18th day of waiting..

18th day of waiting..Wed
ntg much happened..
jux..
morning woke up..
no appetite..
half a packet of noodles din finiz..

de went school..
at 1st no mood..
do wad i usually do..
den slowly began to hav mood..
cuz did da chemistry experiment..
electrlysis..
gt magnesium ribbon agn..
haha..
kinda fun~
n happy..
den bek to class..
relief teac agn..
haiz..
den bi..
ntg..
bio..
jux funny..
den we do quiz..
all in malay..
==
how m i suppose to noe..@@
simply do..
den kinda high playing with dem..
bully my new pet~
Chan Yi Hui..
haha..

den bek home..
do ntg..
sleep..
lazyness~

2day a..
muz wish yang yang HAPPY BIRTHDAY oo!!
now become 16 year old de goat jor..
muz be more mature oo!!

n oso wish my parents happy anniversary~

den 1-7..
wish alson n kenneth chong..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

2day's post is kinda bored n lame..
cuz ntg happened..

when i look back at dose msg u sent me..
n da pic of 2 of us..
tears jux drop vigorously..
i nid u..

17th day of waiting.,

17th day of waiting..Tue
saddest day of waiting..
many things happened..

2day..
went school..
punctually..
den saw sailou oso..
wad a coincidence..

yesterday's mood is still in my heart..
bt i continued my life..
went up da stage..
for da 1st time..
ask dem to keep quiet..
which is a hard thing..
den read out my 1st pengumuman..
since is my 1st time..
i dunno how..
den Pn. Norli say..
muz let them quiet 1st only read..
(gain 1 more knowledge)
bt da prob is..
i cant make dem keep quiet..
so i rly dunno how,,
so let teac take over..
bt indeed is a good experience..

den continued..
1st 5 periods..
rly din study at all..
BM no come..
BC no come..
SJ no come..
wow..

bt..
in sejarah room..
i finally did wad i wanted to do..
for years..
even though da results r da same..
bt at least..
i talk to u..
face to face..
about our matter..
bt..
in da crowd..
i did it..
bt i dun think any1 noticed..
after i knew ur answer..
i dunno wad to say anymore..
all i can do is silent..
n stare at my book..
thinking.
dried tears dripping..
having da urge to cry..
bt..
jux ntg..
so kept on..
doing wad im suppose to do..
den..

recess..
saw pn lee..
st mary skul gt gathering..
invite us..
bt clashes with our skul carnival..
dunno how now..
still deciding..

pm..
wrote a few pantun..
weird ones..

Pak Lah menunggang kudanya,
pergi ke Penang makan laksa;
Pembuangan sampah merata-rata,
Tercemarnya alam negara kita.

Ingin pergi tengok wayang,
Malangnya hujan turun lebat;
Sumber hutan semakin kurang,
Peliharakannya sebelum terlambat.

my pantun-s..
lame..

den physic..
we do da eureka experiment..
Archimedes' principle if nt mistaken..
den we go find stone..
nice..
everytime physic oso can go out play de..
laz time go measure things..
now go pick up stone..
den do lo..
bt feel sry..
all i keep doing..
din giv dou kk & shi wei do..
so laz 1 let them do..
den do 1 extra de..
extra large size~
lame..

den go bek..
meet dou sailou agn..
in dat few minutes..
told him wad happened..

we rly gt destiny with da gate..
everytime oso meet dere..
zd..

den..
go home..
sleep..
den wake up..
very tired..
woke up a while..
den rmb wad happened agn..
haiz..
woke up v disappointment agn..

den go tuition..
dis time add math teacher absent..
yesterday mr.moi..
now him..
heard dat he caught in an accident..
bt nt sure how..
den do add math exercise..
jux do do do..
din say a single word in da 1 n a half hour..
jux keep on doing..

den bek..
msn agn..
den..
chat..
told him my deepest darkest secret..
now feel alil embarrassed..
...
dunno how now..

den sms..
da results..
still da same..
by dat time..
tears..
going to fall..
bt..
luckily..
sailou is dere to comfort me..
bt..

i rly cant take it..
im sick of it..
haiz..
flashbacks!
stop striking me!!
will da memories between u n me..
jux fade away dis easily??

y..

den jux now..
catherine found me..
told me dat Teacher Square..
unfortunately has passed away today..
so sad when i heard dat..
TT
such a tragedy..
to me..
u r a funny geography teacher..
rly..
haiz..
R.I.P.
...

