110th day of waiting

110th day of waiting..Thur
2day morning..
rained heavily..
den tidy up da bilik pengawas b4 going bek to class..
once reached..
wow..
a new relief teac..
keep walking here n dere..
den at least still gt giv reaction when i bow..
smile sikit tak blh ke??
den suan..
do math..
den lekkhong ask me bout lines n planes..
try 2 explain lo..
class getting noisier..
den start chaos jor..
den teac scold..
ask us go bek own place..
den kept mumbling..
den scold yh n lekkhong..
haiz..
cannot say she is a bad teac..
she is doing da right thing..
bt sumhow..
things jux doesn't seem right..
perhaps immature thinking??
nvm..

den bio..
go lab..
very very faz..
dose who usually dun come reached da earliest..
e.g. weiyang..
cuz gonna dissect frog!
haha..
1st time in my life..
luv it..
ppl say our group is cruel..
cuz every organ oso take out..
bt i think we shud do dat..
let da frog die worthily..
den keep n tidy up lo..
rly excited, happy with dis exp...

den jux pj..
played a round..
den find mrs.lee..
den chat till after recess..
continue chat..
den do things..
go here n dere..
very bz xia..
den at bilik guru..
teac ask me move da table..
den cik zalina said many weird things..
u very handsome..
n in 3 years..
all girls will come stick to u..
den i was lik "wad???"
seriously??
i had a "wad??" appearance by dat time..

den ntg much..
jux walk up n down..
almost no in class..
den go bilik pengawas ask for name list..
den gt 1 normal student..
walk in in front of us..
den i purposely knock da door jor..
no choi me..
den suan..
he saw us..
wan leave jor..
den sook fen stopped him..
den scold him@@
fine..
i jux do wad im dere for..
2 take da list..

den went bek class..
dey wan take class pic..
take jor den bek to chaos~

den bek home..
upload pic..
sleep..
den tuition..

den bek home..
dinner..
den start to fan..
abt annual dinner..

1stly..
2molo's meeting is for da ketua biro only..
i din ask others to come..
jux wanna discuss sumthin for next year..
which HAVEN'T approve yet!!
jux nid some idea..
n is a faz meeting..
so din call so many ppl..

2ndly..
im rly tired of it..
y everytime come out..
i hav to plan..
i hav to call 1 by 1..
ask dis n dat..
den giv me dose dunno wad answer..
den dis say dunno..
dat say wad oso can..
den when i set a time..
dis say cant..
dat tell me bz..
den tell me when r all of u guys free!!!
i rly dunnon hw plan..

3rdly..
is troublesome enuf v it..
n now..
1 more to come..
i rly dunno hw to handle dis thing..
i dun wanna hurt ppl's feeling..
bt by doing wad im doing dese days..
i think i hurted a lot of ppl..
bt da truth is..
i rly cant care much..
is a prob enuf for me to handle with so few ppl..
now wan summore??

yea..
indeed i admit im a lil bit wrong..
bt u cant blame me for all dat..
cuz in ur mind..
u only trust her!
hav u ever find me via sms or msn??
no!
den hw u expect me to think of u whenever i plan sumthin??
u nvr even do dat to me..
in ur mind only hav her..
even though u noe i lik her!
u still do da same thing..
yea im jealous..
so wad??
den dis hw u treat me as a fren!
so y shud i bother!

!!stop pissing me off!!

109th day of waiting

109th day of waiting..Wed
morning..
went skul den try to prepare for assembly + persaraan..
many things as usual lik monday..
den start persaraan..
quite fast de..
den im da head prefect now..
dunno i can do a gud job anot..
cuz keep dunno y gt prob saying in front of public 2day..

den ntg much..
chemistry..
since no real teac teaching..
so went bio lab n see dedikasi de dissect frog..
damn cute!
den sy very 'wolf' de lo..
pull pull pull..
den recess..
sumthin sumhow spoilt my mood for da whole day..
so jux 'slept' dere..
actually i jux wanna hide myself from reality..

den duty..
and so on..
bek..
do english..
den bio..
ntg much..
teac teaching dat time.
rly getting tired..
den i lay down on table..
eyes on da screen..
bt slowly closing..
haha..
yan n hui oso..
wan sleep jor..
bt hui very obvious lo..
so no giv face meh..
haha..
den hsien come jor..
nt so sleepy jor..
haha..
den ntg much..
went out for lunch..
eat pasta..
nt rly satisfy..
even dou da taste nt bad..
bt 1st..
duno y took so long..
since we ordered 1st...
bt..
den 2nd is..
i dun lik tomato sauce..

