of peoples..
most oso same thinking..
"dis school gud or not?"
"dis school gt gangster anot?"
wad we say?
ok lo~~

ntg much though..
many things happened among frenz..
feel kinda tired..

den went to jusco on wednesday..
after school..
i seldom ponteng school..
unless emergency..
haha
bt still haven try b4..
many ppl put aeroplane..
suan le..
we three(me, sy. xh) go oso enuf la..
won feel lack of fun oso..
after watching SURROGATES..
which is kinda a normal movie..
we go play game again...
1st play racing car..
my legs too long..
n i dunno how adjust da seat..
so my legs kinda cramp when 'driving'..
on da 1st round..
i was 2nd..
lose to da computer..
bt win xh n sy..
da 2nd round..
starting to gt better hang of it..
bt too late..
when i noe how already let xh take over..
lose le..
bt still win sy..
haha
den play table hockey..
dunno wad its call anyway..
kinda fun..
bt no cooperation..
so cannot win..
bt 2nd round win le..
haha
spot the difference..
my fav..
bt dunno y dat day de specially hard..
klazy~~

maybe is time to giv up..
is dere such thing as 'long lasting love'??
痴情can be useless when there's no feeling..
how...

pmr over le..

yay?
no idea..
happy??
maybe..
dunno..
pmr over le..
den??
ntg much..
im sure it will be back to laz time..
back to loneliness..

after hearing 'dat thing'..
only i noe dis is wad u rly think..
maybe we r rly nt suppose to be together..
dun rly hav mood to say so much..
i'll jux keep it in my heart..

2 dose dat ive treated them badly dese few days..
sry..
maybe under pmr pressure..
no mood to bother ppl..
jux sry..

P.S. rly no mood
feel lik crying..
who is dere to help..
who..

PMR day no.1

long time no come le..
gt many things happen bt dun rly rmb..
jux rmb 1 day after school go genting hav lunch..
den bek n rush for tuition..
very funny..
n weird..

other than dat dun rly rmb anything..
only rmb dat..
stil gt many sad things..
bt 4gt.. yay!!
dun rmb it la..
haha..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2day bm paper..
nt easy..
bt nt too hard..
for me is moderate..
rly hope dat i can Ace dat test..
must!!
all da subject..
muz
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

n to you noe who..
saw ur blog..
now u noe how i feel..
wadeva la..
nt important..
as long happy den can le..
dun wan waste time on rubbish..
conclusion: all fren den k le..
bez or no bez not important..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dis is dedicated to Ms. Lim Yan Tong & "baby.love"~
YT,
thx for accompanying me dat day n be so understanding..
appreciate it~
sry cant rly acc u oso..
'u noe wad' happen..

n my 'jiejie'
thx for riting da paper..
bt 10 only..
i wan 100 haha..
nvm..
thx~
jux a joke den u rly did it..
no time upload photos..
upload next time..


& to all PMR students..
add oil in ur exam..
STR8 As~

thx for da blessings..
toodles~~

mua is back!!!

mua is back from kuantan~~
fun dere..
pics~~

on the way dere,
bored..
so took picha~

at the room~

the mirror look so big & inviting for me to take pics~

after checking in den go beach walk walk~~

seaside!! mua liky~~

sunny day!!

back to the room n took pics again haha~

den watch a movie..
horror movie..
actually nothin much if u noe wad is da ending..

!!BACKWOODS!!

finish watching den go swim..
yay!!
after that go hav dinner at...

PAK SU
ate my fav..

deep fried sotong!!

den i call it da end of da 1st day..

2nd day:

take pic again b4 going to GYM!!

Children under 16 years of age are not allowed..
haha
bt who cares..
i stil went in n worked out..
muahaha

finish exercising..
tired..

den during da afternoon..
play volleyball with bro..
fun..
bt pain..
cuz stil 1st time play..
dun rly noe how..
nt rly easy as it looks..

den suddenly gt 1 kid come n play v us..
literally a kid..
shorty..
cute..
about few years old only..
den whenever da ball drop..
he will scream..
so funny..
den he go away le..
no pics..

after volleyball..
go swim again..
unexpectedly..
i noe 'backstroke'..
which i dunno at 1st..
my free style & froggy is lik shit..
bt dunno y back stroke can..
happy..
gt pic bt dun wan upload..
wahaha..