14th, 15th & 16th day of waiting..

14th day of waiting.. sat
ntg much..
early in da morning..
prepare for wushu..
den suddenly..
stomach ache..
@@
1 week jor..
so absent..

den went for organ class..
teac keep telling bout my future studies..
chat till 3.15..
wow!! my class shud end at 2.30..
imagine dat..
den rush to bio tuition..
luckily managed to reach..
nt late~

den after dat went for dinner..
Sg. Buloh~

den bek jor mahjong agn..
ntg much for da whole day la..

15th day of waiting.. Sun
din make it for jogging n tuition..
cuz gt lunch for da association..
in rawang..
nt bad..
kinda bored..
bt suddenly receive dou msg..
say dat he's at my hse area..
den i sms v sailou to relief boredom~

den da harmonica performance..
terribl...LY YENG!!
so long..
wow..

den bek jor..
very tired..

den sudenly jn told me..
xh told me i will be at sy's..
@@
all i noe is..
im shocked~~
den nvm..
den do 3 animal data..
den sleep..

16th day of waiting..Mon
early in da morning..
ntg much..
jux feel lik vomiting..
i only noe..
he kept smiling/laughing sneakily..
ish..
i scold ppl sila senyap..
he go n laugh dere..
zd..
say nvr c me so serious..
==
next time u will c dou de la..
haha

den go bek class..
noe jor result..
i no.4..
bt dis time follow grade..
bt if din..
most probably..
no.4..(v/out PJ,PSK)

den nt rly in mood..

so..
recess over..
stomach is still so bad..
keep gt vomiting feel..
den c jor some marmite pork..
omg..
is either too fatty or too skinny..
nt 1 moderate de..
i think only sum ppl noe wad i mean^^

den lagi worse jor da feeling..
XP

Bm..
no teac..
so went to talk..

rly feel lik saying to u when we were alone..
or maybe another way..
bt u din giv me dat chance for da 2nd plan..
n i dun dare to say it out..
so..
wrote something somewhere..
bt i dun think u will be able to c it..
is da matter of fate..
i wont mention it to u where..
let fate decide..
i noe dat we dun hav any chance anymore..
bt..
y..
y shud i keep thinking abt it..
den my mood..
haiz..
jux hate it when i c..
...

go hav lunch..
at kepong area..
saw weii's car..
222
den saw a police..
dunno doing wad..
dad say is sum1 who is having da intention to rob..
bt let them caught..
den dey ran..
dunno la..

den nap..
woke up..
chat alil..
den rush to tuition..
den say Mr. moi no come..
so do math questions..
den..
din sms dou..
bt time flies..
suddenly 7.30..
as usual change sitting spot..
den..
...
everytime..
it muz happen..
i cant be happy..

so change class..
den sat dere..
cant stand it..
w8 till 9..
ask cheecheng can sit beside her anot..
den go lo..
den reach..
suddenly feel lik sitting behind..
so sit behind alone..
sry ya..
left u alone too..

all i did during dat time..
is wondering around..
thinking of lots of things..
hate it..
my heart..
rly hurting by then..
y..
argh!!
end jor..
bek home..
on9..
find sailou..
chat..
say out everything which i hate..
thx ya..
at least i feel better..

u promised liao de a..
after PMR i w8 u..

12th, 13th day of waiting..

