156th,157th day of waiting

156th day of waiting..Mon
morning..
woke up..
tot i can go jog..
bt my dad dunno y so early wake up jor..
haiz..
suan le..
go bek to sleep..

go skul..
actually intend go later..
since dey mention jor b4 8 nid reach...
bt i afraid ppl go jor tot no nid help..
den i go earlier lo..
jux in case..
den omg..
dey say gt perhimpunan..
faster borrow oliver's uniform..
omg..
rush rush rush..
den start jor..
while starting..
suddenly sum1 called me!!!
omg..
phone vibrating..
bt i ignored..
siao a!!
call so long==
so many ppl at skul still wan find me..
siao ei!!

den finally finiz..
haiz~
den go up start arranging da tables..
omg..
tables 2 by 2..
omg..
damn tired..
den my hands gt lot of scar jor..
mcm suicide jor hands gt scar==
haha..
scare jor many ppl==

haiz..
jux keep moving..
damn tired..
den dat time i rly no mood..
i dun wanna eat n dun wanna drink..
whole morning rly din eat n drink..
den intend wan walk bek home..
bt dad came..
argh..
suan le..

den jux go home..
evening..
wanna go jog..
bt all my pants wash jor..
means i nid to wear new pants..
n dirty it?
haiz..
no mood jor..
den no go jog..
haiz..

whole day de plan all kena interrupted..
rly hate it..

157th day of waiting..Tue
go bek to skul agn..
haiz..
changed da room to store room..
n store room to another..
change jor..
den suddenly say wan move agn..
argh!!!

few of us came only..
den finally finiz!!!
wahh!!!!!

den went out eat..
sneakily..
haha..
teac oso sneak out..
den had food..

went bek..
noe some result..
my bi.
say gud nt gud enuf..
still lose to him!!
argh!!!
bt actually kinda satisfy~
bt i wanna win him@@

den i knew sumthin..
u told me phone no money jor..
bt i noticed dat u sms v other ppl..
was dat jux an excuse??
or m i jux too annoying??
or i jux misunderstood??

u noe??
i rly hurts to noe it..

haiz..
went home..
nap..
no mood..

den go tuition..
da bm..
pantun..
very @@
omg..
i rly luv it..
it rly talks bout hw i feel..
except for da 2nd para..

haiz..
now my heart is rly complicated..
i duno whether i still lik u anot..
i tot i can finally put down..
bt when i c u wiping ur tears..
a kind of feeling struck me agn..
i dunno how??
who can tell me?????