17th day of waiting.,

17th day of waiting..Tue
saddest day of waiting..
many things happened..

2day..
went school..
punctually..
den saw sailou oso..
wad a coincidence..

yesterday's mood is still in my heart..
bt i continued my life..
went up da stage..
for da 1st time..
ask dem to keep quiet..
which is a hard thing..
den read out my 1st pengumuman..
since is my 1st time..
i dunno how..
den Pn. Norli say..
muz let them quiet 1st only read..
(gain 1 more knowledge)
bt da prob is..
i cant make dem keep quiet..
so i rly dunno how,,
so let teac take over..
bt indeed is a good experience..

den continued..
1st 5 periods..
rly din study at all..
BM no come..
BC no come..
SJ no come..
wow..

bt..
in sejarah room..
i finally did wad i wanted to do..
for years..
even though da results r da same..
bt at least..
i talk to u..
face to face..
about our matter..
bt..
in da crowd..
i did it..
bt i dun think any1 noticed..
after i knew ur answer..
i dunno wad to say anymore..
all i can do is silent..
n stare at my book..
thinking.
dried tears dripping..
having da urge to cry..
bt..
jux ntg..
so kept on..
doing wad im suppose to do..
den..

recess..
saw pn lee..
st mary skul gt gathering..
invite us..
bt clashes with our skul carnival..
dunno how now..
still deciding..

pm..
wrote a few pantun..
weird ones..

Pak Lah menunggang kudanya,
pergi ke Penang makan laksa;
Pembuangan sampah merata-rata,
Tercemarnya alam negara kita.

Ingin pergi tengok wayang,
Malangnya hujan turun lebat;
Sumber hutan semakin kurang,
Peliharakannya sebelum terlambat.

my pantun-s..
lame..

den physic..
we do da eureka experiment..
Archimedes' principle if nt mistaken..
den we go find stone..
nice..
everytime physic oso can go out play de..
laz time go measure things..
now go pick up stone..
den do lo..
bt feel sry..
all i keep doing..
din giv dou kk & shi wei do..
so laz 1 let them do..
den do 1 extra de..
extra large size~
lame..

den go bek..
meet dou sailou agn..
in dat few minutes..
told him wad happened..

we rly gt destiny with da gate..
everytime oso meet dere..
zd..

den..
go home..
sleep..
den wake up..
very tired..
woke up a while..
den rmb wad happened agn..
haiz..
woke up v disappointment agn..

den go tuition..
dis time add math teacher absent..
yesterday mr.moi..
now him..
heard dat he caught in an accident..
bt nt sure how..
den do add math exercise..
jux do do do..
din say a single word in da 1 n a half hour..
jux keep on doing..

den bek..
msn agn..
den..
chat..
told him my deepest darkest secret..
now feel alil embarrassed..
...
dunno how now..

den sms..
da results..
still da same..
by dat time..
tears..
going to fall..
bt..
luckily..
sailou is dere to comfort me..
bt..

i rly cant take it..
im sick of it..
haiz..
flashbacks!
stop striking me!!
will da memories between u n me..
jux fade away dis easily??

y..

den jux now..
catherine found me..
told me dat Teacher Square..
unfortunately has passed away today..
so sad when i heard dat..
TT
such a tragedy..
to me..
u r a funny geography teacher..
rly..
haiz..
R.I.P.
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