30/8 - 5/9

Tues:
early in the morning..
wake up then go Sg. Wang..
Ate Kim Gary..
long time no eat dy..
den curiously i looked at the receipt..
d no. 67!
LOL!
i rly c dis no. wherever i go..
fate??
lol..
den after dat go low yat.
buy camera!
yesh!
den ntg jor..
bek home..
keep test d new camera..
luv it~
bt d colour is red..
abit 'sharp'..

den nite pergi balik KL fetch bro..
lol..
pigi so many times..
nite..
everything as usual...
wad??
merdeka n everything is as usual @@
no countdown or anything..
ish~!
where's d spirit??
boring~

Wed:
waking up awkwardly late..
everything as usual..
damn..
u call dis merdeka @@
i feel ntg at all..
guess every1 is in d hari raya spirit~
woo..
nvm~

Thurs:
tuition...
sj for 3 hours..
wow..
i like junyi's reaction when it was over..
damn funny~
YES!

den bek home..
notice sumthin unusual happen agn..
or shud i say WTF!
y do u hav to do such things everytime??
so wad if i care..
d words u speak rly r insulting..
n u dun feel a thing..

fine!!

Fri:
as predicted..
u did everything i've expected..
fine..
i dun wanna do so much dy..
unexpectedly..
u found me @@!
okay, i was like wad???
nvm..
i spoke everything i felt..
bt u dun seem to gt it oso..
well..
fine then..
if u like making up stories..
dat's up to u..
i noe wad truly happened..
n i will not be fooled by u..

calm..

Sat:
i guess i woke up a lil..w
wad happened between u all shudnt be my business..
i shud only care how me n things work out..
nt u all..

tuition..
another tired day..

nite..
sumthin sort of piss me off..
bt when i rly care..
i will try my best to forgive..
bt..

Sun:
another tuition..
my back keep pain..
ish..
so weak la..

den balik when study..
carry d 'portable drawer' thingy..
hurt my finger..
n now gt a wound dere..
sad..
n pain..

i w8ed n w8ed..
all i gt is disappointment..

Mon:
exam!
BM..
paper 1..
consider normal..
im satisfied v d no. of words i've written..
gud or not dunno @@

paper 2 siao!
ans oso wan noe how kao lui de @@
how ans le??
den peribahasa..
nid to create self liao @@
jux hard @@

haiz..



i rly hate myself..
for caring ppl who doesnt care..
im sick of it..
wad for making me feel dat im important in ur life??
den u try to pull me back down agn..
im nt ur toy..
if im nt important..
jux say so..
dun giv me false hope in the 1st place..

(i)i keep forgiving wad ya did to me..
insults...
ignorance n so on..
bt all i gt is..
cruelty..
u nvr cared how i truly felt..
u only used me for ur own desire..

on the other hand..
(ii)i dunno wad u r thinking..
at 1st everything was alright..
bt suddenly..
u jux let me down agn..
tell me wad u wan..
if u wanna be alone..
say so..
i'll nvr bother u agn!


(mentioning quite some ppl here @@)

i feel like a fool..
a puppet..
being played around..
can i choose my path??
for once??

pls..
give me strength..




(if this is my essay tomolo.. i cant imagine how is d result.. teruk!)