den bek skul..
prepare for dance..
did a lil dis n dat..
den mh seems rather excited after noe-ing wad we gonna dance..
since she was nt rly wanting to dance at 1st..
bt now dunno hw she feels..
hope everything will be alright..

den bek home..
jux nap..
den wake up..
eat..

den open my chinese essay book..
thinking of how to rite..
wanna pass up 2molo jor..
den 1 or 2 hours jor..
only wrote da title..
@@

finally finiz..
half a page only..
4 paragraph..
505 words..
==
finally!!
argh~!

hope ntg will gt in my way!!
here i come!!

107th, 108th day of waiting

107 day of waiting..Mon
assembly..
tried to prepare..
bt end up..
postponed to wed..
clash with ur persaraan..
so nid to prepare it..
cut short..
so dat wun use too much time..
kinda hard..

omg..
in bilik pengawas..
when wan go bek class..
my bag..
SNAP!
torn jor..
suan..
carry 1 side..

chem no teac agn..
add math teac damn funny de..

den..
recess..
after recess..
went to bilik guru v sy..
found a lot of teac..
walked almost da whole skul v her..
din attend sivik class..
bt as expected..
teac din teach..

den bi..
do paper..
ish..
den dat yenji hor..
wad oso dun play..
play v my loooong ruler..
den SNAP! agn..
torn a lil..
ish!!

sleep a while after doing..
den sy woke me up..
ask wan find pn lee anot..
since is laz period n bm teac din come..
so went lo..
den rush bek..

bek home dat time..
heard jor many things dat is nt so happy for me..

bek home after tuition den sew bag lo..

very unlucky 2day..
1st..
bag torn..

2nd..
my left hand keep hitting things..
till now still hurt..

3rd..
ruler break jor..

4th..
heard da kittens all died..
haiz..
T.T

5th..
sumthin dat i cant n wont tell..
bt is troubling me..
argh~!

rly rly rly unlucky..
dunno shud happy or sad..
happy can......
bt with dese around..
cant happy much la..

108th day of waiting..Tue
morning..
went skul..
den raptai..
roughly..
den go dewan duty as usual lo..
saw da bears..
quite cute~!

den da raquel..
make me speechless..
total OMG..

den no teac til sj..
den do presentation..
nt me..

den recess..

den bek class..
ntg agn..
heard yj n carmen say de things..
rly..
@@

den..
physics..
teac check hw..
den hit dose who din do many..

den skul end..
go out eat..
ate char kuey teow..

den bek skul..
prepare for dance..
den roughly dance..
den choose partner..
lucky draw..
i choose dou 1..
den c..
haha..
sweayan oo~!

den jux sit dere..
dey discuss abt clothes..
den bek home lo..
bek jor..
ntg much..
go tuition..
den do differentiation..
do dou 1..
many cant do de..
finally can do dou de feel rly..
SYOK!
bt gt 1 rly dunno wad it ngap!

den shukoon damn funny de..
suddenly look bek..
say y ur hand so many fur jor de..
den wan touch it..
den he touched..
actually dat was my pencil box..
nt my hand!
my hand was behind da pencil box..
damn funny..

den go hav dinner..
since eat dim sum..
char kuey teow agn!
omg..

den bek home..

im afraid sooner or later will bcum kueyteow-phobic..

den ntg much..
jux chat..

rly hope everything can run smoothly..
bt..
hope wun happen anything dat will crush my dream la..
pls..

105th, 106th day of waiting

105th day of waiting..Sat
morning woke up..
dunno wan go wushu anot..
cuz late sleep..
den end up go jor..
no regrets..
den do sit-ups n many abs exercise..
tired dao..

den organ..
ntg much..
den bio..
1 thing made laugh lik hell..
hav u ever wonder a pig swimming free style??
haha..
i rly cant imagine..

den bek home..
eat dinner..
den mahjong~
won 3 big rounds..
2nd round still 'dai sei hei'!!
woohoo~
bt no money de..
dun gamble..
haha..
happy jiu hao~~

btw..
pernahkkah anda dengar..
"sudah jatuh ditimpa mahjong"??
haha..
bro caught a mosquito..
den throw on table..
den da mahjong accidentally hit on it..
pitynya..