12th day of waiting..Thur
is a normal day..
a day with jealousy n sadness..
dunno is sadness or happiness..
~~~
bio..
teac let us saw da vids of mother giving birth..
it was an total OMG moment..
every1 is lik wow..
wooo..
aww!!
ewww~
den ask dem next time wan "ikut pintu or tingkap"..
luckily i wasnt dat sick..
or else i wud be vomiting already..
bt..
after watching it..
hav da urge already..
==
den went for PJ..
jux play 1 round..
for fun~
den jux walked around n chatted v cy..
long time no chat jor..
haha

den recess..
BI..
went to library..
den finally paper 1 results..
149/160 for both papers..
caleb gt 150/160..
omg..
den convert to 100%
mine 93.125..
his 93.75..
so he gt 94..
i gt 93..
all cuz of 1 mark..
he gt no.1 in BI..
TT
bt i lose in a happy way..
cuz i seldom read..
bt he does..
is normal for him to be better..
jux..
a lil disappointed..
bt is ok..
den continue my day..
somehow..
kinda lonesome..
n feel dat my life has become dull agn..
i think...
haiz..

bek home..
after bath..
den start to copy files to pendrive for him..
due to my CPU is 'under construction'..
da file i've prepared in dere is gone..
den i hav to use my laptop file..
to modify agn..
den move here move dere..
check here check dere..
den on my bro's com oso 2 check..
susah betul..
tapi nvm..
time flie when u're bz..
suddenly no time jor..
so only slept for a while..
@@
den go tuition

den mr.SaiMun knew i gt highest in physics..
^^
bt kinda weird to take it..
feeling lik it shudn't belong to me..
haiz..
dunno wad im thinking anyway..
jux do wad nature asks..

den i was actually shocked when i saw dat essay..
indeed i was kinda touched..
even though dere r some fiction stories abt me..
bt..
i rly appreciate it..
thx..
YES.. u noe im talking abt u..^^

13th day of waiting..Fri
sejarah was..
haiz..
sad..
cuz my result..
65 only..
actually dey calculated wrongly..
dey counted till 66..
==
den nvm..
1 mark..
den i saw y suzie's answer same with mine bt she was correct..
so i ask teac..
den teac say 1 can 1 cannot..
den end up suzie minus 1 mark..
den nvm..
i add jor 1 mark...
add in total..
oso 65..
damn!!
add jor = no add..
bt made suzie lose 1 mark..
haiz..
bt dis time de total marks..
i lose to them A LOT!!
i dun think i can manage to reach top 5 anymore..
maybe nt even 10..
haiz..
let god do wad it wanna do..

addmath class kinda funny..
bt ntg much..
bt nt as funny as physics..
cik zulaili very funny..
keep saying stories..
bt in a funny way..
even she's teaching seriously..
bt i feel funny..
den laz 5 minutes..
teacher opened a slide show of cats..
so cute!!
(some la)
den she said many jokes oso..
haha..
physics kinda fun...

den after skul..
stay back..
kinda bored..
since ntg much to do..
sitting around..
walking around..
alone~
maybe gt ppl..
bt i jux cant mix into deir conversation..

m i being too friendly??
until nobody pays respect to me anymore..
to them..
im more lik a fren..
perhaps is a gud thing..
bt is nt when next year arrives..
shud i change..?

indeed i started to put down a lot of things..
such as da stapler thingy..
ya..
is jux a stapler..
bt all i care is ethics..
fine..
jux let it be..
at least i did wad i promised..
to let my hatred towards others leave me..

bt dere r 2 things that i cant put down..
1st is...
2nd is...
if u truly understand me..
u might noe..

r u here to fill my heart with colours??
or miseries??
somehow i jux feel annoyed by it..
everytime..
same thing happens over n over agn..
y cant it jux end..
it might..
perhaps years later..
decades or centuries..

Jealousy
Anger
Sadness
Miseries
Ignorance
Negligence
Envy

dey will all be kept in my heart..
i cant show it out..
even though i wanna tell..
i cant..
is a kind of suffer to do dat..
i wish i can leave dese miseries..
A.S.A.P.
haiz..

