95th, 96th day of waiting

95th day of waiting..Wed
morning go yan hse..
nt for practicing..
jux go dere..
once agn reached da earliest..
so no1 was dere yet^^
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den play mahjong..
1st time..
1st time c dou such nice things..
crazy de!
yan de luck terribly gud la..
东南西北 all gt..
4 飛..
den dun hav numbers..
terribly geng!

den ntg much..
once agn..
is da attitude jor..
rly cant change de..
fine..
jux accept dat since is part of u..
n u noe dis will be da way dat u'll be treated too..

den go home..
ntg much..
no tuition..
dad change phone jor^^
den nite play 4 ppl mahjong..
wah..
very very very sienz..
cuz too many jor..
3 ppl faster n nicer..
haha..

96th day of waiting..Thur
ntg much today..
woke up..
jux prepare den go to grandma's hse..
cuz wan c hw da pool looks lik..
den reach dere..
had my haircut..
den go pool dere..
wah..
many ppl..
den notice 4gt bring goggles..
so jux go gym..
den in da gym..
da guard came down..
n ask y we say swimming bt y in gym..
hw i noe wad tell so much..
ish..
fine..
den a while later..
go bek jor..
den ntg to do..

bek home..
dinner..
den go feed da cats..
den neighbour let me c da kittens..
da stray cats finally gav birth..
2 kittens in total..
1 brown 1 black..
hope dey grow healthily..

den ntg much..

weii..
all i can say is jiayou..


我真的不知道要怎样··
我只想关心··
却··
是！
我不够他们好！
可是我也尽力了！！
我真的很想让你们知道我很想关心你们··
但是··
···
我在你们心里完全没有地位··
你们有事··
都不会第一时间找我诉苦··
我不问··
你们也不说··
我问··
你们都不想说··
我时常找你们诉苦··
是因为我真的把你们当我知己··
希望你们也会一样··
把我当知己··
有事时第一时间会想我··
而不是要利用我时才找我··
我真的不知道我能怎么样了··

那件事··
既然大家都没心做··
我也不再提了··
你们要是才找我吧··