4/10 - 6/10

Tues:

went to school..
surprisingly..
saw waihong dere..
coming to help..

den ntg much..
do physics..
chemistry..
add math..
bio..
den we call it a day..
well..
d bio module is rly thick..
den ntg much..


Wed:

another usual day..


Thurs:

morning saw sumthin on fb..
Steven Jobs is dead..
kinda shocking..
bt ppl hav to move on..
R.I.P.

dis morning..
intended to go to school..
bt then..
stomach ache agn..
end up din go..

den afternoon went to renew passport..
quite fast..
long time dy...

den i knew abt sumthin..
which gt me abit moody..
which i dun rly understand..
y do u hav to be dis way..
cant u jux let go??

den tuition..
shukoon n i exchanged seats..
den he started to act lik me..
indeed a lot of my actions i normally do..
bt i started to understand..
i hav totally 4gt how i used to be like..
i dunno wad im doing now..
ive been doing things dat's so wrong..
i kinda realized dat i dunno who i rly am..

who m i..
wad i rly m..
i noe i've been a jerk..
i've did a lot of things dat hurt a lot of ppl..
when will i start to be mature??
right now..
if given a chance..
i wish im nvr born..
i hate myself terribly..
i thought i was d best..
i almost gud in everything..
the fact is..
im nt..
im ntg at all..
jux a scum..

rite now..
i jux dun wan to live anymore..
im sorry..

perhaps it wud be better if u all nvr met me b4..