Life Brief Candle..

11th day of waiting

11th day of waiting..Wed
2day..
as usual..
went to school..
damn uncomfortable..
den go stage dere prepare..
den all i can say is sila masuk barisan..
den let teac call to go do things..
damn..
everytime spoil my moment..
bt i learned sumthin..
dis job aint as easy as it looks..
u must noe how to change from time to time..
kailin did it very well..
im afraid i cant do it..
den is teacher's photo session..
prefects were asked to go duty..
so far still ok..
jux used a friendly way to communicate v dem..
(i think)
den..
walk here n dere..
up n down..
haiz..
feeling more sick..
keep feel lik vomiting..
omg..
da urge..
d@mn..
bt dis time duty..
im satisfy..

den go bek class den do things as usual..
erm..
boring~
no new results..
bt gt 1 more ceramah..
about teeth..
haiz..
da students..
keep making noise..
i dun hav da energy to stand up oso..
den..
nobody helped to ask them keep quiet..
only a few..
bt jux dese few cant do anything..
haiz..
feel embarassed with dis kind of attitude..
SMK SB..
haiz..

den..
recess~
eat..
den flashbacks came into my mind..
sick of it..
ish..
still feel lik vomiting..
bt better la..
den carmen n yj came..
dey asked a question..
i dunno how answer oso..
so jux..
react dunno~
seriously..
dunno wad to do..
bt..
...
humans r unpredictable..
even me myself..

time is moving slower n slower..
when will everything be over..
...

9th,10th day of waiting..

9th day of waiting..monday
school reopen..
overall..
for me is a normal day..
bt my stomach starts to hurt..
i think i'll hav gastric..
early in the morning..
kailin asked me go up stage to ikrar..
omg..
my stomach not well jor..
now still wan nervous..
i feel lik vomiting when im nervous..
bt at last..
still managable..
only my 'disiplin' din com out rite..
tongue nt so active..

my exam results..
gt gud gt bad..

den during tuition..
suddenly receive a sms..
from sailou..
den we sms jor for hours..
den teacher call me go in front do da thing..
AGN..
laz laz week oso same bcuz i oso sms..
den dis time..
agn..
is either he call me u cuz i sms..
or da different way..
TT
bt nvm la..
sacrifice a lil..

sailou..
dun think so much le ba..
life isnt as perfect as u think..
we will face a lot of obstacles..
dat's da hard part in life..
jiayou oo.
I'll support u..


10th day of waiting..Tue
2day..
life as normal..
a lil gastric pain..
bt managable..
den assembly..
bored..
den saw sailou moody..
haiz..

den..
went up class..
noe results..
go sj..
she seemed different..
bt paper haven finiz marking..

den go ceramah..
bt form 3 used too much time..
so we recess 1st..
den form 3 oso recess..
so intended to find sailou..
walking walking walking..
found dou jor..
bt he's playin v his frenz..
so fine..
at least he's bek in mood..
so jux continue my journey..
to go nowhere..
walking alone..
thinking of things..
my problems..
dunno how to handle..
wad to do..
so..
jux walked away..
alone..
thinking..

(hate da word 'complement')

it has been a while since i did dat..
ever since im a prefect..
whenever dere's duty..
i dun feel so alone..
as im alone..
all i can think is..
life is harsh..
nt everything are as it seems..
...

den went for da ceramah..
da speaker is kinda hilarious..
bt da way of speaking was unexpected..
nt wad i've expected i guess..
kinda funny la..
bt in a rush..
wad i learned is..
i dunno..
perhaps laughter??

den went bek for class..
haiz..
ntg much..
jux results..
physics..
haiz n wow..
agn results..

slept..
tuition..
read da book agn..
rite blog..
dis is 2dy..

results:
BM-61
PM-65
Chem-80
A.M-97
MA-99
PSK-91
BIO-89
PHY-91

terribly satisfy with my bio n phy..
at least gt highest..
bt..
Bm n Pm..
terrible..
rly shit lo..
1 sub can lose ppl 20 marks..
how chase bek oo..
TT

sumhow..
feel moody..