den ntg much..
sleep~

106th day of waiting..Sun
omg..
start jor..
my abs start paining..
argh..
laugh den pain..
T.T

tuition..
ntg much..
"Damn Brilliant"~
nt bad nt bad..

after tuition..
bek home..
go dinner..
den mom force me go a neighbour de hse..
cuz rumah terbuka..
eat malay food..
haiz..
nt suit me oso..
when i drink a spoon of soup..
dunno y..
mcm ada dejavu..
den kinda wan faint de feel..
weird..
conclusion..
nt my style..
bt da person is very friendly..
n looks a lil lik cikgu aidah..
even da voice oso..
im afraid later rly is..
den c dou her..
omg!!
luckily no..
den sit dere..
dunno w8 wad..
till 9 sumthin..
walk bek home..
refreshingnya~

den on9..
do hw..
ntg much..
mom's colleague gav her a plant..
very nice xia lo~
free den i will take pic jor..

thursday dissect frog..
excited!!

104th day of waiting

104th day of waiting..Fri
morning ntg much..
jux dey queue up at da tarmac agn..
den go bek class..
bored dao..
no teac..
no chair..
den go 4D discuss things v dem...
den time past..
moral time..
went bek class..
den when teac leave..
discuss agn..
dey say wan hav a band..
nt bad nt bad~!

den ntg much..
recess lo..
chat v sum 'juniors'..
abt deir 'sam xi'..
haha..
shhh~
secret~!

den went bek class..
dey take pic..
play xia v dem..
den saw sumthin..
which hurted my heart..
bt i continue my actions n expressions..
dun wanna show a thing..
looking at u is all i can do..

den keep w8ing until bek home lo..
ntg much de..

after dat go bilik pengawas..
do da raptai..
speechless..
shiying..
i und wad u say..
bt..
i oso feel da same way..
jux let it be..

den after end jor.
sumthin happened..
i dun rly noe y..
bt sumhow sum1 is sad..
i did nt noe whether im involved..
bt nt dat i dun care..
is jux dat..
i dun wanna bother u 1st..
since every1 is around u..
n u dun rly nid me too..
n dis oso caused weii n mh to 'cry'..
nt serious..
bt..
haiz..

den u guys went bek..
she went out to eat..
dun feel lik going..
so stay alone at skul..
den while wanna walk away..
da afternoon sessions ppl called me..
in my heart i thought..
dun hav to be alone..
bt i was wrong..
all dey wanna noe is wad happened..
den i was jux sitting dere..
ntg..
all of them only care him..
so if im nt sad..
den nobody will care la??
even i sad oso no1 will care..
fine..
go in bilik ketua..
feeling kinda frustrated..
den c sum data..
abt everything..
discovered sum pics..
quite cute de..

den bek home..
play game..
den tuition..
haiz..
at least u talked to me..
means im nt involved..

den go eat dinner..
saw jeeseng..
at 1st saw from bek..
bt more n more familiar..
end up rly is..
da meal nt bad..

den bek home..
ntg much..

i dunno wad will happen next..
n i dunno wad post i'll gt..
bt..
i wad oso dunno de la..
i rly dunno!!!
wad i wan actually..
wad??
can sum1 lead me..

form 3s..
1 more week..
till u guys big day..
JIAYOU!!
(if nt wrong.. only 1 F3 can read my blog..)
haha..
oso jiayou la!!!

103rd day of waiting

103rd day of waiting..Thur
morning go skul..
ntg much..
assist xh agn..

den bek bilik pengawas..
ponteng bm class..
discuss annual dinner de things..
den..
bio den go lab lo..
after dat pj ply ping pong..
haha..
play for fun de..
dun so serious..
haha..

den recess..
mission consider accomplished..
den ntg much..

after recess bek class..
go library..
noisy..
saw a cockroach..
haha..

den math no teac..
play police & killer..
took police many times..
bt seldom gt killer..
2 times only..
1st time..
kill da police den lose jor..
den 2nd time..
teac wan us go back own seat..
cant play jor..
ish..
nande..

den after skul..
go bilik pengawas..
interview khai chuen..
haiz..
i tried my bez to help..
bt..
hard to make ppl satisfy..
hope u can la..
after dat dey gt a lil meeting v afternoon session..
many bushuang de things din say la..
since dun wan interrupt deir 'system' 1st..
next year if dey do da same thing den dey will noe..