2nd day dinner eat room service de food..
da nasi goreng kampung & potato wedges quite nice..
yuum yuum..

den after dinner..
at night..
we went to da seaside..
sitting by da poolside..
listening to songs..
looking at da stars..
nice..
feel kinda sad..
cuz thinkin many things..
bt can rly relax..
recommend dis song
"THE CLIMB"
listening dere dat time rly da best combination..

den walk to da seaside v parents..
wow..
rly thrilling..
cuz at night seldom go sea de..
we go until da water dere..
wow!!
nice..
da view..
rly..
omg..
nice..
bt scary oso..
da waves is lik in white colour..
gliding in da dark night..
wow~~
perfect view..
bt dun dare take pic..
nt a gud thing..

3rd day:

intend to go swim or any activities..
bt my muscle pain..
da hands & abs..
so din go..
slept till 11..
after breakfast which my parents brought back..
den prepare go home..
while w8ing for my family members to prepare..
i went to da beach again..
walk alone..
feel kinda calm..
nice~~

going home lo..
bye bye kuantan~

telok chempedak..
actually i dun rly noe wher..
bt dis 1 is for carmen..
maybe will bring back memories..
haha~~

back le see dou my plant..
'runtuh' already..
bt nt yet wilt..
so water it lo..
luckily stil can grow back..
haha

actually oso kinda happy..
bt after seeing sum1's blog..

feel kinda..
my only answer is 'yes' n 'no'..
ntg to say..
as if dey care..
im sure dey had fun..
dun act la..
i noe wad i shud noe..
wadeva..
as long i had fun..
& i finally noe who r called 'true frens'
or do i??

to my 'loyal' readers..
thx for ya comments..
rly appreciate it..
i will 'add oil' in everything..
thx!!

...

y...
da time now is 2.48..
cant sleep..
nt excited bt sad..
is jux only a few minutes..
from happy to sad..
all on a sudden cry again..
miss her..
y..
y shud i see bek da msg..
if i dun i wun b sad..
y..
d3n i check phone list..
2.00am..
probably every1 is asleep..
bt i noe chee cheng haven..
+ she kinda noe about my problem..
so found her..
wad i've expected..
she haven sleep..
bt maybe say wrong thing..
made her angry..
or maybe she tired le..
haven say til da point she oredi sleep le..

so..
end up oso haven find any1 who can help me..
or comfort me..
who..
nvm ba..
im nt every1's 1st anyway..
i dun hav da right for ppl to comfort me..

nitez..

Won't be around for days~~

To all psycho9412 readers..
i won be around for 3 days..
going kuantan!!
yea!!
hope no obstacles..
muahaha..
excited...

indeed many things happened dese days..
bt no chance to rite..
kinda lazy..
+ kinda 4gt most of da things..
jux rmb monday i cried..
thinking about da past..
rmb her cried..
1st time..
my gudness..
den tuesday extra class..
go dere..
stomach ache..
go toilet..
den bek le dunno y sy was sittin bside me..
weird..
bt..
(u know wad la)
den after tuition..
while chattin v TC..
suddenly ZY came n talked to us..
mostly to TC la..
since nt so close..
only chat at msn..
indeed kinda shy..
bt he grab my waist..
my most sensitive part..
nt most bt kinda..
shocked..
kinda tall bt he dun admit..
haha..
if u c dis dun hit me..
if u din..
den oso dun hit me la..
den TC bek home le..
den he oso go bek..
thought can chat v him..
personally..
bt im a shy person..
i thought he is..
bt actually i m..
sry ya..
feel happy can chat v u PERSONALLY..
even though jux a bit..
n din rly chat much..
hahaz..
klazy liao...
actually nt only dis make me happy la..
still gt 2 things..
muahaha..

haha..
ok la..
wan 2 prepare things le..
bb..
c whether gt chance on9 at kuantan anot la..
i will take a lot of pics dere..
muahaha..

m i appreciated??

my 'sickness' has come again..
feel lonely again..
bt dis time..
i dun rly care much..
though might be sad..
bt..
i can handle it..

ntg much happen..
bt somehow i jux hate it when i c 'some1'..
i dun think i hate him..
jux lik yesterday..
da chinese society book thingy wans us 2 stay back..
so i've stayed n went to xh hse after dat..
went to 77 & ate our lunch..
den some1 came n talk to xh..
(his primary school's fren)
dun noe him bt saw him b4 in friendster..
nt da point..
den while i was eating..
suddenly some1 "chiak"ed me..
scared me..
it was mh..
was excited to c her..
since she asked me to go eat v her..
thx for acting lik a fren..
unlike...
bt dere was sumthin dat makes me feel weird..
make me feel lik ignoring..
dunno y..
even xh felt dat..
i only asked myself dat question dat morning..
so im nt sure about dat answer..
bt when i saw dem..
rly..
kinda..

