165th, 166th day of waiting

165th day of waiting..Wed
morning woke up..
den go 1U..
go MPH..
walked around..
found ZORA!!!
wahahaha..
long time no c..
den she say she hungry..
den go find gt wad lo..
den choose jor KFC..
den say wad she dun eat fried food much..
dun drink soft drink much..
seldom drink v ice..
@@
blaming me jek..
T_T

den talk talk talk..
chonghwa ind. rly hard la..
haiz..
so geng..
den intend go n walk de..
den siuhou called me..
say wan go kfc..
den went dere agn..
we chose da sit next to da 1 we sit b4 @@
den chat dere..
dey 1st time meet each other..
bt luckily siuhou very frenly de..
or else sure cool cool de~
den we 3 walk haha..
find mh bt she no come..
haiz..

den hou say wan go work jor..
den we go parkson walk walk..
up n down..
w8ing to see him..
den saw jor..
walked a while den go out jor..
den she went bek home..
i joined mom n dad..
den walked a while..
legs damn tired..

den went bek..
den night prepare go genting jor..
den had our dinner..
nice~
den went bek..
in car..
play v bro~
making weird noises..
haha..
weird sounds..
kinda funny xia..
bt haiz..
seldom tell my bro abt my probs..
he oso din tell me abt his too..
maybe he dun hav??

bek home..
den play ddt..
agn..
play till very late..

den suddenly..
sailou stop jor..
asked me some question..
dunno y suddenly feel 'touched'..
maybe cuz long time din rly chat jor..
den chatted a while..
felt kinda relieved..

166th day of waiting??Thu
woke up..
on9..
den go tuition..
heard is saimun's bday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!
haiz..
4gt bring calculator..

den ntg much..
nite..
wow..
many ppl playing da 'DARE' game..
haha..
den liked many post..
gt wad write in other wall..
i love u..
i miss u..
change da p.pics..
in a relationship with sum1..
den now play dou jor..
'in a relationship' with ching ee..
haha!
XD

den play ddt..
shukoon oso start jor..
jiayou!
haha

bt suddenly i gt very frustrated..
cuz being alone..
plus..
i requested for sumthin..
bt wad i gt??
ntg!!
giv me lame excuse!
ish!!!!!!
rly hate it..
if i can do it da other way..
i oso wun find u for help la!
argh!!!
fine!
dun wan den dun wan!!
damn frutrated..

den continue play ddt..

rite now rly feel complicated..
i dunno who i lik..
i cant gt over myself..
i cant let go..
or maybe i can??
i duno..
do i luv u?
do i??
im rly afraid i will only hurt u..
hw can i stop myself??
wad shud i do??

oh sh!t..
start to think of different things at da same time..
i think i lik u bt i think i dont..
i think i can put her down bt i think i cant..
make up ur mind!!!!!
seriously..
make up ur mind!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u!!!!
argh!!

going crazy dy..
shud i??
may i??
or most importantly..
can i??

enough pls..
y shud i think so much..
no1 will lik me too!!
argh!!
wad's wrong v me!!
argh argh argh!!