den bek home..
sleep..
tuition damn sleepy..
when wan go up stairs..
let a stupid boy step dou..
ish..
i baru wake..
no mood yet..
ish!!
den while w8ing in class..
den saw many kids..
rly rly fan de..

den ntg much,,
w8 till end jor..
mom call..
telling me wher she parked..
bt giv wrong direction..
haha..

den go eat..
da cheese baked rice nt bad..
bt hor..
rly no luck v lil kids..
jux now let a kid step on me jor..
while eating dat time..
12nd thing happened..
suddenly i felt sumthin hit me..
on my back..
den i look bek..
da lil girl from next table sitting beside me..
den i noe she 'accidentally' hit me v da menu..
kinda hurt..
den i stared at her..
not even apologizing..
fine..
continue eating..
if 1 more time den i will scold de..
since kinda bad tempered..

den bek home watch amazing race asia..
hehez..
den ntg much..

i dunno wad i wan from u..
u to be happy??
bt sumtimes i fantasizes me holding ur hand.
sitting beside u..
will dis ever happen??

102nd day of waiting

102nd day of waiting..Wed
ntg much in the morning..
weii's turn to go up stage..

den go up class..
moral gt hw..@@
den chem no teac yet..
den math pn noran came in..
quite 'cute' xia..==
i put d duster dere..
she rly put bek..
dunno is coincidence or wad..
i put so high..
she still wan put bek same place de..

den bm ntg..
recess..
den my 'mission' started..
considered accomplished..

den bi..
ntg much..
bio oso..
bt teac say thursday dissect frog..
excited!!

den go bek home..
on da way bek..
as a companion..
im satisfy enuf..

even though i rly hope dat i can..
bt seeing u smile is worth..

bek home..
parents went genting..
since wanna send bro dere..
so home alone for whole day..

no tuition no ntg..
whole day passed boringly..
dis is da worst mid-autumn festival ever..
ppl say 2day shud be together v family or frenz..
bt me??
alone..
frenz??
bz..

funny thing is..
i wrote a status..
after i fed da cats..
i saw da moon..
den i wrote da status after havin inspiration..
bt cant bliv sum1 copied it..
n post as his status oso..
is a funny thing to 2 same status 'side-by-side'..
bt im proud..
dat my words r appreciated..

at nite..
i took bek out my kh books..
for sum reason..
dunno can help anot..
hope can la..
2molo 2nd mission agn~



2day..
we chatted..
as expected..
ur reply will be dat..
bt i insisted in asking..
cuz i rly hope i can gt a chance from u..
bt..
in ur heart..
u only lik him..

y 2 who lik each other..
dun wanna be together??
yes..
i dun rly lik it..
bt..
as long as u're happy..
i hav no choice..

一支笔没墨了就是没墨了··
再怎样勉强写下去··
只会写破那张纸··
倒不如丢掉··
买一支新的··
但是有时却不舍得···
矛盾···

dis is my 2nd status..
inspiration when i throwing away my blue pens..
dey hav no ink left..
hw i rite..
hw i force..
oso won work well..
if i use more energy..
all it will happen is da paper will be spoiled..
is lik our love..
u dun hav love towards me anymore..
no matter hw i force..
ntg will come out in a gud way..
however..
it will only worsen things up..
y dont jux 4gt abt it???
bt da main prob is..

CAN I??

2nite has been a rly rly sad nite..
i dunno wad to do..
i dunno hw to deal with it..
i dunno who to talk to..

perhaps..
i'm rly 'invisible'..
i live 'alone'..

101st day of waiting

101st day of waiting..Tue
2day..
went to skul extraordinarily early..

den assist xh up da stage..
from wad i can c..
he is indeed doing a better job..
1 voice..
den every1 silent..
for me..
dis seldom happen..

dis is another step down..

den in prefect's room..
dey wan arrange da place for da next persaraan..
so jux stood dere..

den went bek class..
ntg to do much...
recess..
ntg much oso..
bek to class..
no teac..
dey say wushu gt performance..
den since no routine..
no ppl..
no time..
so jux cancel..

den go bek class...
read newspaper..
den sleep..
when i woke up..
cramp..
den rly cant move..
took me minutes to recover..

even im physically recovered..
mentally..
im nt..
when i c u guys together..
my heart started to hurt..
u guys..
playin happily..
u guys r meant for each other..
a princess always belong to the prince..
nt a beggar from the streets..
im nt ur knight in shining armor all along..
i once thought i was..
bt..
fate..