nvm..

jux feel kinda down..
i tried to fit in to da gang..
bt i cant..
i tried my best..
bt i stil dun belong to dat group..
him??
noe only a while..
den go out dose activities oso include him..
bt im excluded..
feel kinda unfair..
y he can bt i cant??
bt ntg can be done..

for dose who rly treat me as a fren..
bez fren..
or wadeva..
thx..
in my mind i noe who r dey oredi..
u guys will always be in my heart..
thx for everything..

14-9-09

2day is a boring day..
bored bored bored..
+ a pinch of anger
& a tea spoon of frustration..
waaalaaa~
da recipe of 14th September..

ntg bt frustration~
2day start by having a huge breakfast..
a tasteless bowl of noodles & 7 dimsums..
even though da noodles is tasteless..
bt i dun rly mind..
+ my mom woke up early in da morning & cook for me..
shud appreciate den teasing it..

den go to school v a full stomach..
when i step in da prefect's room..
wow~~
so bright..
n i saw xiong hui..
jumping around..
lik his hse la..
since da floor was covered by a piece of carpet..
nt literally a carpet..
jux sumthin lik dat..
we hav to put our bag in da room n take off our shoes..
den only we can go in..
interesting~~

den is english bengkel..
my goodness..
da 2nd time i hav to interact v da "ENGLISH PANEL"
no offence..
bt i hated it..
treat us lik lil kids..
"look at my face"
(im not going to insult her look)
bt looking at her face will make my neck feel tired..
bt dats not da problem..
while we were discussing PREPOSITIONS..
she asked da front students to read it..
how can da back listen if deir voice were so low..
dats still nt da problem..
as a teacher..
u can either repeat da answer or write it on da board..
so dat we can c it..
bt no~~
dis is nt a problem..
den xh ask 4 da answer..
u noe wad she said??
"i dun wan to repeat da answer..
u ask from da other students.."
what?!
what kind of answer is dis..
im rly...
speechless..
my interest is killed..

den sj bengkel..
oso very frustrated..
or shud i say more frustrated..
d@mn it..
go in da library..
omg..
seat being taken..
shit la..
nt blaming cy dem dat sit dere..
since deir sit was taken by other ppl 1st..
or maybe da ppl who took deir sit..
whoever starts 1st la..
hate dem..
shit dem..
forced to sit behind..
so d@mn noisy..
dunnnoo " shhh" how many times..
bt dey jux cant stop talking..
weird ppl..
brainless..
(no offence)
u will be mad when u c dis if u rly did make noise..
if u didn't..
u dun hav 2 be mad..
so crazy to sit behind..
den we decided to move to da front..
due to no space..
we sat at da sofa place..
comfortable & clear about wad teac was saying..

THX
xh & sy..
u guys rly r my bez fren..
make me happy when im sad..
or mad..
make me feel free when im stressed..
oways by my side..
nt always..
bt most probably..
bt u guys..
i noe will less chance to acc. me soon..
bt thx..
rly r my bez fren..
THX

den my trail..
i gt no. 4
5 marks different v no.3..
TT
wu~~
bt kinda happy tho..
my result was riten 75 on da GEO~
yayme!~

Lastly:
To "YOU KNOW WHO",
i dunno u check on my blog anot..
bt u will know is u if u read it..
i noe u dun wan me to mention it..
so i jux rite here..
i wun mention in front of u..

i think i noe y u say i lie..
if is about Jm..
den i can tell u i didn't lie..
is he dat didn't say properly..
he told me his cousin did it..
did he told u??
how do i noe is his cousin by da msg..
all i noe is da msg come from his hp no.
so isit my fault??
if u rly dun bliv..
u can go ask sy..
she saw my msg..
stil dun bliv den is ur problem..
all i can say is i didn't lie!!
dun accuse me for doing ntg wrong..

conclusion: whatever~

09/09/09

it was yesterday..
bt still a day..
dun rly rmb wad had happen..
jux rmb i hate bm bengkel..
which was yesterday..
y??
bcuz alaza in charge of our class..
omg.. + at dewan..
bored..
do liao many 'many fish' de things..

