16/10 - 21/10

Sun:
after annual dinner rly tired oo..
tuition oso din go @@

whole afternoon oso sleeping..
until nite only wake up @@

Mon:
went to school..
things as usual..
bt timetable changed..
omg..
bm for 5 periods..
@@

den bio @@
rly lol..
nite..
dunno y..
i like the glowing stick very much..
dunno y it brought me lots of happiness n gud luck..
many impossible things happened!
which made me happier..

Tues:
din go to school @@
ntg much to say..

Wed:
went to school for raptai..
bla bla bla..
dose ppl rly lol..
den we r forced to wear unit beruniform geh uniform @@
yes..
forced..
since i dun hav any..
hav to borrow..
since cant suitable pants for KRS..
so choose PBSM geh..

den after recess..
ntg to do @@
lol~!
watching u dat way rly makes me @@

go bek den wash d clothes..
omg..
d clothes so thin only..
imagine if im wearing it n it rains..
omg..
SEXAY~
haha..
lol la..

Thurs:
well..
my luck seems to be gone..
den only i notice d glowing stick starts to leak..
d liquid in it flows out @@
well..
abit sad abt it..
superstitious??
or totally coincidence??
i rly wonder..
ever since i notice dat..
my life becam moody agn..
dose ppl bcame deir old self agn..
once agn im ignored..

well..
in school..
2nd raptai..
even i found u..
i still felt ignored..
as if im annoying u or sumthin..

den played with a couple of juniors..
chat v dem la..
i like bullying..
haha..
go bek class..
ntg much to do but gossip!
for once i felt dat i have a bond with every classmates..
luv dem~
haha

well..
ntg much after dat..
jux tuition n bla bla bla..
i finally gt access!!!
weee~~

Fri:
Hari Koko..
wore my PBSM suit @@
wow..
i look white @@
haha..
quite satisfied with dat look actually~
haha..
mcm abit perasan oo..
d performance quite okay..

den ntg much..
actually im waiting all day long..
bt yet..
it was only jux my thoughts..
u will nvr find me 1st rite??
yes..
deep down..
it hurts too..
weirdly i shud say..
bt yes..
cuz i felt dat our frenship is nt valued..
all d things dat i've done has gone in vain..
u dont care..

i tried my best nt to think abt it..
so..
i choose to play with my phone..
no matter how boring d game is..
i jux focus on it..
i dun wanna think..
even while walking to go for food..
i dare nt put down my phone..
cuz im afraid i will think of lots of things..
den when eating..
my phone is taken away..
well..
dose things jux came in my mind agn..
argh..
my eyes r starting to gt wet..
i dare nt lift up my head..
bt luckily i managed to hide it thru..
no1 knows anyway..

the other things r as usual..
bt i knew 1 more thing between the others..
haiz..

rite now..
i rly hope i can hav a good memory b4 i leave this place..
at least i can hav good memories v me..

frenship..
i think i cared too much..
i nvr learn..
nvr at all..
putting everything in 1 frenship only leads to disappointment..
im rly trying my best to let go..
to at least..
jux..
nt care so much la..

from now on..
i'll jux stop finding u ppl la...
bt honestly..
i still hope for ur text msg..
which is a miracle..
i nid some time..

is time to leave this sh!tty thingy..
too gay to be true.. @@

I wan a NEW ME!!