when i c u guys..
my heart..
cant stop feeling sourish..
bt..
all i can do is..
SMILE..
fake 1..
at least ppl wun ask so much..
bt da harder i smile..
da worse my heart feels..
im afraid tears might come out..

shud i rly giv up..
most importantly..
can i giv up??
m i able to do dat??

as for da post..
yea..
is jux a post la..
no big deal rite..??
wrong!!
to me..
is nt jux a post..
without it..
im jux a nobody agn..
wher no1 will notice me at all..
no1 will recognize me at all..

now is either i hav dis post or ntg..
cuz i hav no experience in any other things..
bt i noe..
he has a higher advantage than me..
n i noe he wud be chosen with a higher rate..

i rly dunno how..
hw can anything help me??
i wanna be free!!

100th day of waiting

100th day of waiting..Mon
go to skul den prepare for assembly..
haiz..
sook fen keep saying wrong..
even i din say..
bt maybe dis is da la time for me on stage..
shud appreciate it..
rmb da moments..

den kailin told me..
2molo nid let xh go up stage jor..
as expected..

den jux go bek class..
everything as usual..
recess..
den bek to class..
den ntg much oso..
jux bored..

tuition..
ntg much too..
bek home no appetite..
jux eat rice + beans..
@@

da 100th day..
i rly wanna tell u..
when we're alone..
u jux looked away..
as if ignoring me..
den suddenly u looked here..
n tell me abt ur hw..
bt too bad..
soon dad arrived..
i cant say it..
den jux go back..
i noe ur phone no more credit..
bt dunno y i jux wanna sms u..
dat msg..
i dunno will i regret..
bt u din reply me..

den jux do my moral tugasan harian..
haiz..
very hard to do..
do until 2 o'clock..

97th, 98th, 99th day of waiting

97th day of waiting..Fri
ntg much happened..
jux woke up late..
on9..
den tuition..
haha..
me n cheecheng let ken gonna explode soon..
bt rly ma..
logically i dun understand..
theoretically i und..
bt..
haiz..
rly luan..
i hate shapes now..

den ntg much..

98th dy of waiting..Sat
morning woke up..
go for wushu..
quite happy quite nice~

den organ practice..
wow..
more n more weird songs..

den bio..
hehez..
jux luv it~!!

den come bek..
prepare for dinner..
since my neighbourhood gt celebration..
for mid-autumn festival n hari raya de..
kinda nice..
gt 1 question..
who is da 1st khalifah..
omg..
i rmbed!!
bt sms yan for confirmation..
den did it..
i was rite..
bt..
din choose dou me..
choose dou other lucky ppl..
bt both oo chinese..
haha..
weird..

ntg much..
din go to da bbq..
since i promised to attend da dinner..
haiz..
nvm..
w8 for next time i guess..

99th day of waiting..
late wake up..
den go tuition..
ntg much..
~war started~

den jux go home n rush hw..
haiz..
argh!
crazy de..
physics rly dunno wad it says..
da stupid light..
den moral..
so many tugasan harian..
dunno hw to rite..
bt all due by tuesday..
so..
muz rush 2molo..
4 more tugasan harian!!
jiayou jiayou!!

so sudden..
2molo 100th day..
skkul reopen..
wad will happen??
will da result come out???
will it be my laz day of.....

anxious....

95th, 96th day of waiting

95th day of waiting..Wed
morning go yan hse..
nt for practicing..
jux go dere..
once agn reached da earliest..
so no1 was dere yet^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

den play mahjong..
1st time..
1st time c dou such nice things..
crazy de!
yan de luck terribly gud la..
东南西北 all gt..
4 飛..
den dun hav numbers..
terribly geng!

den ntg much..
once agn..
is da attitude jor..
rly cant change de..
fine..
jux accept dat since is part of u..
n u noe dis will be da way dat u'll be treated too..

den go home..
ntg much..
no tuition..
dad change phone jor^^
den nite play 4 ppl mahjong..
wah..
very very very sienz..
cuz too many jor..
3 ppl faster n nicer..
haha..

