158th, 159th day of waiting

158th day of waiting..Wed
din do anything much..
around 5 sumthin..
went jusco..
cuz organ prac replacement..
new environment jor..
den after dat..
go hav dinner..
den went bek home..

den wow..
bz dao~~
multitasking all at da same time..
sms-ing..
ddt-ing..
chatting..
ps2-ing..
singing..
all at da same time..
rly cant concentrate..
omg..

den once agn..
feel kinda disappointed..

159th day of waiting..Thur
morning..
go yan's hse..
go in jor..
den c dem play mahjong..
omg..
den my turn jor..
haiz..
many weird/funny/ angry stuff happened..
hsien keep win wrongly==
make him hav to pay all~
bt everytime dat happens..
my 'cards' ure nt bad de..
den gt 1 round..
rly made me mad..

u missed da round jor..
now u nt enuf 'cards'..
u jux simply take??
wher can it be lik dis..
if im da 1 doing it..
will u jux keep quiet??
fine!!
cuz of it..
made me lose..
ish ish ish!!
play dou lik dis..
wher still fun??
no mood play jor..
*leave

den jux go around..
do ntg much..
until w8 go tuition..
ntg much oso..

den bek..
mom n dad's anniversary..
bt dad went for badminton..
so ate steamboat v mom..
XD
2 ppl only..
in a rainy day..
syok..

den bek home..
jux on9..
chat..
watch movie..
Amazing Race Asia 4..
haiz..
1 Malaysia team out jor..
still is da group v potential 1..

den play ddt==
omg..
saw all sorts of ppl..
gt sum very kind..
i lvl 7..
he lvl 21..
let me kill jor..
still praise me..
XD
beginner's luck..

bt i oso saw sum..
keep scolding vulgar..
suan la..
keep in heart..
until i saw 1 thing..
"talk english la!"
den i rly feel..
omg??
den dat's when i started to quarrel v dem..
omg..
self speaking broken english..
still wan ppl to speak english==
amateurs~
haiz..
all da things u guys said rly rly funny!!
lik making a fool outta urselves..
XD

bt sumhow..
i still feel..
sad..
or moody to be precise..
jux felt dat..
im nt appreciated..

isit perhaps im too sensitive??
or i've asked too much..
maybe i tot i can gt bek things dat gave bek..
bt..

rly hope u can treat me lik u treat others..
come find me when u face prob..
bt..
everytime i hear ppl saying abt whose whose whose prob..
all i can do is sit aside n listen..
nobody will tell me abt it personally..
m i dat nt trust-worthy??
i hope i can change everything..
feeling complicated now..



last bt nt least..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAEN~