3rd, 4th day of waiting..

3rd day of waiting..Tue
ntg much..
as usual..
on9..
go tuition..
continued my pokemon journey..
quite successful..
bt...

4th day of waiting..Wed
2day is a bz day..
early in the morning..
went to the clinic..
done blood test..
1st we gt our urine..
next go in da room..
took a syringe full of blood..
my blood:den go do ECG test..
i think is dat..
dunno wad alphabet la..
nvm..
heart test..
many pumps put near my heart..
itchy..
den result nid wait..
rly anxious to know..

after dat..
go send bro to college..
den go eat wantan mee..
den go temple..
cuz wesak din go(so long jor)..
when im at da temple..
my mind rly bcame peaceful..
happy..
perhaps mind without hatred is better..
happier..
from now on..
dis will be my life..
life without hatred..
is hard..
bt ill try..
perhaps maybe a lil..
cuz rly gt weird students make u angry..
dun listen to ur command(prefect's thing)
haiz..

nvm..
den went to public bank did sumthin..
den went sogo..
many malays dere..
wow..
rly crowded..
managed to buy 3 clothes,
1 pants,
n NECKLACE!!!
wad i wanted for years!!
bt nobody knew it..
fien~
finally i gt to buy 1..
haha..
^^

it was a happy day..
bt..
da answer dat im waiting is still da same..
perhaps it wont change..
anymore..
maybe sum1 else will gt dis opportunity to...
maybe..
i know..
ntg will follow completely as I wished..
pls..
can any1 tell me abt my fate..
my future..
wad will happen..
i noe is impossible..
bt i will wit..
until i gt da answer..
as long as u r happy..
den is ok..
..