~skip~
den sn..
pity pity sy nid go intelek class..
nt fair!!!
bcuz all dose marks are nt real..
if put real sy will belong v us..
den we play police n killer..
boring~~
n den something dat makes me hate 'some1'..
same like wad happen v cheryll..
suan le..
pass den dun say..
dun wan k la..

den 2day gt bi n sj bengkel..
bored..
bi let pn tay in charge..
haiz..
speechless..
den while 'learning'..
we are ordered to go hav our injection..
go change clothes..
den we went to bilik kesihatan..
i was checked 1st..
haha..
very funny..
1st we r needed to take off our shirts..
n i wonder y..
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den she checked..
da stethoscope..
omg..
touched alil of my..
u noe wad..
den she said i was underweight,,
sangat kurus..
gav me vitamin B & C..
haha..
some other ppl oso gt it..
den we went to another room to gt our jab..
feel ntg..
bt later hands feel a lil cramp..
a lil lil pain..
bt ntg much..
after dat ntg much le..
den sj bengkel..
pn. chentamil..
my goodness..
ntg much to say..
EVIL!!
den haiz..
sumthin happen again..

some ppl can jux abandon u once he gt wad he wanted..
lik i care la..
come find me if u wan..
dont if u dun wan..
as if i care..
i wun b sad bcuz of dese things anymore..

P.S. din hate any1 now at dis particular moment..

kursus pengawas..

a fun program..
nice..
at first every1 thought it would be bored..
bt every1 ended up going home without regretz..
i think..

it all started early in da morning..
8.00am
we gather at da tapak perhimpunan..
we r 1st divided into groups..
i was in group 6..
v sook fen, siao wei, chee cheng..
dis is all i noe more..
others nt so close..

