26/9

Mon:

"words can kill"

Once agn stomach ache..
din go to school..
den went to a chinese medical centre..
rly @@
1st time experience..

2day..
i felt better..
better than yesterday at least..
my aim now..
SPM..
n for dat..
i hav to brace myself..
abt friendship..
let bygones be bygones..
dere's ntg i can do left..

i do apologize for d vocab i've used..
bt seriously..
i was mad..
it was nt d 1st time dis happen..
n i jux cant control my temper anymore..
let's jux say..
when an argument happens..
for sure both side r wrong..
in anyway..
so..
if u like me..
i'll lik you bek..
bt if u hate me..
dat's up to u..

when i start to tell u abt my matter..
it means dat i bliv u..
i open myself to u..
bt if u think im annoying dat way..
jux say so..
dun act lik u care..

lastly..
i again apologize for d choice of words i've used..
let time heal all wounds..

trying to change myself to adapt everything..
i did it once..
i can still do it agn!

SPM will be d only aim for now!
I must do it!!