11th day of waiting

11th day of waiting..Wed
2day..
as usual..
went to school..
damn uncomfortable..
den go stage dere prepare..
den all i can say is sila masuk barisan..
den let teac call to go do things..
damn..
everytime spoil my moment..
bt i learned sumthin..
dis job aint as easy as it looks..
u must noe how to change from time to time..
kailin did it very well..
im afraid i cant do it..
den is teacher's photo session..
prefects were asked to go duty..
so far still ok..
jux used a friendly way to communicate v dem..
(i think)
den..
walk here n dere..
up n down..
haiz..
feeling more sick..
keep feel lik vomiting..
omg..
da urge..
d@mn..
bt dis time duty..
im satisfy..

den go bek class den do things as usual..
erm..
boring~
no new results..
bt gt 1 more ceramah..
about teeth..
haiz..
da students..
keep making noise..
i dun hav da energy to stand up oso..
den..
nobody helped to ask them keep quiet..
only a few..
bt jux dese few cant do anything..
haiz..
feel embarassed with dis kind of attitude..
SMK SB..
haiz..

den..
recess~
eat..
den flashbacks came into my mind..
sick of it..
ish..
still feel lik vomiting..
bt better la..
den carmen n yj came..
dey asked a question..
i dunno how answer oso..
so jux..
react dunno~
seriously..
dunno wad to do..
bt..
...
humans r unpredictable..
even me myself..

time is moving slower n slower..
when will everything be over..
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