da next was marching..
we jux learn da basics..
dis is my weakest thing..
i hate marching..
i've nvr march..
n den i can barely hear wad da commander is rly saying..
den i jux look wad da front person is doing..
yay??
dey had chosen me to be da ketua..
den i'll jux be den..
bla bla bla..
finally finish marching..
go in da dewan n listen to deir speech..
kinda useful..
teach us about rly 100%prefect things..

~~~SKIP~~~

during 12 dat lunch time...
we hav about 1 n half hour to rest..
actually i asked dem whether dey wanna play da animal game..
nobody cared..
den i jux walked away..
since ntg to do..
find lil chok kam to play..
more accurate..
to bully..
den after dat bek le..
no difference..
go away again..
nt long after..
saw dem playing..
dey asked me to go..
bt dun wan to..
dun feel lik..
ish~~
dey r weird..
den ntg to do lo..
walk around..
went many places..
play wushu at da back of da dewan v soo chin dem..
den after dat go to canteen..
yantong, liantat & yong shin was dere..
so spent my time v dem..
sit dere..
play some tricks on yantong..
ex. take away her rm 10 n nt returnning it..
bt she noticed..
haha..
den 2pm le..
go bek to dewan n continue our kursus..
we started v a game..
every group was given a paper..
den every group member muz be in dat paper..
think of da solution..
den shee ni knows da answer..
yay..
saviour..
sry to da kiaramas students..
din rly cooperate v u guys..
sry..
let u guys standing rite dere..
wandering around..
haha..
bt i can see dat dey r very efficient in doing things..
very cooperating oso..
compare v us rly..
omg..

pass~~

den we cut it into a circle..
a big 1..
n we finish it 1st..
bt da 2nd task..
we lost..
bcuz da paper was tore off when we r moving..
from here..
i can c dat im nt a gud leader..
sook fen n siao wei r..
><
i said things bt i dun c any1 listening..
fine~~

pass~~

den 2nd was singing..
n dancing..
monkey..
ernest was funny..
bt gud courage..
den every1 nid to stand up n dance..
"satu ekor monyet~~"
"garu garu badan~~"
"gayut gayut pokok~~"
"goyang goyang punggung~~"
many oredi very dare to dance..
bt still gt some dun dare..
im da 1 dat was dare n half nt dare..

den after dat was another game..
every1 nid to find a partner..
i found yiyang..
haha..
da teac sang:
"saya pegang kamu punya, kamu pegang saya punya"
den every1 'yer'...
sounds weird..
"kita sama-sama pegang"
"pegang.."
"pegang pipinya"
den nid to touch his cheek..
den after dat i wipe my hands on my pants..
den of shit feel lik insulted him accidentaly..
becuz i jux wanted to wipe away da dust on my hands..
which i 4gt to do b4 touching his face..
bcuz i touched da floor..
which was damn dirty..
den touch his face..
afraid he think i inuslted him..
no offence!!!
sry!!!
nt purposely de..
><
den after cium dahi n pipi..
nt much ppl did dat..
only some brave ppl did it..

~skip~
after dat was a game full of tension..
each group hav a long string tied together..
den deres a marker pen dat nids to put it in a bottle was tied in da middle..
den we cant use hands..
so i was at da back..
i used my teeth..
bite it..
den in front all dose..
at first none of dem use teeth..
all use shoulders..
which cant rly help..
so i hold da string myself v da teeth..
bite it very hard..
bite until i had an headache..
omg..
rly wanna release temper n jux walk away..
bt i insist..
continue biting..
dun care wad happen..

rules of da game:
-hands muz be behind da back locked
if loose den consider fail..
-muz wait until da wistle blow den can stop
gt special type of blowing it..
-every1 muz participate

den we manage to finish a few times bt gt ppl broke da rules..
loose deir hands b4 da wistle finish..
bt da thing is da commander din blow when we finish..
he wanted to test us..
wan us to listen to orders..
bt every time oso gt 1 or 2 broke da rules..
den finally we finish 1 time..
last task of dis tiring, mouth breaking game..
we nid to put da string on da floor..
slowly every1 started to kneel down..
den da funny thing is..
i heard from my frenz..
some of dem kissed da floor..
haha.. omg..

~finally finish dis tiring game~

den we r going to end..
b4 ending..
we dance da chicken dance..
every1 dance lik KLAZY~~
bt still gt dose form ONEs..
still nt open enuf..
dun dare to dance..
wadeva la..
dance lik klazy..

den after dat dismiss le..
so bek lo..
very happy i guess..
back home le.. jux bath n sleep..
kekez..
n den i light 1 or 2 kg again..
from 56 to 54..
hahaz..

-----end of post-----

FRUSTRATED!!

many problems now..
problems..
problems..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
2day is bored..
bt friday is my day..
i love friday..
ntg much..
den pj period..
xh go n play ball le..
den i saw sy alone..
go sit v her
at 1st chattin about sn..