mybe cuz of sum different factors..
haiz..
life is indeed unfair..
yes..
u arrived 1st..
bt it doesnt mean dat u gt it..
y is life dis unfair..
y..

sailou..
dun sad anymore!!
as u said..
STAND UP!!
GROW!!
i will be by ur side if u nid..
cheer up!!^^

5th,6th,7th,8th day of waiting..

5th day of waiting...Thurs
early in the morning..
went to xh hse 2 do research..
for sivik project..
den we almost copy most from da text book..
cuz no idea wad to do..

den we dunno wad to do..
den suggested to go to zoo..
den we dunno wad to do jor..
so we play cho dai di..
==
den when playing..
only finiz shuffle..
my dad came jor..
not even a call..
aiyo..
my cards..
i saw dai di..
den..
bek lo..
i asked bek dem..
dey say i gt three 2s..
den many nice cards..
haiz..
nvm..
dad fetch me jor den go "The Ship"..
with grandpa n grandma..
haha..
had lunch..
5 ppl..
RM100++
mother's day 4 ppl..
RM200++
haha..

late wishes agn from:
Auntie Felicia^^

6th day of waiting..Fri
as scheduled..
went to the ZOO!!
haha..
with
sy
xh
sw
jy
mh
ch

saw alot of animals..
cute~
happy^^
haha
lik a kid..
bt fun la..
cuz with them..
cant believe la..
prepare jor so long go genting..
end up mh din go..
dis 1 last minute gathering..
all turned up..
cute..
bt hor..
suzie n mama lagi cute lo..
at oldtown..
i reached xh's hse..
den dey haven reach..
intend to go fetch dem..
dey say no nid..
den w8ed for 30 minutes..
den end uo come jor..
we oso passed by oldtown..
funny..

jux had fun~~
yay^^
bt pic hard to upload..
keep fail..
nt even a pic..

at home..
had a surprised oso..
sailou..
thx ya..

7th day of waiting..Sat
morning go clinic..
gt da medical report..
nt as i wished..
dunno wad is it called..
nvm..
nt serious..
suspected only..
den high urea acid..
bt cholestrol normal..
^^
haha..
other than dat..
others perfect..
except for my blood..
TT
in a way..
im still healthy..
i think..

den went for wushu..
dat 3 gals very funny..
wan to use chinese idioms when dey r talking..
weird..

den around 11.30am..
coach n renze left..
da class is under my control..
wow..
1st time..
means i no nid do much..
bt nt fair to them..
so i kinda let them off a lil..
bt dey seem to nt care abt it..
rly dunno how to do..
fine..
jux once..

den organ practise..
heard ppl playing bad romance..
nice~
feel lik learning..
bt nid find da score..

nite went sin choi wah..
da kangkung very funny..
da stem terribly huge..

den i knew sumthin..
i rly dunno wad to do..
i've done everything i can..
n all i gt is..
y..
y..
i rly dunno..

8th day of waiting..Sun
early in the morning..
went to park..
den bek around 10..
slept..
den tuition..
den went suzie hse..
after completing project..
except for hasil..
played cho dai di agn..
den suddenly..
it reminds me of da piano dey had..
den i asked..
den we went beside to play it..
fun~
den went bek..
ntg much jor..
end of day..
2molo going bek to skul agn..
wish me luck...^^

3rd, 4th day of waiting..

3rd day of waiting..Tue
ntg much..
as usual..
on9..
go tuition..
continued my pokemon journey..
quite successful..
bt...

4th day of waiting..Wed
2day is a bz day..
early in the morning..
went to the clinic..
done blood test..
1st we gt our urine..
next go in da room..
took a syringe full of blood..
my blood:den go do ECG test..
i think is dat..
dunno wad alphabet la..
nvm..
heart test..
many pumps put near my heart..
itchy..
den result nid wait..
rly anxious to know..

after dat..
go send bro to college..
den go eat wantan mee..
den go temple..
cuz wesak din go(so long jor)..
when im at da temple..
my mind rly bcame peaceful..
happy..
perhaps mind without hatred is better..
happier..
from now on..
dis will be my life..
life without hatred..
is hard..
bt ill try..
perhaps maybe a lil..
cuz rly gt weird students make u angry..
