154th day of waiting

154th day of waiting..Sat
morning woke up..
still feel a lil full..
muz be dat pig..
laz nite indeed was quite nice..
bt when i saw da couples..
i feel envy..
haiz..
den dey played love story once..
rly bring me bek da memories..
den sms v sailou..
since very bored dere..
bt many ppl..
103 tables..
da way dey serve rly funny..
very fast..

den dis morning..
jux go wushu..
bcum naib pengerusi..
no feel cuz i dun wan so fan abt these stuffs jor..

den jux practise..

den bek home..
prepare..
den go bio..
feel kinda tired..
i din speak much to them though..
even though he talked to me 1st..
i replied wad he said den no talk jor..
dun feel lik talking so much..

den bek home..
chat a while..
den went jogging..
dis time..
ran more..
more tired..
more sweat..
bt all i noe is..
i felt better..

at nite..
mom n dad went for dinner..
so i jux on9 at home..
whole nite sms v chingee..

den keep msg full..
i rly dunno hw..
my msg full..
mostly oso abt ur msgs..
i rly dun feel lik deleting it..
it rly brings me a lot of memories..
bt..
ARGH~!

den sailou on9..
chat..
bt..
guess dat im nt da person u can talk to anyway..
bt rly hope u can cheer up..


suddenly i feel so lonely here..
even those who k..
or i tot dey k..
dun even bother abt me anymore..
guess i rly dun belong here..
will any1 wonder if dey dun c me anymore??
guess not...

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hopeless

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u're such a failure..