den later all on da sudden yh say wan play rubber..
i was lik.. huh??
nvm..
den dey came n played a while..
den playing till half dun feel lik playing le..
dey kept on playing..
den suddenly seng hoe said..
"y wan play here"
cuz i wasnt playing anymore..
den dey moved..
i sat dere alone v her again..
chat about kuantan and lumut..
kinda happy chatin..
den xh came bek..
he looks angry untill recess..
i noe he dun lik it..
since laz nite i admit to him i still lik her..
den..
i tried nt to talk to her again..
bt after recess everything bek to normal..
chat again..
after school go out eat 2geda oso..
since da kursus oso..
after dat still chat about movies..
nice~~

2day oso very fish..
we 10 go down rehat..
den suddenly sook fen come..
say we r suppose to rehat on 10.15 becuz today is friday..
den go bek class..
kamalia is in dere already..
haha..
bt din ask wher we go..
maybe bcuz we r prefects..
so she dun k..
kakaz..

den pengawas..
problems..
many many problems..
y??
do i look like da penolong..
every1 oso say..
i hav ntg much different v others..
same lik no jawatan..
only more strict...
u think i wan it dat way??
dey all wad oso din tell me..
spotcheck din tell me..
after school nid tugas din tell me..
only announced dy den i noe..
ppl ask me i oso cant answer..
do i look lik da head assistant??
wad oso dunno..
im nt even appreciate..
all oso she do..
u think i dun wan do??
everything oso dunno do wad??
find every1 oso no find me..
FRUSTRATED!!!

fate..
i noe 1 day..
i will change..
i noe it..
every1 does..
im jux not da material..

!!do according to fate la!!

no topic~~

haiz..
ntg to say..
1stly..
i wanna scold myself for being honest..
y??
b4 holiday..
i noticed dat i gt 75 on my geo..
damn happy..
den i notice dere were some wrong calculations..
struggling between telling or not telling da teacher..
bt i decided to be honest..
even though ppl
from 75 to 73..
damn sad..
den nvm..
is fate dat i cant gt A..

bt den..
yesterday..
when teac was discussing..
notice dat 1 question was marked wrong..
omg..
i was supposed to be right..
teac marked it wrong..
from my observations..
i think teacher asked other ppl to mark da papers..
omg..
i was suppose to be 75..
A!!!
bt y shud i b honest??
b honest made my marks B..
now marks wrong again oso cannot change..
y honest??
if i was not honest..
i can still be A..
n i deserve to be gt A..

ARGH!!!

ish~~

nvm..
den 2day..
had a small meeting..
v kai lin n ying xin..
wad dey said is kinda rite..
sook fen was a lil too over 'the line'..
bt i was still below 'da line'..
means im nt doing enuf..
argh..
sometimes is nt dat i dun wan..
jux feel lik being da penolong doesnt make any difference..
is jux dat i dun hav a particular area for me to tugas..
i can go anywher..
so??
feel lik im still a follower..
rmb dat spotcheck..
da 1st person dey found was xh..
nt me..
wad??
being da 'head' bt i dun even noe wad's happening..
...
ish..
i noe sure gt ppl hate me de..
bt wad can i do..
i din respect u all..
or shud i say u all din respect me..
everytime i oso say nicely..
u guys r da 1 who wan me to scold..
i spoke nicely..
bt no~~
u guys wan to scold bek..
fine la..
wan scold me den of course i scold bek la..
stand dere let u scold ar??

ish~~
respect u all still wan do dis..
no mercy next time..

FRUSTRATED!!

school starts..

everything today is kinda ok..
ntg much happen..
yet..
bt sumthin happen..
something obscene..
dat time i was acc.ing yenji..
since laine no come..
so lik dat lo..
dunno y change sits liao..
i was sitting on yh's sit..
den dunno wad dey talking about..
all on a sudden yh unzipped his pants n show his underwear..
n den pause dere for like sometime..
showing off NOTHING!!
kidding...
den i bully yi hui lo..
take his wallet..
bt he no fun de..
so ntg much..
go back to my sit..
den chat chat chat..
den khai kee came n sat on da same chair v me..
i can see eyes looking at us..
yes U!!!
i saw u!!!
hahaz..
time flies when we r talking..
so faz end..
den we go 'tugas'
ntg much now..
since cuz dey nid take attendance..
so ntg much to do..
speaking of which..
wad i was frustrated is..
after recess..
we r suppose to get all dose students bek to class..
n den..
i go ask them go bek class..
alone..
alone vs many ppl..
den dere comes a bunch of prefects..
omg..
savior..
bt den..
all of dem jux walked away..
as if i was transparent..
or dey dunno dey r suppose to help..
it might nt be deir duty..
bt cant dey help??
r dey blind..
dats y i was kinda angry towards all da prefects..
nt all rly..
jux most of dem..
no offence..
bt now is ntg..
ill see 2molo whether all dis 'smart ppl' will help or not..

Long Time No C @ sleepover~

Long time no post le..
many things happened..
bt dun rly rmb..
