2/10 - 3/10

"I surrender"

Sun:

ntg happened..
night mahjong..
still d mood..
nvr better..


Mon:

morning go wangsa maju renew passport..
bt haiz..
waste time only..
counter close..
technical prob..
so hav to go another day..
waste my time a!!!
plus..
d road very bumpy..
make dou me dizzy dy..

den after dat take passport pic..
saw a doggy!
so cute..
1st time c my bro so funny..
doing funny faces n actions..
lol!
cute-nya..
d dog..
XD

den ntg much..
finally finiz my terrible-taste medicine..
1 week..
1 torturing week!
finally over..
jux hope i can say dat for my problem..

lately i kept dreaming..
literally..
dreaming abt things dat will nvr happen anymore..
keep dreaming bout happy things..
which only makes me sad..
cuz is jux a dream..
i tried everything..
to make things better..
bt i dun think dat work well as planned..
i dun wanna lose any of u..
bt..
i cant do a thing..

well..
i noe for now..
dere's ntg i can do..
d more i do..
d worse it will be..

as promised myself..
once i changed d pic of my fb..
i shud oso change my attitude in stuff..
be a new person??

now dere's a conflict..
i feel lik leaving dis place..
bt i noe i will miss it..
i will miss dis place..
d ppl here..
all d memories here..

i rly wanna hav a nice memory here in dis place..
i rly hope dat all problems will be solved by the time i rly graduate..
i wanna leave v good memories..
since we may nt meet agn next time..
we hav only 1 more month to interact..
im afraid i dunno how to react on d laz day we will meet..

to those dat has been by my side..
thanks a lot..
to those who has moved on..
jux to say..
i will still be dere if u nid me..
jux speak out..

i still prefer d old me..