96th day of waiting..Thur
ntg much today..
woke up..
jux prepare den go to grandma's hse..
cuz wan c hw da pool looks lik..
den reach dere..
had my haircut..
den go pool dere..
wah..
many ppl..
den notice 4gt bring goggles..
so jux go gym..
den in da gym..
da guard came down..
n ask y we say swimming bt y in gym..
hw i noe wad tell so much..
ish..
fine..
den a while later..
go bek jor..
den ntg to do..

bek home..
dinner..
den go feed da cats..
den neighbour let me c da kittens..
da stray cats finally gav birth..
2 kittens in total..
1 brown 1 black..
hope dey grow healthily..

den ntg much..

weii..
all i can say is jiayou..


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我只想关心··
却··
是！
我不够他们好！
可是我也尽力了！！
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但是··
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我在你们心里完全没有地位··
你们有事··
都不会第一时间找我诉苦··
我不问··
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92nd, 93rd & 94th day of waiting

92nd day of waiting.. Sun
woke up den ntg much..
jux ate a small bowl of porridge..
den go tuition..
bek dat time very hungry..
den nite play mahjong..
till 1 sumthin plus plus..
den sleep..

93rd day of waiting.. Mon
woke up..
raining..
den go yan hse..
practice dancing..
den played mahjong.
haha..
den bek..
wan nap de..
so hard only managed to sleep..
let my bro woke me up by making dat ball noise..
ish..
den jux go tuition..
kinda frustrated..
v many things..
den jux bek..
chatted v sailou..
cheer bek up a lil..

94th day of waiting..Tue
woke up agn..
raining agn..
dis time heavier..
den went sridamansara..
had McD for breakfast..
den go weii's hse..
1st to arrive..
help her finiz a few levels..
haha..

den practice..
den do ntg much..
den do add math..
happy doing index number..

den tuition..
wow..
very hard xia lo..

bek home..
den ntg much..

haiz..
now im rly afraid..
dat da dance wont work out..
n sumhow..
im starting to feel frustrated with...
y..
so unfair??
ARGH!!!

90th, 91st day of waiting

90th day of waiting..fri
early in the morning..
intend to wake up early..
to take pic..
bt end up raining..
ish!!
suan..
den continue sleep..

den wake up..
ate cup noodle..
den 11 sumthin..
wan go out to cafe dere..
eat my fav nasi goreng kampung..
bt..
ish!!
nid long time to prepare..
cuz of many reason..
den suan..
i go beach..
even is still raining..
haha^^
gt feel zd anot??

den ntg much lo..
go bek home..
slept almost whole journey..
den went to a restaurant..
dad's fren's rest.
ate dere..
den dad's fren dun wan giv us da bill..
wan treat us^^
aww~
thx ya~~

den went bek home..
ntg much~~

91st day of waiting..Sat
morning go for wushu..
school no open..
so jux go playground dere train..
4gt bring my sword oso..
train v isabelle's sword cover..
n oso my taichi~
4gt many jor..
T.T

den after finish..
went bek hse..
den did ntg..
chat chat xia..
suddenly say wan come out jor..
den help mom cook a lil..
den eat..
den go jor..
o mh hse..
discuss abt things..
den we actually dance~
haha..
kinda funny tho~
haiz..
n dis is da easy part..
i rly wonder hw will da hard part end up..
hope everything will go perfectly^^

87th, 88th, 89th day of waiting

87th day of waiting..Tue
quite an experience..
went to 1U in da morning..
watch "Vampire Suck" alone..
at 1st..
went in..
EMPTY!
omg..
den come out..
go toilet..
den go bek in..
gt ppl jor..
at 1st rly scary..

very very funny..
all based on twilight 1..
very very funny!!
all scene add many funny things inside..
den i saw a familiar actress!!
"Chealsea" from "That's So Raven"!!
OMG!!
make me miss dat show..
den sum scene rly make me jealous of it..
1st time watch movie alone^^

den finiz~
den went bek home..
ready for tuition..
m rly rly hppy..
cuz of certain reason..

88th day of waiting..Wed
early in da morning went to skul..
for chinese replacement..
for 4 hours..
ntg much..
jux gt many stories..
sum very touching..

den finiz jor..
go kuantan!!
woohoo~
oso gt pool view bt not clear..
happy can on9^^

den jux go play..
swim..
beach..
den dinner..
den at nite..
bring my laptop out n managed to on9 outside..
1st time on9 at da beach..

den go cafe dere drink fruit punch..
on9 dere oso..
den bek jor..

sleep..

