9th,10th day of waiting..

9th day of waiting..monday
school reopen..
overall..
for me is a normal day..
bt my stomach starts to hurt..
i think i'll hav gastric..
early in the morning..
kailin asked me go up stage to ikrar..
omg..
my stomach not well jor..
now still wan nervous..
i feel lik vomiting when im nervous..
bt at last..
still managable..
only my 'disiplin' din com out rite..
tongue nt so active..

my exam results..
gt gud gt bad..

den during tuition..
suddenly receive a sms..
from sailou..
den we sms jor for hours..
den teacher call me go in front do da thing..
AGN..
laz laz week oso same bcuz i oso sms..
den dis time..
agn..
is either he call me u cuz i sms..
or da different way..
TT
bt nvm la..
sacrifice a lil..

sailou..
dun think so much le ba..
life isnt as perfect as u think..
we will face a lot of obstacles..
dat's da hard part in life..
jiayou oo.
I'll support u..


10th day of waiting..Tue
2day..
life as normal..
a lil gastric pain..
bt managable..
den assembly..
bored..
den saw sailou moody..
haiz..

den..
went up class..
noe results..
go sj..
she seemed different..
bt paper haven finiz marking..

den go ceramah..
bt form 3 used too much time..
so we recess 1st..
den form 3 oso recess..
so intended to find sailou..
walking walking walking..
found dou jor..
bt he's playin v his frenz..
so fine..
at least he's bek in mood..
so jux continue my journey..
to go nowhere..
walking alone..
thinking of things..
my problems..
dunno how to handle..
wad to do..
so..
jux walked away..
alone..
thinking..

(hate da word 'complement')

it has been a while since i did dat..
ever since im a prefect..
whenever dere's duty..
i dun feel so alone..
as im alone..
all i can think is..
life is harsh..
nt everything are as it seems..
...

den went for da ceramah..
da speaker is kinda hilarious..
bt da way of speaking was unexpected..
nt wad i've expected i guess..
kinda funny la..
bt in a rush..
wad i learned is..
i dunno..
perhaps laughter??

den went bek for class..
haiz..
ntg much..
jux results..
physics..
haiz n wow..
agn results..

slept..
tuition..
read da book agn..
rite blog..
dis is 2dy..

results:
BM-61
PM-65
Chem-80
A.M-97
MA-99
PSK-91
BIO-89
PHY-91

terribly satisfy with my bio n phy..
at least gt highest..
bt..
Bm n Pm..
terrible..
rly shit lo..
1 sub can lose ppl 20 marks..
how chase bek oo..
TT

sumhow..
feel moody..
mybe cuz of sum different factors..
haiz..
life is indeed unfair..
yes..
u arrived 1st..
bt it doesnt mean dat u gt it..
y is life dis unfair..
y..

sailou..
dun sad anymore!!
as u said..
STAND UP!!
GROW!!
i will be by ur side if u nid..
cheer up!!^^