27/10

Thurs:

Time flies..
It's thursday dy..
n yet..
i did ntg much..

well..
i wasted my holiday!!!
argh!!
haiz..
finally went to tuition..
d legs still..
hate going down d stairs..
urgh..
pain..

well..
normally i wun blog v such lil things..
bt dere's 1 thing lingering in my mind..
wad happened..
to be exact..
wad do u wan??
after all u promised..
i waited..
i rly did..
i kept making excuses for myself every moment..
jux to let myself feel better..
i think I've created too much excuses..
until..
i dunno wad to say left..
i cant think of any more reason..
i start to giv up on waiting..
so i decided to to jux make a move??
bt..
none of it worked..
once agn u disappeared..
i dunno wad is d reason..
im trying to find out..
bt it seems like..
u dun wan it to be dat way..

ok..
i dunno wad m i saying..
i dunno wad m i thinking..
or shud i say my mind is now blank..
y does hav to be dis way..
y do u always do d same..
n yet..
i keep falling for it..
im stupid enuf to bliv dose things..
i shud hav known..
no promises r meant to be kept..
maybe nt from u..
u change terribly fast..
jux 1 night..
things changed..
wad is wrong???
m i dat nice to be fooled??

bt if u think dat i dun value dis frenship..
dat's when u r wrong..
bt if u think im rly dat annoying or wad..
den..
all i can say is gudbye..
cuz in few more weeks..
i guess 2 more weeks..
we will nvr meet agn..
if u wanna remain disappeared in this 2 weeks..
i'll respect ur decision..
n anyway..
i guess i wun find u anymore..
if dat's wad u wan..

u've gave me some nice memories..
bt i guess all i can do now is let go..
anyway..
thx for everything..

life has its ups and downs..
well..
dunno how to overcome d problems..
perhaps im jux nt as strong as it seems..

jux hope for a happy graduation now..
1 dat bring me laughter & smiles..
which r nt fake ones..
I pray..