89th day of waiting..Thur
morning..
5.45 oredi woke up..
cuz wan take pic of sunrise..
bt too bad..
cant take cuz no sun..
nt obvious..
2molo wake up later only try..

den go bek room..
play pokemon den sleep..
until 11 sumthin..
go eat dim sum~

done jor den i go beach alone..
took off my shirt..
let da sun rays pour on my skin~
den da wind blew strongly..
wow..
perfect..
hot bt cold~

drew many things on da sand..
post later..

den went n play pingpong~
haha..
nice^^
den play in da gym..
jog..
den arms exercise..

den went by da poolside..
ate my ice-cream by da beach~
yumyum~
very relaxing^^

den went to c my 'drawings'..
2 still dere..
bt my psycho kena conteng..
bside dunno rite wad..
==
adui..
rite sumwher else ma..
spoil it..

den went to da sea..
dipped in it..
bt dad gt hurt..
den go pool jor..

den nite go eat..
my fav sotong as usual..
after dinner..
drove for a while at da parking lot..
since it is spacious..
bt im still afraid..
bt very gud experience..
happy^^
another 1st time~

den jux go by da pool side..
sat dere..
den gaze at stars..
bt cant c even 1..
haiz..

den listen songs..
quite relaxing..

bt..
a while later..
a bunch of tourist..
who jux came a while ago..
came n ruin da peace..
ish..
den jux leave..
go bek room~

den my day end lik dis..
kinda happy~~!!

haha!!
finally bek safely..
rly happy..
2molo hope can c u ^^

86th day of waiting

86th day of waiting..Mon
6th day without u..
2day mom n dad haven come bek..
laz nite..
watch movie untill 5.30++ only sleep..
even though watched b4..
bt dunno y no mood sleep..
den 2day..
1 sumthin..
suddenly wake up..
wan longer oso cannot..

den wake up..
on9..
den cook instant noodle..
OMG!
cant bliv i can cook till ngam ngam..
nt consider hard..
n nt consider soft..
PERFECT!!
rly satisfy..
bt nt healthy..

den ntg much..
on9~
watch tv..
den suddenly..
rain poured heavily outside..
lighting accompanied by peals of thunder..
n da sky jux turned dark..
very very dark..
very horrible..
bt i lik it..

den off9..
play pokemon..
OMG!
m rly rly rly rly lucky..
i caught a SHINING SKARMORY!!
green colour wings!
kinda yeng..

den ntg much..
night..
no go tuition..
cuz dey haven bek..

when dey bek jor..
eat char kuey teow n porridge..
n sumhow..
i turned moody..
cant rly tell y i feel dat way..
bt i jux did..
bt happy dat dey r bek^^
no nid figure wad to eat for breakfast..
can go anywher^^

I WAN LEARN DRIVING ASAP!!
drive to anywher i wan..
bring my frenz go yam cha..
go gai gai!!
wah!!
think dou oso song!!
bt dunno dey giv anot..
cuz after my bday..
SPM reaching soon..
dey sure wan me focus on dat 1st..
bt i think i can do it lo..
since..
...
c how la..
hope so^^

den 2molo..
kinda excited..
cuz going to 1U n shop~
n watch movie alone..
yes..
indeed i was a lil angry abt it..
bt..
dunno y lately..
after 1 day..
dun hav dat kind of feeling anymore..
i think..

AIM:
-short term:
~ go kuantan relax!
~ finiz hw ASAP!
~ prepare for annual dinner performance!
-long term:
~study better!
~learn hw to play Forever & Always!
~learn hw to drive!!!!!

83rd, 84th, 85th day of waiting

83rd day of waiting..Fri
3rd day without u..
wow!!
only 12 ppl came..
geng~
den sj..
teac only ask us to do sum exercise..
math..
din teach..
so jux tidy up da classroom..
lik laz year..
with yj dem..
den addmath do 3D..
luv it..
physics..
waste time..
damn lots of hw..
ish!
eng.
ntg much..
bt nid discuss persaraan dy..
so rush..