dun listen to ur command(prefect's thing)
haiz..

nvm..
den went to public bank did sumthin..
den went sogo..
many malays dere..
wow..
rly crowded..
managed to buy 3 clothes,
1 pants,
n NECKLACE!!!
wad i wanted for years!!
bt nobody knew it..
fien~
finally i gt to buy 1..
haha..
^^

it was a happy day..
bt..
da answer dat im waiting is still da same..
perhaps it wont change..
anymore..
maybe sum1 else will gt dis opportunity to...
maybe..
i know..
ntg will follow completely as I wished..
pls..
can any1 tell me abt my fate..
my future..
wad will happen..
i noe is impossible..
bt i will wit..
until i gt da answer..
as long as u r happy..
den is ok..
..

sat.. 1st, 2nd day of waiting..

saturday..
ever since bek from genting..
life is lik normal..
saturday as usual..
skip wushu class..
den organ..
den bio..
teac draw dou so cute..
den nite mom dad go dinner..
den bek jor play mahjong..
n is oso da time i confess dat i...
I...
da secret code has been uncovered..
even dou da answer is as predicted..
bt i will w8 until it changes..
i will..
i noe u nid time 2 'digest' everything..
bt i will w8..
tell me when u r ready..

1st day of waiting..(sunday)
morning go jogging..
so tired..
many ppl put aeroplane..
luckily..
hui, weii n her sis gt go..
or else will be alone..
even my mom oso no go..
send me den bek jor..
we danced nobody..
haha..
very farni ei..
den..
bek jor sleep lo..
zzz..
go tuition in da afternoon..
luckily ntg happened..
^^
den bek home..
on9 a while..
sailou finally accepted my request..
bt once agn..
cant happy forever..
sure gt sumthin ruin it!!
W.T.F??!!!
fine~
den go bandar utama dat area..
cuz havin dinner with my relatives from Singapore..
Auntie Annie sure likes to bring a lot of stuff for us..
yum yum!!
Edward is still so tall!!..
Lincoln changed a lil..
i dun rly recognize him..
maybe long time no c..
n when we laz saw..
i was still young..
dun rly rmb..
bt he's still so active..
haha..
i like mantis prawn..
^^

2nd day of waiting..(monday)
ntg much..
woke up..
on9..
chat..
den w8 for tuition..
SH!T..
when i wan "collect tax"..
tell me maintainance..
haiz..
den go tuition..
end up no jor tax..
fine..
den as usual..
bt sejarah rly sleepy..
haha..
jiahao a..
i will revenge!!
muahaha^^

haiz..
my life..
is once colourful..
m still~
haha..
i won let any of dose 'waves' to ruin my life..
if it gets too over..
i will jux do wadeva i can..
by then..
dun blame me..

i aint gonna care anymore^^
-.-L~

wont let anything ruin my friendships,
fame,
& reputation anymore..
nt agn..

no matter how big da waves is..
live happily..

as sailou said..
~CALM~
trying to calm myself..
^^
my mind will only think of ya..
w8ing for da time to come..
w8ing for da answer..
w8ing for everything..

The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

actually i dunno wd to do..
im afraid i might scare u..
if i did anything wrong agn..
im sry..


belated wishes from:
auntie annie

n my wishes to
YAN TONG~
haha..
happy birthday!!
woohoo~~
im da 1st to sms..
i din play tetris..
u're gonna hit me when u c dis isit??
XD

ll

genting trip 8-10 Jun

went to genting highland with
XH
SY
SW
JY
CH

followed my dad's car..
went to resort hotel..
den da 2 gals ask us 2 go 1st world fetch dem..
ran dere..
reach jor stil gt complaint..
TT
den go bek..
on my lappy..
suddenly..
hold out a cake..
omg..
ZD..
dis time i rly din think dou..
cuz dis time bday i dun rly rmb my bday..
feel dat nt special..
so din think so much..
bt unexpectedly..
den bought a cake for me..
so nice..
cheesy~
THX YA!!

play poker mahjong..
no luck..
haha..
den go walk walk..
shopping..
n all..
saw dou 1 necklace..
RM19
bt i din buy..
rly regret..

den we played bowling..
haha..
3 strikes..
happy..

den yan's auntay arrived..
so went bek hotel..
took my bath den go out agn..

