102nd day of waiting

102nd day of waiting..Wed
ntg much in the morning..
weii's turn to go up stage..

den go up class..
moral gt hw..@@
den chem no teac yet..
den math pn noran came in..
quite 'cute' xia..==
i put d duster dere..
she rly put bek..
dunno is coincidence or wad..
i put so high..
she still wan put bek same place de..

den bm ntg..
recess..
den my 'mission' started..
considered accomplished..

den bi..
ntg much..
bio oso..
bt teac say thursday dissect frog..
excited!!

den go bek home..
on da way bek..
as a companion..
im satisfy enuf..

even though i rly hope dat i can..
bt seeing u smile is worth..

bek home..
parents went genting..
since wanna send bro dere..
so home alone for whole day..

no tuition no ntg..
whole day passed boringly..
dis is da worst mid-autumn festival ever..
ppl say 2day shud be together v family or frenz..
bt me??
alone..
frenz??
bz..

funny thing is..
i wrote a status..
after i fed da cats..
i saw da moon..
den i wrote da status after havin inspiration..
bt cant bliv sum1 copied it..
n post as his status oso..
is a funny thing to 2 same status 'side-by-side'..
bt im proud..
dat my words r appreciated..

at nite..
i took bek out my kh books..
for sum reason..
dunno can help anot..
hope can la..
2molo 2nd mission agn~



2day..
we chatted..
as expected..
ur reply will be dat..
bt i insisted in asking..
cuz i rly hope i can gt a chance from u..
bt..
in ur heart..
u only lik him..

y 2 who lik each other..
dun wanna be together??
yes..
i dun rly lik it..
bt..
as long as u're happy..
i hav no choice..

一支笔没墨了就是没墨了··
再怎样勉强写下去··
只会写破那张纸··
倒不如丢掉··
买一支新的··
但是有时却不舍得···
矛盾···

dis is my 2nd status..
inspiration when i throwing away my blue pens..
dey hav no ink left..
hw i rite..
hw i force..
oso won work well..
if i use more energy..
all it will happen is da paper will be spoiled..
is lik our love..
u dun hav love towards me anymore..
no matter hw i force..
ntg will come out in a gud way..
however..
it will only worsen things up..
y dont jux 4gt abt it???
bt da main prob is..

CAN I??

2nite has been a rly rly sad nite..
i dunno wad to do..
i dunno hw to deal with it..
i dunno who to talk to..

perhaps..
i'm rly 'invisible'..
i live 'alone'..