封神榜 last episode..
kinda nice..
bt..
nt as nice as i saw laz time..
perhaps..
grown up??
^^

84th day of waiting..Sat
4th day without u..
woke up jux go for organ lesson..
wow..
many new songs..
hard..
den teac accept jor Forever & Always..
can print score jor..
i wan play dis song!!

den bio tuition..
den bek..
at nite..
played mahjong..
at 1st keep winning..
bek den slowly nt so lucky..
bt fun~

85th day of waiting..Sun
5th day without u..
mom n dad went johor..
left me n bro at home..
woke up eat garlic bread..
den din go tuition cuz no transport..
den jux lik dat..
til grandpa come n bring us for dinner..
den type paper for mom..
finiz all!!
2day downloaded many epi of poke.
^^

haiz..
intend to go watch movie on tuesday..
bt..
sum cannot..
sum??
rly make me frustrated..
jux bcuz she is nt here!!
den u dun wan come out??
if she is here..
u sure 100% agree wan come de isit?
suan!
dun wn den dun wan..
i watch alone!!

81st, 82nd day of waiting

81st day of waiting..Wed
1st day without u..
moral ntg much..
wow..
gt improvement..
laz tim 65 only..
now gt 70 jor..
haha..
still weak la..
den as usual..
sy highest 88~
gratz..

den ntg much~
chem go bilik sj..
cuz no teac..

den bek 2 periods no teac..
self activity..

math teac din come in..

den bio..
giv out sivik paper cuz we saw pn zaleha..
omg..
vijaya highest!
98!!
crazy de~
haha

den bek home..
whole day type mom's paper..
type till my bek oso pain..

missing u~

82nd day of waiting..Thur
2nd day without u..

2day went up stage..
funny thing is..
da guru bertugas din come down..
den dunno how long jor only come down..
zd..

den ntg much..
bm no teac..
cuz at form 3 help bengkel BM..

den bio..
ntg..
saw a skull..
quite yeng~
bt damn sleepy dat time..

den PJ..
played pingpong..
a lil frustrated..
cuz..
i was dere 1st..
u came later..
bt y..
after da person lost..
y u jux str8 away go dere lik..
it is meant for u so..
din u even bother abt my feelings??
dis reminds me of da times we were at lumut..
nobody cared!
after swimming..
went bek room..
i was standing dere..
freakin cold..
bt u guys din bother..
especially u!!
still wan snatch v me..
hello??
manners much??
im da organizers' son..
aren't i suppose to hav any privilege?
no!!
u selfish!!

den after recess..
u come n tell me..
he very gud..
cuz giv u 50 cents..
WTF?
did u ever said dat to me???
n i gav double!
1 ringgit..
did u ever praise or wad??
no!
did u ever giv me anything a return??
no!
i gav u lots of thing..
did u praise me or wad??
no!
jux a 50 cent..
laz time still wan argue v me cuz of a stupid 20 cent..
r u dat desperate for money??
a lil thing oso so hard??
y cant u be more generous to frenz..
only to da 1 u lik den u can giv anythin..
frenz??
ntg to u!!

ish~!!
den bi..
ntg..
math..
heard teac say maybe Pn. Noran's gonna teach us..
TOTAL OMG!!
den En. asyik gav us 2 papers..
u were sleeping..
so in my mind..
here's my chance..
so i gt extra to keep it for her..
den u woke up..
ask me abt da papers..
bt i din giv u hers..
wanted to keep myself..
den b4 going bek..
while keeping..
i noticed dat da papers were lost!
u took it!!
hey!
mind telling me??
y cant i keep for her??
who giv u da right to keep for her??
y everytime hav to take away from me??
y even u together v sum1 else..
den broke up..
y other ppl will still think dat she's urs??
y??
Y I KEEP LOSING TO U!!!!!

den bek home..
1st call..
"hello?? is this kings??"
omg??
dunno how many phone calls asking for kings..
ish..
den slept..
2nd call..
grandma..
==
telling me sumthin..
bt im nt sure abt it..
cuz i was sleeping..
so jux simply answer..

den wake up..
ate KFC!
yum~
den go tuition..

bek home..
sent a sms 2 her~
hehez^^
wah!!
so dam expensive lo..
hers muz be worst..
bt rly happy when i received da msg..
even is jux 1..

FINALLY SAW..
"MINE"
MV!!!
nice dao~!!!!
haha~!!!
waited so long~~
finally!!!
wooohooo~!!!!

overall~
my mood is normal..
has highs n lows..

lastly..
u rly lengzai!
dun question my opinion!!

2nd lastly..
wish weii n yen yi lu shun feng oso~!!
hav fun in korea~
except for dat sick part..
others was nice..
especially da jacuzzi part~
nice!

3rd lastly..
LAST LASTLY..

I RLY MISS YA!!!!!