den dinner ate at KFC..

den nite go down coffee bean on9..
bt line nt gud..
haiz..
change spot..
go McD..
den go bek for rest..
dey very cute de..
especially dat CH..
play my zombie until din sleep much..

i slept jor..
2nd day.
5 sumthin woke up..
den go McD eat porridge..
yan no eat..
she only drank Dutch Lady den say full..
den smell dou output smell..
vomit..
omg..

den we went to da theme park buy ticket..
w8 for dunno how many minutes..
abt 30++
i think..
cuz keep gt error.
da workers oso no mood jor..
den after getting ticket..
we played da 1st game..
damn SHIOK..
den we played many kinds of game..
all very fun~
den many tired jor..
bt haven try roller coaster..
haiz..
den go bek rest..
den go out play agn..
den rock climbing..
omg..
damn nice.
bt i wont try agn..
cuz very horrible..
when 1st time jux climb..
omg..
so high..
very afraid..
den simply climb..
bt simply climb suddenly go up jor..
haha..
den jump down..
very SONG a!!

den bowling agn..
maybe rock climbing used up all my energy..
my hand no more energy..
cant hold heavy ball..
den ball keep moving away..

den go snow world..
wow..
nice..
bt da ride..
very..
haiz..
my butt..
hurt dou jor..
inside very cold~
den we played many weird games..
haha..

den nite..
after dinner..
den go play bumper car~
very fun xia..
den go watch da 4D show..
w8ed for abt 45 min++
damn long..
rly test our patience..
den finally went in..
Haunted house..
abt a cat went in da house..
den many haunted things..
especially da dolls..
eww~
ntg much..
bt i simply scream when every1 scream..
scream for fun~
can scream den scream~

den sumhow sumbody cried..
haaiz..

den dey bowling agn..
yan n i dun wan..
den we go bek to hotel room..
bath..
den go down McD on9..
chatted..
den eat n drink..
dat yan a..
haiz..
eat jor 3 nuggets only say full..
den ask y.
Dutch Lady agn..
haiz..
make me starting to hate dutch lady..
haha..

den dey came McD..
lots of complains..
luckily din w8..
den 3rd day..
slept till very late..
on bed v siew wei..
haha..
bt i hid myself in sleeping bag..
luckily no "kungfu"
or else siewwei sure hurt..
den sy very free..
keep wake up see wad ppl do when sleeping..

den eat oldtown~
ntg much..
jux walk a while..
den go bek room prepare..
den check out..
play bowling agn..
my 3rd time..
deir 4th time..
still no form..
nt gud~

den go bek..
wow..
ate dat dunno wd fish..
cost 180..
only 1 fish..

den bek jor..
tired~~

dis trip rly gav me alot of 1st times~
1st time:-
- go genting v frenz
- celebrate belated bday dere..
- play mahjong in cards..
- play theme park games with dem..
- scream v a sharp voice ever since reached puberty (love it)
- drive kart
- taking pic while spinning
- rock climbing
- enter snow world
- wear winter clothing
- ride so many kinds of rides~
- sleep v a gal bside me(haha)
- hear wei kien's voice (so Q) haha
- alone in da room v a gal ( haha)
- on9 in McD
- missed my daily gift in fb games TT
- taking pic v yan jie~
- enter coffee bean
- taking group pic without others help..

think dat's it..
i rly gav a lot of 1st times 2 dis trip~
GENTING!
u owe me!!
haha

belated bday wish from :
- loohong
- sifu ZY
- sin hui
THX~

haiz..
suddenly when bek..
i thought of sumthin..
i rly dunno who to tell..
or who is dere to care..
to bother..
piles of acid..
spilling in my heart..
sour-ry..
tears dripping from my eyes..
cant stop thinking bout it..
wad can i do..
wad shud i do..
was i lying to myself all along??
jux 2 4gt bout it??
if yes..
guess wad..
im nt doing a gud job..
cuz i cant 4gt abt it..
rly miss ya..

P.S.
thx chiwing..
u rly made me feel better..
thx for consulting me..
appreciate it..
i'll try to do wad u asked..

may i....
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minutes after my birthday is over..

now my bday over jor..