bt wad i cant 4gt is..
1st time sleepover..
n is at sy's hse..
fun~~
bt sumthin was taking fun away from me..
nvm~

da progress:
tuition from 9..
den 12 go xh hse..
play cards until 2..
tuition again..
until 4..
we go buy cake..
buy le go sy's hse..

den we watch tv 1st..
+ eat..

after dat..
we play ps..
c sy's action very funny..
cannot post here.. or i kena bunuh..
wahhaa..
so..
play play play..
1 thing is..
i 1st time play de wad 'chocoo racing'..
den win le..
haha..
1st time..
still can win xh..
muahaha..
den change game..
capcom vs marvel..
sy choosed gambit..
keep winning..
den jy n xh n i took turns in playing..
after xh lose..
jy play..
nobody can win..
after jy??
xh again..
wtf..
say wad..
"dun bliv u cant win her"
hey!! is my turn la..
still sit dere like ntg..
fine~
let u lo..
w8 2nd round..
wad??!!
lose liao still dun let other ppl play??
wtf!!
who u think u r..
only u will win la..
fine..
wan snatch my place oso suan le..
still wan change game..
din even let me try to play v her..
fine..
play other den other lo..

~~skip~~

until dinner..
ate pizza..
thx to sy's mom..
THX YA!!!
full..
den we were thinking..
how about da cake..
every1 so full..
until about 10 sumthin..
watch movies..
"the omen""angel and demons""shanghai xxxx(dunno wad name le)"
y can watch so many movies at 1 nite??
bcuz dunno y da machine jux cant finish da whole cd..
watch till half den no more le..
den while watching..
jy go take out da cake le..
den celebrate lo..
even though is 1 week later..
bt i promised to celebrate v kk..

kk's kek

wishing.. i wonder wad is it..

cute~~

happy??

cutting da cake..

jux a ceremony..

guess wad??

after cutting it..

we put back into da fridge..

without even eating..

den continue watching movie..

too bad mh n cy could not come..

mh owe her a celebration..

wahaha

until midnight..

cy called jy..

dunno 4 wad??

like very secret..

den kk oso gt thing wan chat v cy..

so both went upstairs..

indeed kinda jealous..

bt dun k la..

dey will tell if dey wanna tell..

wun force..

den later..

i saw a msg from mh..

den i called her..

chat whole night..

bt da line damn terrible..

a while den no line..

ish~~

den all of a sudden..

i cried..

dunno y..

maybe jealous about dem & them..

every1 knew..

i noe dey noe..

i think dey noe i noe dey noe oso..

bt i dunno dey noe i dunno dey dunno anot..

(going klazy again@@)

den slept le..

~skip again~

2nd day..

ponteng'ed tuition..

lazy go..

kinad tired..

we cooked our breakfast..

nvr tried doing it v a bunch of frenz b4..

our breakfast!!

nt much pic anywayz..

4gt take le..

bz prepare..

so eat le..

after dat rest a while..

den walk to xh's hse..

ntg much le..

4 oclock i went back..

go cheras eat..

kinda nice..

bt expansive tho..

haiz~~

broke up again..

bt dis time seems more serious..

many ppl start to dislike him..

including me..

kinda..

i dun lik boastful ppl..

some1 who think dat he's very handsome..

yuck!!XP

i dun lik u touching her anymore..

say wad she feel happier..

all excuse..

when she was crying..

did u noe??

nvr hear her cry b4..

i'm starting gt deeper into da hole..

bt i cant do a thing..

as 4 sum1 else..

do i still mind wad u think??

care wad's ur secret??

i dunno..

jux tell when u feel lik..

u gt ur 'frenz' already..

im useless..

will wad happen later work????

result on : 11.00p.m. 28-8-09

holiday!!

it has been a while since i post a blog..
nid to wish 3 ppl here 1st..
since i hav no chance to rite blogs b4 dis..

yenji 8-8
SY 12-8
ying2 13-8
khaikee 18-8

happy birthday!!

time flies..
exam is over!!

lets hav a review on da pass few weeks..
see if i remember..
monday..
i was a lil disappointed again..
i asked cy how r we gonna celebrate kk's bday..
den??
he said no~~
oo..
so wad happen on monday..
every1 went to his hse to bake a cake..
every1 cept for me n mh..
oo..
frenz~~

wadeva la..
ntg much anywayz..
i will 'pay back' next time..
next monday..
i awaits..

dese few days kinda happy..
eeeehaaaa..
at skul keep playing like finish pmr liao~~
kekez...
play many kinds of stuff..
like:
'eraser'(primary skul game)
'da animal coordination stuff'(from da prefect camp)
(quite gud at it^^)
'police n killer'

all dese things make me feel happy..
din rly rmb wad so sad..
weeee~~~

n den wad i dun lik da most is..
i argued with a senior 2day..
da 1st time i scold a prefect..
d@mn terrible..
wan speak nicely oso cannot
wan me shout..
still say vulgar..
cry den win all la..
wadeva..
dun bother..
dun nid to depend on u..
no offense..

n den 1 more thing..
while i was bz cleaning da classroom..
pn alaza came in n asked me to help her clean her table..
of course a few more..
pity us..
bz cleaning still wan call us..
