104th day of waiting

104th day of waiting..Fri
morning ntg much..
jux dey queue up at da tarmac agn..
den go bek class..
bored dao..
no teac..
no chair..
den go 4D discuss things v dem...
den time past..
moral time..
went bek class..
den when teac leave..
discuss agn..
dey say wan hav a band..
nt bad nt bad~!

den ntg much..
recess lo..
chat v sum 'juniors'..
abt deir 'sam xi'..
haha..
shhh~
secret~!

den went bek class..
dey take pic..
play xia v dem..
den saw sumthin..
which hurted my heart..
bt i continue my actions n expressions..
dun wanna show a thing..
looking at u is all i can do..

den keep w8ing until bek home lo..
ntg much de..

after dat go bilik pengawas..
do da raptai..
speechless..
shiying..
i und wad u say..
bt..
i oso feel da same way..
jux let it be..

den after end jor.
sumthin happened..
i dun rly noe y..
bt sumhow sum1 is sad..
i did nt noe whether im involved..
bt nt dat i dun care..
is jux dat..
i dun wanna bother u 1st..
since every1 is around u..
n u dun rly nid me too..
n dis oso caused weii n mh to 'cry'..
nt serious..
bt..
haiz..

den u guys went bek..
she went out to eat..
dun feel lik going..
so stay alone at skul..
den while wanna walk away..
da afternoon sessions ppl called me..
in my heart i thought..
dun hav to be alone..
bt i was wrong..
all dey wanna noe is wad happened..
den i was jux sitting dere..
ntg..
all of them only care him..
so if im nt sad..
den nobody will care la??
even i sad oso no1 will care..
fine..
go in bilik ketua..
feeling kinda frustrated..
den c sum data..
abt everything..
discovered sum pics..
quite cute de..

den bek home..
play game..
den tuition..
haiz..
at least u talked to me..
means im nt involved..

den go eat dinner..
saw jeeseng..
at 1st saw from bek..
bt more n more familiar..
end up rly is..
da meal nt bad..

den bek home..
ntg much..

i dunno wad will happen next..
n i dunno wad post i'll gt..
bt..
i wad oso dunno de la..
i rly dunno!!!
wad i wan actually..
wad??
can sum1 lead me..

form 3s..
1 more week..
till u guys big day..
JIAYOU!!
(if nt wrong.. only 1 F3 can read my blog..)
haha..
oso jiayou la!!!