overall is a happy day..
whole day full of wishes..
happy^^
bt jux cant let me live too happily..
ish..
wan happy whole day oso cannot??!!
on ur bday..
i din even ruin it a bit..
n now u r doing it on me??!!!!!!!

i ask u question..
wad kind of lame answer did u giv??
did u expect me 2 make descision for u??
n u finally decide..
y din u jux tell me??
nid some1 else to tell me..
who do u think i m??
im nt ur servant at all..
dis is how u treat me..
ish!!
i hate it..
y cant u jux let me live my birthday happily??!!
FFFFFFFF


bt im rly happy to dose who wished me..
thx to dose
who smsed me:
(b4 7-6)
karwoon(tot 6-6 was 7-6)
jiameng(wished earlier cuz hp gonna expired)
(at 7-6)
candy jie
lekkhong
siewwei
cheecheng
jianing
zora
tsengleong
yantong
minghui
xionghui
muimui
jianing agn
bebezai
jy
yingying
cynthia
shiwei
yenji
jianing agn

thru fb:
(b4 7-6)
johnathon ong
wongkarfook
chester
jiaming
sounyi
(at 7-6)
tc
william
kafai
kenneth chong
germey hoong
jiahao
shunee
xuemin
susie
adrian tan
goh vivian
chester lau
seetho
michelle lim
tsengleong
michael
yvoon lee
zora
yanyee
soochin
laoqian wong
wai hao (same date bday)
yossy rahmadika
adris low
Aulia
urfiee(no idea who r dey)
caleb
xe shyen
gwen lim
shye yi
jasmin pereira
thiamsoon
david li
jiahxin
yizhe
amanda
weihao
kokchun
shaiho
peggy tan
kenkai
xinjie
kahchun
cik mai.
jiaming
daniel
andy yap
kah khiong
pink ho
lee junyi
chunhoong
nelson fong
liyeng
hades ching
chia hau
cynthia
yongshin
kevin mun
derek leong
jianing agn
xinyee
loohong
joe yee
aaron KEE
shirui jie
shen liang
pui fen
LLY
wenwei
cho qiqi
heng huei
jiaen
courtney ariel
andee
weiyang
kyle mu
fongway
kevin ho
yeeling
siewwei
shenghan
sean ho
wing senf
mosquito
waiken
thamtham
racheal goh
sounyi
xinu
yokehan
sailou sin
xavier
penguin( oso same date bt different year)
kelvin lin
sheeni
jacqueline beh
william
(after 7-6)
fishie ng

at tuition:
kevin mun
lim shu koon..
yes itu saja..
some i feel kinda sad dat dey dun rmb..
bt fine..
nt important oso..
2 dose who rmbed..
thx alot..
i rly do appreciate it!!
luv u guys!!

jn oso 'revenged'
wish me total 5 times!!

last bt nt least..
thx dat weii!!!!!
rly rly rly rly wan thank you!!
while i waas playing mahjong..
she sms me call her..
den sang bday song 4 me..
dis year..
1st n last bday song..
anyway..
thx all!!

long time no blog agn..

hahaz..
last friday-sunday..
went to kuantan..
very very fun~
can swim..
can do many things..
will upload pics next time..
many scenery pics..
standing in da middle of da sea..
taking pics..
1st time..

when going dere..
so unlucky..
air-con spoil jor..
go karak 1 workshop..
repair..
w8ed for 1 hour..
read chemistry..
den continue journey n watch pokemon..XD

den dinner had my favourite sotong..
hehez..
den 2nd nite..
gt many wedding events..
including malay n chinese~
den watch IP man 2 dere..
bu cuo~
den oso gt play mahjong..
kakaz~

when going bek..
oso watch pokemon..
conclusion..
fun~~

den monday..
cuz only gt account..
i din take so nvm..
den tuesday ntg much..
bc..
wed pm n sivik..
thurs chem..
fri pj, sj..
all oso ok ok..
math gt 99, add math 97..
all cuz of careless..
TT
others still waiting..
finally finiz jor exam..
can play many thing jor..

very very very happy la^^

den sat wushu.
haha..
whole time oso practise my legs..
hurt dao..
bt still ok la..

den sun..
put jor aeroplane..
no go jog..
hehe..
den 1130 go xh hse..
ply..
mastermind..
den watch pokemon..

den after tuition..
go 1U..
walk walk walk..
saw a lego convention..
omg..
dose models dere r sooo nice..
very very yeng lo..
taj mahal..
haha..
love it~
long time no play jor..

den bro bought a formal suit..
nice..
den ate TGI Fridays..
den peranakan..
den bek jor ate auntie anne pretzel..
omg..
damn happy..
bt..
expansive..
hehez..
many wishes oo..
thx all~