nid me den rmb my name..
den nt important jux call "pengawas, tolong cikgu..."
nid me clean den meng joe here mengjoe dere..
omg~~

still~~
wadeva..
happy day..
wish rly can go sleepover..
it will be F-U-N..
FUN!!!

12h 34min 56sec 07-08-09

many things happen like usual..
jux wanna update..
since today is kinda a special day..
din rly notice it..
until dis morning..
bt when da clock ticks to dis time..
i was stil w8ing for my teac to collect da exam papers..
so i did nt notice da time TT
once in a lifetime man~
bt at least stil in my memory..

kinda bored..
exam has come..
trail..
bt i dun hav da mood to study..
+ addicted to games..
not at dis time~~

2day chinese paper..
nt hard..
bt nt easy at all..
for me is moderate..
i noe da essay is easy..
bt i jux cant rite it..
so is easy n hard..
(confused~)
bt so coincidence..
many things dat im involve is about..
FRIENDSHIP..
books, movies or wadeva..
bt now 2day's paper..
"I wanna appreciate__________(relationship,friendship,life)"
omg..
friendship again..
maybe dis is wad da god wans to remind me..
appreciate the friendship..
friendship..
den of course..
i choose dis topic..
since i hav things to rite about..
jux afraid dat i gt da wrong contents..
den no marks TT

time has passed..
forgiveness..
ive got it..
bt trust..
did i??
it seems like dere is still a wall between us..
all of us..
i mean among me n u all..
i dunno how to say..
is it u? me? he? or she?
who is da culprit??
no idea..
bt blaming is nt da solution..
wad is??
still figuring it out..
i miss da times..
wher we r close together..
as if buddies or wad so eva..
bt rite now is different..
if i dun find u..
u won find me..
n i ask 1 question..
den u answer 1..
is kinda lik u r still feeling annoyed..
bt at least u still talk to me..
now im at da border line..
is either crossing in da safe zone..
or drop out..

n yes..
im jealous..
jealous dat u can do da things dat i cant??
who wont??
now u r havin wad i wan..
>2 weeks won <2 years..
(fyi,im using a normal tone.. not a scolding tone.. dun be mistaken)
i feel kinda confuse though..
n kinda disappointed..
cuz im not sharing wad u guys hav..
i wan to bt i cant..

as wad i can c..
some ppl r more important..
so is life fair??
maybe..
ya..
i dun hav much other things..
bt so lucky i can pass da exam nicely..
unexpectedly..
so maybe god wanna trade my result v frens..
so which is a better choice..
bt y can dey hav both..
maybe dey r granted v fren..
bt dey worked hard so dey can gt both..

WAD M I TALKIN ABOUT~
even im confuse~

rite now..
im afraid to see ppl being alone..
if is some1 dat i noe..
i will try n go c whether does he/she nids help anot..
bt i dun think dey nid me..
bt a ask can make dem feel better i guess..
as for 'some1'..
i can c dat u r very selfish..
i don quite like da way u handle stuff..
self gt tips den who oso dun tell..
den other ppl's tips u muz gt it..
from another incident..
i can oso c dat..
(speaking of which,im talking bout a gal dat doesnt c my blog,so dun misunderstand)
bt as i promised myself..
dun hate any1..
hating dem jux make myself suffer~
wad my mom say is rite..
ill rmb..


im rly jealous..
jealous jealous jealous..
bt i can do ntg bt try to make things better..
make u happier..
bt i dun think u all nid my help..
fine~
as long as im living..
i will do my best in everything..
especially in pengawas..
i will try my bez to be da penolong..
try..
i might nt gt da chance..
bt i won giv up..

as for da transfering school problem..
i can see difference between me n 'some1'..
when she said she wanna transfer..
ur 1st reaction is ask her to stay..
as for me??
ntg..
ya.. im jealous..
very very..
(bdw, how many jealous had i mention??)
bt ntg..
i will still consider dis matter..
i wan or dun wan??
i dunno yet..

as for chen hsien..
if u see my blog..
i wanna say sry..
sometimes i might hav accidentally ignore u..
bt i was kinda bz dose time..
so im sry..
i cant ask ya to stay oso..
see da matter of luck..

n as for YEN JI!!
if u see my blog..
i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA..
even though still gt 40 min until den..
bt early regards~~
present.. hm..
lets w8 n see..
muahaha..
thx for being my fren~~
rly lov ya~

speaking of which..
y m i still jealous when i c u two..
1 year n 5 months dy..
so hard to forget??
or m i jux nt happy dat i cant gt it den u can??
do i??
again..
see da matter of luck..
hope i can jux live my life..
bt i somehow feel a lil weird..
dese days b4 going anywher i oso w8 for 'her'..
dun tell me..is...
omg..
impossible..

conclusion: CHI WING!! IF U C DIS!! IM STILL W8ING FOR UR ANSWER!!

muahaha~ take kz~
especially Carmen..
dun gt sick during exam day.. drink more water..
bt i dun think u can c dis oso~
jux take k~