110th day of waiting

110th day of waiting..Thur
2day morning..
rained heavily..
den tidy up da bilik pengawas b4 going bek to class..
once reached..
wow..
a new relief teac..
keep walking here n dere..
den at least still gt giv reaction when i bow..
smile sikit tak blh ke??
den suan..
do math..
den lekkhong ask me bout lines n planes..
try 2 explain lo..
class getting noisier..
den start chaos jor..
den teac scold..
ask us go bek own place..
den kept mumbling..
den scold yh n lekkhong..
haiz..
cannot say she is a bad teac..
she is doing da right thing..
bt sumhow..
things jux doesn't seem right..
perhaps immature thinking??
nvm..

den bio..
go lab..
very very faz..
dose who usually dun come reached da earliest..
e.g. weiyang..
cuz gonna dissect frog!
haha..
1st time in my life..
luv it..
ppl say our group is cruel..
cuz every organ oso take out..
bt i think we shud do dat..
let da frog die worthily..
den keep n tidy up lo..
rly excited, happy with dis exp...

den jux pj..
played a round..
den find mrs.lee..
den chat till after recess..
continue chat..
den do things..
go here n dere..
very bz xia..
den at bilik guru..
teac ask me move da table..
den cik zalina said many weird things..
u very handsome..
n in 3 years..
all girls will come stick to u..
den i was lik "wad???"
seriously??
i had a "wad??" appearance by dat time..

den ntg much..
jux walk up n down..
almost no in class..
den go bilik pengawas ask for name list..
den gt 1 normal student..
walk in in front of us..
den i purposely knock da door jor..
no choi me..
den suan..
he saw us..
wan leave jor..
den sook fen stopped him..
den scold him@@
fine..
i jux do wad im dere for..
2 take da list..

den went bek class..
dey wan take class pic..
take jor den bek to chaos~

den bek home..
upload pic..
sleep..
den tuition..

den bek home..
dinner..
den start to fan..
abt annual dinner..

1stly..
2molo's meeting is for da ketua biro only..
i din ask others to come..
jux wanna discuss sumthin for next year..
which HAVEN'T approve yet!!
jux nid some idea..
n is a faz meeting..
so din call so many ppl..

2ndly..
im rly tired of it..
y everytime come out..
i hav to plan..
i hav to call 1 by 1..
ask dis n dat..
den giv me dose dunno wad answer..
den dis say dunno..
dat say wad oso can..
den when i set a time..
dis say cant..
dat tell me bz..
den tell me when r all of u guys free!!!
i rly dunnon hw plan..

3rdly..
is troublesome enuf v it..
n now..
1 more to come..
i rly dunno hw to handle dis thing..
i dun wanna hurt ppl's feeling..
bt by doing wad im doing dese days..
i think i hurted a lot of ppl..
bt da truth is..
i rly cant care much..
is a prob enuf for me to handle with so few ppl..
now wan summore??

yea..
indeed i admit im a lil bit wrong..
bt u cant blame me for all dat..
cuz in ur mind..
u only trust her!
hav u ever find me via sms or msn??
no!
den hw u expect me to think of u whenever i plan sumthin??
u nvr even do dat to me..
in ur mind only hav her..
even though u noe i lik her!
u still do da same thing..
yea im jealous..
so wad??
den dis hw u treat me as a fren!
so y shud i bother!

!!stop pissing me off!!